Dear all..
Pls don watch The Unborn,this movie is totally a Sien-ness,really super sien..Don get bluff by its trailer(Tat's y i kena jor lo),watch until halfway,really feel very very sleepy.Wont forget wt wai say,da SM thing hahaha,da girl lol..
Watch this movie,i can only say..Watch this movie is for kap lui (a main actress is very very lenlui),I like her legs..Very long,firm,n thin XD..Conclusion...This movie is zzzz
After movie,went to hav dinner at sunway area..Hahaha,really laugh die me chattin tat time.
Den second round go dota,play until 11somethind den left d..
Above all,i make it simple..Donwan write too long,later tat lala hiem will say...Write until so long for wt? lazy to read la this la n tat la..
Stil remember ytd in car,we talk back bout last time thing..'Liew hai',..XD,only some will know wt its mean XD.n da sap 9 wan XD..Really full of laughter ytd ^^
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Earth Hour
Yesterday is earth hour,so everyone got turn off their light ma?
Lol,for me,i din turn it off coz going out d.Get suprise by some1,haha,not as excited as last time jor..Need to find a new way o LOL,nahh juz kidding only,i am happy to see u ^^
Out from house around 8,tot will go langat hill n see KL view,but frodo say need to go Setapak ther meet his friend coz his friend arrive so we hav to give up go to langat le
After meet his fren,went to frodo house coz he need to put his car at ther..He keep telling us to remember the road to his house but seriously i cant remember ne LOL
Went to setapak ther hav dinner,den meet up wit wai for dota..
Din concentrate while playing,so alwiz kena feed hahaha,second round gei fast gg jor coz i keep feeding lol..Sms to sis ask whether mom drink her bird nest( so wish i can drink lol),n she say mom drink jor d..Only feel fong sam abit.
Finish dota around 2 n went back home oioi chu...
Wake up around 1 coz mom ask me to wake up,she telling me tat aunt n jie jie is coming to visit..Ask me to clean room haha,feel kinda moody coz din get enuf sleep but at last also wake up d.Then now aunt n jie jie chattin with mom n i hav no idea wt r they talking about coz i dono hokkien haih,juz can sit at ther 'soh' laugh,den choose to go downstair n update blog..Later only go back n chat with them..
Very hungry now,but got nth to eat sigh,juz can tahan until dinner..
Time to go up,will update soon..
*I miss u,appreciate wt u do yesterday..
Saturday, March 28, 2009
60 days
Dont know wt to write for my title so i juz write 60days..
Haha,y i write 60days? today is da day when i know jor some1 for 60days lol
Silly me,write it for wt? yes,coz i am silly! haha
Helping mom wash cloth n fold cloth,sis ne jau cook podridge for mom early in the morning,sorry la..I juz cant use to wake up early,summore i sleep at 4am wo ytd lol
My new name is Maria~ so everyone can start to call me maria instead of alicia d lmao,juz got this name ytd lol,i think u all can figure out y name myself as maria ^^
Mom,y is getting better d,remember ytd morning,wake up at 8.30am n went to hospital to fetch her,when arrive..Nurse say need to do thins n do that so need to wait awhile,went to cafe to hav our breakfast,,Shit,really waste money,i mean all those food that sell in hospital
Really exp till +09..2days,i use almost rm50,ya,also dono wher i 'fang' d money..
Remember that last few day i reali din get enuf sleep,reali not enuf..haih,so all da pimple pop out d sighhhhhhhhh,face getting more pale :(
After tat reach home,acc mom go up,she take a nap n for sure i also will sleep la coz sleepy ma,den at night went to hav dinner wit jie fu n sis at 212,suddenly ba boom,all those lightning like really very near to us,can see d light very clearly n NEAR~
So when we left,it's ald start to rain very heavily,stupid me go n ask jie fu like tat..
Me:jie fu,send sms will get struck by lightning mou gah?
