it Is really hard to make decision sometimes.

Ytd chat with one of my fren,turn out tat she hav alot of prob hiding inside her heart n she told me everything yesterday.I really cant giv u opinion on wt u told me,da only advice i can giv is let him go.U're a tough girl n i know u can do it :),don think n cry too much d,not good for u o,later i heart pain XD and for this guy,nth much to say,i'm speechless..A very big Zzzzzzzz to u,she told me is not his fault but i cant accept.I realy cant chat with this guy nex time coz i scare will say wrong thing or scold him.Juz will say a big NO NO if nex time outting got this guy come along.
Let's nt talk about this matter le,it is Past tense d,Now see also see Future tense d XD
Been chatting with him yesterday n i think we're juz a very normal fren rite now,hmm,is suan a good thing or bad thing? aiks,lazy to think about this matter,now think also think how to earn money,enjoy my life,find some part time job n pass my final exam,,
I kind bliv wt lilian Too write last mth n this mth,for dragon,last mth n this mth is nt a good mth for me,everything will goes wrong to me from financial untill relationship.Haha,n she's right,nex mth will go back pui ther n read for d mth sep n oct,hope this 2mth will goin smoothly ne.
Aiks,feel so lazy to update d,cant think of any word rite now..

I din mean tat at all!

Yesterday club at Ruums,N it is boring,emotional night again..I think mayb i am tired n din get enuf sleep last few day so end up nt enjoying at all!
My jimui,jenny lost her phone at ther n really feel so sorry to her.She say it's ok,it's time to buy new hp but i don think u r ok at all.I know u sure feel very sad deep down in ur heart n really sorry for d thing tat happen yesterday.Sorry for my 'siu jie' behaviour...Only u can stand my 'siu jie' behaviour..
Juz argue with a fren of mine,it's about yesterday problem.Yea i think she block me or appear offline i dono her,but as a fren,she also know wt i am goin to say to her..I donwan to lose her as a fren and a jimui.
I really care for her n i know u care for me also but i not so really like da way u act yesterday,really sorry,mayb i think too much d,u juz be urself n i really cant become d bubly n playful girl yesterday.
One more,i din say u r a bitch or think u r a bitch,y u wan to think so much? If really i think u r like this kind of person,i early early wont ask u go out n club with me! U juz missunderstand my meaning in msn juz now.
Think u really sad now, hard to make decision n sure ur mind is very confuse.I think in this matter i really cant help u,only u can solve it urself,but as a fren i oni can say i hope u will solve it in d right way n not da WRONG way!
Other thing,fren,gal fren or jimui,if u reading this blog,i juz wan to say..I wont goin to couple,not mean wana single forever la,i wan to enjoy my single life for d momment n stop introduce guy for me,i don need it,later ppl saw me like very desperate for a bf.In fact i'm not! i din rush for pakto,i juz let it come natutally.
Sigh,realli damn no mood to write this blog d..Started to hate one GUY very much,i even block 9 him n del his contact from my msn..He is such a fucker!

PS:if u wan to know who is this fucker,juz msg me n ask me,only for close fren..

I pass my exam

Yuhoo~~ I pass my exam yesterday..Feel very very happy.At first of coz need to thank you to mandy coz she become my model ma,sorry to make u tired ya ><,second thank you to teacher,lol,saying like not goin to studi at ther anymore.Well,still got studi d but class reopen at sep 26th,so from now on i am free but but but still need to go back skol practice coz teacher say full corrective make up n bump up make up is nt easy to learn.

So alicia,hav to ganbatte ganbatte!

Talking back bout ytd exam,lol,really really nervous n scare,Tension-nya~~~~

When principal come n look at me,hand straight away shake,shake takpe wor,i go n tell mandy say.>Sei lohh,my hand shaking ahhh,lol,i think principal heard wt i say d,malunya~

After bridal exam is creative evening turn,not so satisfied with it coz cant blend d orange colour sigh,but lucky i can finish it on time!!

After tat,is theory time,hahahaha,can say got many wrong coz i din read it,if correct also got some oni.Around 5.30 we finish n stay back wait for result n i pass!! Yeahhhh,so happy,i get 93 for my bridal n 85.5 for creactive evening,hmm,lucky get 80 n above if nt i sure fail...

Wish to treat mandy eat d after our exam but she donwan,haha,so i owe her a meal d,Mandy if nex time when i work jor will belanja u Jogoya den club hehe,ask jenny them to go along,happy together ^^

Reach home around 7,on9,chat n went to club with kyeth,eve,wai wai,ryan n loon..

It is really boring!!i mean super boring!! Hp no credit,cant sms n chat with ppl so juz sit at ther do nth,juz acc kyeth party a while,she's good at dancing,very seducing,if i'm a guy,i sure fall for her,while darling sit at ther coz she donwan to dance,so i acc her a while..Let wai wai n his fren 'ji yau fak fai',after tat let one jap guy kacau my darling..Isk,see him also feel like wan to slap 9 him,really annoying,he wan to dance with darling n of coz my darling wont dance with him la coz she dono how to dance XD

Then really cant stand it,really feel so boring,so ask wai wai to leave d,haih,dono y maison will become like tat,their song not so happening jor ne,den got alot of siu mui mui n siu didi,lol,saying like i'm very old d,really nt happening le,mayb jeny n cy din go so feel like kinda boring ne ><

Hehe,let me put some of my classmate pic inside here,i miss irene wong n kyeth coz they r leaving us d,,Sighhh

Me,darling n kyeth

Me n evelyne,eye swollen coz not enuf sleep

My classmate,From left:viki,Rexanne,angeline,evelyne,irene wong,Irene lee,Emily,Rainie,Me,Lao si n Kyeth

Lao si n me ^^

Fooling around!!