Jie fu: Lei dou sot geh,of coz wont la..If really struck,struck also struck to da boy who standing beside me XD coz he is answering phone ma
Me:gam yao hai hahahaha
Actually i really scare thunder,dono y..I love the rain but i don like thunder,everytime got thunder i sure hide myself in d blanket,don dare to sms or call or go out side coz of wt? coz scare get struck by lightning.Ppl say do alot of bad thing only will get struck,lol,i din do alot of bad thing wo but y i will scare? i also dono lol..After reach home n bath,go downstair see pui J fak gan mang zhang..Keep say ****** ** **** **** lol,if u get wt i mean? lol.pui j don be mad,although sis n jie fu watching anime,they also pause it to listen wt u say hahaaha,summore funny part is,sis go n record pui angry voice n play it to us haha lmao..
when rain start to stop,i go on da com n on9..Really nth to do,one fren of mine send a blog for me,really wt da heck when i read it,contain 18sx,it's about a sg guy who urmmm love having xxx,pm me if u wan d url den i send it to u lol
send to nic,xian n wai..Hahaha,diff ppl diff feedback haha especially wai reaction lol
online for a while den off com,went to upstairs see mommy,really cant think of wt to do..So i walk out to da balcony,felt so cold n calm.Ytd night is really a cold n breezy night,so i sit at ther n enjoy da wind.Really feel so calm,later i went in n lay on da bed,suddenly dad saywahhh,come outside,da view juz like at cameron le..While me,think u so outdated d,i saw it long time ago d LOL,den mommy wake up to drink her bird nest..Of coz she will giv me hav a bite le,really delicious neeeee.den chat on da phone a while den fall asleep d.
Today wake up,dono y feel so unwell,whole body feel so tired ne n cold dono y..
mom ask me go see doc,scare i will fall sick again but i say nvm la,eat jor panadol will be fine d.
din get to upload pic coz pic stil in my cam,will upload it when i got the mood to upload it ^^
wana continue to play my pet society d,sign off now~
Thursday, March 26, 2009
No mood
Arghhhh,feel like wan to scream loud loud rite now..
B4 come back from hospital,start to no mood d,mayb din get enuf sleep..
Sigh,no extra bed,imagine i juz sit on tat not so comfortable chair..Iskkkkkk
I think i only sleep for 1hour during night time,lucky when sis wake up,i get to sleep on her mattress,lol,when doc come in n check my mom,malas layan him,continue to sleep
Dono whether he saw my saliva anot
Sigh,
Freaking no mood when i step into my house..
I hate some1...reeally hate it
Lalalala,look like i'm really goin insane d..
Goin to continue insane inside my room Zzzzz
Monday, March 23, 2009
Piss off
Dont know how to write..Juz feel kinda piss off with some 1...
He dono me yet he go n say something that i don like to hear,i really hate these kind of word.
My mom,sis or my best fren din use these kind of word to say me b4
So congratulation,U r da first 1 n i salute u coz u r very BRAVEEEEE to say out those word n it sure really make me super angry with u
You dont know me n u dont understand me,u think u really hav the right to say me?
I treat u as a friend so i din say so much,juz giv u say wt u wan to say.
Mayb u really think tat i am not a small gas person or wteva,actuali i am n i really not happy for those thing tat u tell me..
Easy to say,i treat u as a friend so i din say so much,if not i sure thiaw u gao gao.
Donwan talk jor,donwan think back,if not sure feel super angry..
Tomolo mommy operation day d,hav to stay with her for 2 or 3nights..Stil thinking wt can i do le? Pui J say,go internet search for ghost story den print it out for me to read..Sei yehhh
My fren pulak ask me go 'kao' doctor..How to kao? wher will got lenjai doc in malaysia geh? if drama got laaaa,summore is gynae le hello XD
Sighhh but most important is accompany mommy ma,donwan let her feel boring
Wish my mommy Get well soon o~
*yesterday dota din know tat will meet u,is tat really fate?
*N for u..Like wai say in dota..U totally wtfffffff
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Quattro with mun mun
Went to quattro with mun mun n her bf yesterday,she fetch me around 9.30 n when we arrive,they open 3bott,one martell another 2 i hav no idea wt brand is tat XD.We got 15pp include myself but i only know 2ppl,all also lc lc face d,all those siu mui mui n didi haha..Once i saw them,know jor they sure is around 18-20yrs old except mun mun bf fren..Hahaha,i guess right,n all of them is 19yrs old,see i so geng ler.Start to take some pic coz too boring,nth to do..Juz sit at ther,we sit at corner corner there..Sms to simou told her tat sien dou bao,sigh,really sigh...Really siennnn,den mun bf fren start to ask me drink drink drink n drink,at first i drink,tot to entertain him,when i wan to stop tat time..He don let,keep asking me to drink..
Ask mun mun to acc me go to toilet den when we come back,bring her walk walk at ther,den jackey gor gor sms me lol ask me izit at quattro,went to meet him near da bartender alone,drink a while n went back to my place.ask me to drink again wt da hack..
Den no need say jor,start to gone..told mun i will go to toilet,went to toilet alone n sit at ther,scare to go back..After 15min went back,one of da siu didi KO d,,hahaha,when i went out,he stil in a good condition when i come back,he KO d..Lucky i go out d if not i am da one who will goin to KO,keep take his KO pic,will upload soon..Another siu didi come n take pic with me,no comment toward him but i know some of them work at time square n sg wang as wt mun bf tell me,no wonder their style look absolutely like time square n sg wang type muahaha.
Went to toilet again,get stop by arab lou,keep asking for my number zzzz,haha kina funny both of them,keep follow me until i reach my table,dono y can become so brave,mayb bcoz alcohol kua.Back to my table i go n say buh bye to them XD
Around 2.45,mun say wana go d..B4 go they ask me drink one last cup,tat 1 very gao lik,after tat say bye bye to them n went out..Call to some1 but he's sleeping after tat he call back to me but i cant hear wt he say..So nth le,hard to say out zzz..
Reach home n sit at living room again lol,kena marah hahaha,den bath n straight away boom,fall onto da bed,feel so dizzy n sleep till 10am wake up..Geng le hoh?haha anyway cut da crap,upload some of da siu didi pic sin..
Ask mun mun to acc me go to toilet den when we come back,bring her walk walk at ther,den jackey gor gor sms me lol ask me izit at quattro,went to meet him near da bartender alone,drink a while n went back to my place.ask me to drink again wt da hack..
Den no need say jor,start to gone..told mun i will go to toilet,went to toilet alone n sit at ther,scare to go back..After 15min went back,one of da siu didi KO d,,hahaha,when i went out,he stil in a good condition when i come back,he KO d..Lucky i go out d if not i am da one who will goin to KO,keep take his KO pic,will upload soon..Another siu didi come n take pic with me,no comment toward him but i know some of them work at time square n sg wang as wt mun bf tell me,no wonder their style look absolutely like time square n sg wang type muahaha.
Went to toilet again,get stop by arab lou,keep asking for my number zzzz,haha kina funny both of them,keep follow me until i reach my table,dono y can become so brave,mayb bcoz alcohol kua.Back to my table i go n say buh bye to them XD
Around 2.45,mun say wana go d..B4 go they ask me drink one last cup,tat 1 very gao lik,after tat say bye bye to them n went out..Call to some1 but he's sleeping after tat he call back to me but i cant hear wt he say..So nth le,hard to say out zzz..
Reach home n sit at living room again lol,kena marah hahaha,den bath n straight away boom,fall onto da bed,feel so dizzy n sleep till 10am wake up..Geng le hoh?haha anyway cut da crap,upload some of da siu didi pic sin..
Me n mun mun
Mun mun n her bf..Really very 'yan oi'
Stop smoking la wei...Lenlui~
Cute didi lol
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Tired
Wt a tired day,when wake up,back feel pain(muscle pain) n din get enuf sleep(coz i miss my bed) XD,Ytd reach home around 5something after acc them hav dinner,went back to home n bath,starving to death tat time coz hungry jor XD
Wait for sis,bro n mommy to come back go out hav dinner coz is bro birthday ytd,so wish u happy belated birthday sin coz pass d..Din get to sing a song for u tim coz u donwan..Isk,got da mood to sing it for u mana tau u donwan.Really feel happy when eating coz we talk back our childhood stuff to miko n jie fu hear,they din know tat we r such a playful kid XD.especially when play with mommy make up stuff n daddy thing hahaha,da underwear XD stil running so clear in my mind now haha,after dinner wwait for wai wai come n fetch us go mid valley..
Really feel swt tat time,we go to leisure fetch jenny tat time,when arrive at leisure,rupa rupanya she at mid valley,haha,we stil tot she at leisure tim n we tot da movie is at 11.45pm,den turn out is 12.15 punya movie..Really hahaha...
Meet her at mid valley,den went to see Marley n Me..This movie is nice,the end is touching but i din cry at all..I am not COLD BLOODED as wt wai n pui describe me,i am juz too tired n sleepy to cry haha,movie end around 2am,n i fall asleep inside car..Reach home at 3am,fast fast go to brush teeth n oioi chu..
Wake up tat time really feel weird n confuse..Until now stil feel da same,kenot describe how i feel,really feel 'fan'.Mayb something not good is coming,sigh,if can make this blog provate i sure will do it..Too many thing tat cant write in here zzz,aih,juz forget about it,donwan to fan so much,go chat chat more good..Adios
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
6days to go
6 days to go den will be a busy week n month for me,coz need to start taking care mommy,need to overnight with her in hospital,haha,don like hospital ne,don like da smell,da needle,da ppl n da env..Well,who do like hospital? i bet no one will like it..
Hav to bare with it ne,since promise mommy to take care of her,do all da housework n become her personal nurse,did it just for mommy.
Dont know wt to write in this blog d,not s much activity lately,mostly also stay at home d..Will try to update it everyday..
Hav to bare with it ne,since promise mommy to take care of her,do all da housework n become her personal nurse,did it just for mommy.
Dont know wt to write in this blog d,not s much activity lately,mostly also stay at home d..Will try to update it everyday..
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Tuesday..
Feel tired n sleepy since i wake up,dont know y
mayb i think bcoz of da weather,wake up jor,help mom hang cloth,watch tv n on9 a while,lay on the bed den fall asleep..
Mom call me,ask wt to eat for dinner,dono wan to eat wt so juz say wait her back home den only decide..Mommy got operation nex tuesday d,goin to remove her *****,dono wt it call,hospitalize for 3days n MC for one moth..She ask me to become her personal nurse for one month haha,her personal nurse mean wash cloth a,hang cloth a,'fok si' mommy a,n do every house work.
When heard mommy need to get operate,feel scare at first,den think deeply,it is good for her,better den wait n din know anything..
So mommy,i will be ther for u whenever u needed me,i wish u get well soon n don worry o..
Haha although u din see this post but i knw u can feel it deep inside ur heart ^^
Missing somebody rite now hehe,who? donwan tell u let u sam xi xi XD
Nth to do now,later after on9 went upstair bath,watch tv n wait for phone call ^^
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Saturday night
Another boring day wtf..I cant bliv tat i stay at home for da whole day!! Is not half day it is whole day!! N even at night i din go for club,dota or movie Zzz really shit,da staying at home thingy really make me feel so f up..Sorry for being rude,i really din hav the mood rite now,at least goin out for yumcha or movie also will feel better a bit,better den stay at home fat mou.
Juz now got some1 told me tat today is white day,tat is a girl suppose to giv chocolate to da guy tat she like or love,if da guy receive da chocolate mean tat this guy also like/love her.Well,juz now i juz eat one bar of chocolate,i present myself a chocolate,izit tat mean i love myself? Nah don think so,feel moody so eat chocolate to make myself feel better.
White day white day white day white day,these word keep running thru my mind,da more i think da more angry i feel,dono y...Juz feel angry..
Haha,currently at msn playing webcam with simou since got nth to do d,feel headache rite now,dono y..I think this some1 is either sleeping or go out d lu ,so malas choi me d..Me n simou playing webcam tat time,we take alot of silly pic,at least mood turn better abit..Here r da pic...
Enjoy~
Friday, March 13, 2009
Friday...
Friday!! I'm not suppose to stay at home at Friday but too bad,i really stay at home XD,No car so kenot go out,Sigh,stay at home also is a good thing,i can rest..Kinda tired now,alwiz wake up early this few day for interview,Today also got go for an interview at Hotel maya ther,apply for make up forever.Too bad they hire my darling,din feel disappointed coz my darling is very good in make up,summore they need one person only.If me i also will hire darling coz she is pro ^^
I think tat interviewer got prob,the way she speak kinda ummm dono how to say.Darling also think tat she hav some prob..After interview went to sg wang with darling have lunch,been starving for whole day,eat at Kim Gary den hang gai gai..Can see but cant buy Haihhh,really no money ne so chammm T T,accompany darling go buy eye lashes,after that buy curling thong..
Haha,da aunty who work at ther very friendly ne,while testing da curling thong,both of us play it by curling darling hair,hahaha i curl her whole head ^^ n she look gorgeous! Muacks haha
Den ask aunty to show me eye lashes,wow,like it so much so i bought it..Shyt,like tat money fly away jor~ But i pay rm30 for 10 pairs of eye lashes wo, 'dai dou a' no word best describe.
Then went back home,actuali will go out hav dinner with jenny them,bcoz din hav car so hav to cancel it,got fren ask me to club but reali feel lazy to club summore tired ne
Din get enuf sleep this feel day make my pimple grow more,haihhh,wt to do?
Filling up my free time by watching youtube n see back my last last time pic ^^
And not to forget update my bloggie lo,muz alwiz update d marrrr..
Time to sign out,nth to write anymore,wait got feel sin XD
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Interview..Quattro n Hospital
LAzy to update everyday so juz write wt happen last few days..
Hmm start from Tuesday..Hmm,cant remember wt i did tat day,so juz skip skip skip until at night went to dota with nic,frodo,desmond n one of their fren call wai kit at genting kelang ther.Nice that cc,enuf big lol but dont know y our place feel damn so hot,after play come out from cc only remember tat kenson zai live at ther,after cc,went to jln ipoh had dim sum,i din eat bcoz not scare FAT,is bcoz din hav a appetite to eat..After eat went back to cheras,think we take da long road coz we pass by solaris ther,n we even pass by Tenji LOL,reach home around 2.30,brush teeth,chat a while n sleep...
Wednesday morning wake up at 8am coz got interview,prepare all those stuff n take lrt go ther,feeling kinda weird coz not used to wear like tat.haha,not suan as OL uniform la,juz matured abit ne,around 10am arrive at menara standard charted,dono y will arrive so early,so stay inside toilet n camwhore XD,around 10.20 went in n say tat i'm coming for interview.Filling a form and den da interviewer come n interview me.Really very S** this company! Only stupid ass ppl will work for this company.. Say work for 5days n time is from 9-5.30..Turn out is work for 6days 8.30am till 5.30pm,den nvm,after tat muz stay back until 6pm n den OT untill 10 or 11pm...Wt more worse is I cant claim OT bacause i am not permanent WTF! N n n actually i appy for admin clerk n this nice nice lady tell me we're not hire amin clerk,we hiring services crew..Zzzzz,really a big swt to them..So suan lo,decline da job n went to pavilion meet darling,since tat darling havent arrive so i juz sit at mong kok n wait for her,think alot...When she arrive,both of us chat chat chat n chat,really love my darling :),after lunch went to Pull N Bear visit one friend which i din see her for some quite time,last time quite close with her,walk around n try some cloth,sigh,can see but cant buy,really love it sigh..Seem like my fren is kinda busy so me n darling juz went out n walk walk to MNG,Zara n Watson lol den went back home n take my nap nap.Gei zai birthday at first say celebrate at thurs night d but suddenly change to wed night,so hav to take nap if not sure very tired,Den promise liao mommy n sis will acc mom go to hospital da nex day..
Prepare all n wait for simou come n fetch,she arrive around 11pm n we arrive around 11.30,once we get in,feel very cold n n wt i hate the most is running nose zzz,make up also cincai cincai,hair also cincai cincai,,Wt a cincai night for me ytd,anyway did enjoy it :) kinda high faster coz drink with empty stomach,i can do balled when i am drunk LOL XD,reach home around 3,30 den putih putih kena scold coz some1 No mood wer...My father lo zzzzz
Sleep until 6.30am wake up n prepare all,still having abit of hangover,feel blur blur dei but promise is a promise,promise mom to acc her d..
wait for mommy n left home around 7.15am,fetch sis go to work.B4 work,had liao our breakfast at old town kopitiam,mom is really The annoying one LOL,sis Good job,Tag ngam jor XD but she say it for our own good geh..After breakfast fetch sis to work den mom to gleangeagles for gynae check up.Really worry for mommy coz she had some problem,doctor name is Dr KK,wt a cute name..Acc mom went into da room,examine tat time,dono y can feel da pain,see all those equipment make me feel dizzy My god..After tat doc explain to mommy,feel relieve coz tat's da answer tat both of us want :),after tat ask mom some silly ques,haha laugh a while den feel better d..Reach home,lay on the bed sms n wait sleep..Wake up,watch tv a while n on9...Dono y having moodswing rite now,this feeling is sux...pls pls go awayyyy
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Interview n s s s again
Fews day din update blog,got a bit sien to blog and dono wt shud i blog about..My life for last few day so far so good lo except ytd coz i S d..
The word S in my life is seem like a very common word for me,for those who know me well understand wt S mean..Haha,yea i S again but this time not so serious den last time,LOL,last few day i shud not say S this word to some1 cause after i say Zzzz i really sick d.. like wt chinese ppl alwiz say 'leng geh ng lei,chou geh leng' a? i dono izit write like tat,clueless dono how to write haha..Need to start take care of myself,cant alwiz depend on ppl d,need to grown up n become mature.I know alwiz rely on ppl is not a good thing but but i will ganbatte d!
Everybody say i changed d,Both call each other n say don tell me but finally also got ppl tell me d,i finally know y u avoiding me or mayb u think i'm avoiding u? The fact is,i din avoid anyone,juz tat when i call u for outting,is u donwan to go out cause tired.Sigh,i also dont know wt happen to my life right now.My mind blank until i dono how to write about my life anymore or shud i say confuse? Haha,better don write so much ne,juz keep it to myself.Dono how to describe my feel rite now.. Is not confuse,is not happy,is not sad,is not angry,is not in love,is not partying feel..Shit shud find a job n hav to start make myself become more busy..Start to earn money n went for a nice nice nice vacation,den buy hp,notebook n take some new courses!
Wont think anything,juz concerntrate on work! Ohya tomolo got interview d,wish me success k? Need to send resume to another fren n simou d..
The word S in my life is seem like a very common word for me,for those who know me well understand wt S mean..Haha,yea i S again but this time not so serious den last time,LOL,last few day i shud not say S this word to some1 cause after i say Zzzz i really sick d.. like wt chinese ppl alwiz say 'leng geh ng lei,chou geh leng' a? i dono izit write like tat,clueless dono how to write haha..Need to start take care of myself,cant alwiz depend on ppl d,need to grown up n become mature.I know alwiz rely on ppl is not a good thing but but i will ganbatte d!
Everybody say i changed d,Both call each other n say don tell me but finally also got ppl tell me d,i finally know y u avoiding me or mayb u think i'm avoiding u? The fact is,i din avoid anyone,juz tat when i call u for outting,is u donwan to go out cause tired.Sigh,i also dont know wt happen to my life right now.My mind blank until i dono how to write about my life anymore or shud i say confuse? Haha,better don write so much ne,juz keep it to myself.Dono how to describe my feel rite now.. Is not confuse,is not happy,is not sad,is not angry,is not in love,is not partying feel..Shit shud find a job n hav to start make myself become more busy..Start to earn money n went for a nice nice nice vacation,den buy hp,notebook n take some new courses!
Wont think anything,juz concerntrate on work! Ohya tomolo got interview d,wish me success k? Need to send resume to another fren n simou d..
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Boring day
Aisehhhh,today is really a boring boring day for me,imagine ytd i sleep around 6 n wake up around 9.30..Muz be crazy!I think because of my leg n neck pain,ytd cramp while playing dota,kakaaka go n pull wai shirt,he look like kena rape by me gam yong XD..Da uncle sit beside me look at me like i got some sort of prob zzz,i also havent say this uncle,at first we arrive cc,i ask wai can smell something ma?like a dead animal smell,but den i tot is HK feet so i din care much untillllll da uncle open his mouth,i am like walauyehhhh can breath jor,super smelly la wei!! I look wo wai n signal him,he keep laughing at me n tat uncle keep look at me zzz,speechless toward him,so juz tahan tahan lo.After cc,went to hav dinner with simou n wai.Fetch simou n me go back home,once reach home,go bath bath n watch tv.After tat lay on d bed sms n read TSGS 16,read till 6something n sleep zzz..
Then wake up,lay on the bed untill 11am go downstairs watch tv again ==,after tat on9..stupid line alwiz dc,make me fed up d..Sien Dou!! Den went to cc with wai again,meet lun n play dota.Lun n his beloved ( J gor) play left for dead,den me n wai play ggc lo.Got a bit of dulan bcoz of d connection...Really swt laaa dono how to say n write.Knowing something that make me feel so happy juz now hehe,anywayz here are d pic tat we take last thurs at MOS
Me,Chrisal,Lidi,Xian n Wei
Me,Lidi,chrisal n wei
Then wake up,lay on the bed untill 11am go downstairs watch tv again ==,after tat on9..stupid line alwiz dc,make me fed up d..Sien Dou!! Den went to cc with wai again,meet lun n play dota.Lun n his beloved ( J gor) play left for dead,den me n wai play ggc lo.Got a bit of dulan bcoz of d connection...Really swt laaa dono how to say n write.Knowing something that make me feel so happy juz now hehe,anywayz here are d pic tat we take last thurs at MOS
Me,Chrisal,Lidi,Xian n Wei
Me,Lidi,chrisal n wei
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Down..
Since yesterday night,Feel not so happy with myself until now.Din hav the mood to talk,lock myself in the room since i wake up,only think think n think.I make some1 feel dissapointed,upset,giving up n angry me yesterday n now i apologize to u,u understand how my character is.U know wt i want,i juz don like suddenly u come down,bring ur resume n newspaper come in n start to thick wt job suit me.This making me feel like i am a failure,i feel angry n i also feel sad,I know i shudnt feel like that coz u r trying to help me,but at least can u let me find my own? I donwan to depend on u or mom,feel myself is totally a failure,from brain till job..1 also cant do it nicely n for u i admire u so much,u hav a good education,good job,good comunication skil n even a good bf.Me? i totally at d opposite side,how i wish i can be like u but too bad i cant..I dono how to write d,really dono how to write in here...
Monday, March 2, 2009
My feeling...Weird...
It's been few day din update my blog,due to internet connection n da weather so i cant get to on9 often..Hmm,mind kinda blank,dono wt i shud write in here.Juz write back thing tat happen last week..After i come down from genting,almost everyday i stay at home,looking for job n when i'm alone in room,start to think again..Lucky simou almst everyday call to me,tat will prevent me from stop thinking.Thursday night,ka mun ask me go club,n i reject her,dono y? din feel like wan to go club at all,mayb boring d.Friday night,went to watch movie wit simou,jenny,pui n shan,heard simou say,second round will go club at poppy but i din feel like wan to go at all,so they also donwan go n watch midnight movie at mid valley,we watch Sex Drive haha,better don watch in cinema,buy dvd better coz cinema cut alot.After movie,fetch shan to zoo negara area(her fren live ther),den reach home around 3am..
Sat hav to wake up at 9am coz need to go back skol for photo shooting,not shoot me la of coz..Fetch my model around 10.30 reach skol n help her make up,Actuali wt i wan a bridal make up but d liner i draw wrong,so i hav to change from bridal to night make up wtf..Also dono wt i think..Hav lunch,fetch rachel back to my house to wait her bf come ppick her up.After she go,went back to my room n fall asleep,mayb i am really tired,wake up felt tat my arm is kinda pain,see carefully,dono y my hand got bruises Geng le hahaha...
Wake up around 7pm,dream ha dream ha den call to him chat a while le..after tat go to bath n prepare all wait for wai to come,we reach coco 'BalanaR' around 9.45pm,went in stand a while n off to kfc,havent eat dinner gah! so hungry..When we come back from kfc nic them ald arrive n i also dono how to say next.,Kinda moody while club until halfway coz jenny gastric n wai car tyre let a ******* shit 'fong fung',don let me know who fong..if nt i curse dou 'his mother also wont recognize him' haha,d end happen something,feel happy..Thank you for d gift,reach home n chat wit him hahaha,da background music is...LOL ppl vomit sound hahaaha,laugh dou!!! I really dono wt to write d,scare i will write something wrong in here so i better keep it to myself :)
I hate this feeling,i really hate it!! SIgh,nth much to write.
My model Rachel
Me n jessie...Muacks
Me n chel
Me n simou
San me n pui
Me n benny
me n pui pui aka dior
Group pic
Flaming lambo
me n simou
First pic
me n nicholas
My model Rachel
Me n jessie...Muacks
Me n chel
Me n simou
San me n pui
Me n benny
me n pui pui aka dior
Group pic
Flaming lambo
me n simou
First pic
me n nicholas
Specially for my dear..U know who u r...If u like him juz go for him k,understand him more n don so fast take action.Remember wt i alwiz tell u? my quote lol tat's KNow fast,couple fast n break more faster..Juz be patient my dear.I know you can do it n i can do it also..Muacks,i will alwiz sayang u n be ther for u whenever u need me :)
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