Me n darling

Pig draw by kyeth

Me with irene wong..sigh,gona to miss her

LOL,like so pro gam yong haha

Kyeth,me n evelyne

Me n kyeth

LOL,play webcam tat time

Cheang wen mansion

Lol,yesterday promise mun mun to go to her cousin house d,while waitting for her to come,lol,take some new pic n i like my new cam very much!! y? coz they make me look thin,slim,face bak suet suet n wak luek luek!!oh,i love u!!

Then

went to mun mun cousin aka cheang wen house,hehe,her house is huge!! one big big house,i think got 5ppl live oni n guess wt,her house hav lift 1..Haha,when mun mun sms me to go,been thinkin wan to go anot coz wed is my trial exam d but i also go d.Lol,da way she sms very funny,she say cheang wen ask me n jenny go,don worry,ther got many lenjai n rich guy.Lol,but wt i see is nt lenjai lo,is all also siu didi hahahaha..When i look at those siu mui mui n siu didi,oh well,i old joh..Owww hahahaha,i wear untill so matured while them Zzzz,if u go sg wang,u will know how they wear XD.

While waitting 4 wai n lun to come,i chat with jenny n mun mun den mun mun told me tat one of those guy claim tat he 's uncle lim grandchild,lol,i din bliv her..haha but he's wearing Burberry t-shirt,can know tat he is rich la haha but nt interested :P

After a while.saw Bear bear(their poodle) omg!! he is so so so so cute!!! like a soft toy,omg!! i like it,i straight away hug him up n ask lun to help me take pic..Sigh,lun also nt pandai 1.all pic also blur d.but nvm la,can play with him enuf d ^^.after sit awhie,more siu didi coming,den i saw lun n wai very bored so i tell them tat after cy arrive den we can leave d

When cy arrive,gav her a hug coz long time din see her d,miss her den say bye bye to cheang wen n mun mun,den we left to cannaught..go to cannaught do wt?dota lehh

Sigh,arrive ther around 11.30+ n we play for 3hours,can u bliv it,play untill 2.30am+ mata pun sepet johhh,when arrive home cant sleep pulak coz got trial da nex day,so wake up n wash my brush..Lan ha lan ha at my bed den fall asleep d..

So today is trial,kinda impress with myself coz can finish da bridal make up n creactive make up,feel satisfied but still need to change,feeling kinda nervous coz tmolo is exam day jor d,feel very very nervous n of coz scare! If i pass,will treat mandy eat at kaki,ehehe,after tat go club n celebrate but TT no kaki ler :(

Hope tat i can reali pass tomolo...

Ganbatte alicia ganbatte!!!!

Me n da poodle..he is so cute!!!!

jenny n me

me n mun mun at living room

wai wai n lun..Owhh,see their face,so sien

Got a lenjai behind me.nola,siu didi

Lol,love all this pic coz make me look so thin Xixi

Exam coming..

Finally mood getting better coz yesterday yumcha with jenny n wai,talk back something tat happen to carven last year christmas eve at PD,it really make me laugh,think back also feel funny,many people look at us,we're like sakai.
Say discus bout our outting during merdeka eve but we end up saying others thing.Like previous vacation with jenny them,i love them very much..
Who is them? tat is sis,jie fu,wai wai,pui,yen lee,cy,and of coz myself ^^ and i also wont forgetting my clubbing kaki tat is niki,san san,jenny,cy,wai wai n mandy..Without them,i will die lol..Hope tat i can laugh like tat everyday,wont think back something sad..Juz laugh laugh n laugh Hahahaha like tat,really miss goin to jenny house n chit chat with her ^^
Sigh,wt to now wt to do now?exam coming d..
Wt worse is exam coming this thurs,Trial at wed n exam day at thurs,shit,this time i really dono wt do do..
My creative evening make up haven't finish design,i scare tat i'll fail,more scare den hair exam coz at least hair exam i got think of wt design i'm goin to tie but for make up,it's really hard..
Hard untill no word best describe it.
Sigh,every1 wish me good luck during my exam day,i wish i can pass!!

Every relationship start with a hi n end with a bye and it's time for me to say goodbye

Yesterday went to club,actuali this is da most unhappy clubbing ever,worse den last time coz ytd i cry inside club..haha,such a cry baby,i also dono y will cry..
Mayb d stress n alkohol influence tat's y,kinda drunk ytd,nt kinda is super coz i no need drive mah,ryan driving d,wai also no need to drive,feel very sorry to niki,mandy,jenny,san,ade,li wen,wai wai,ryan n alan(if nt mistaken) for making u all feel damn so boring,I also wish all of u can enjoy but in d end all of u also scare when see me like this,i also don wish this kind of thing happen d,i really control it d but in d end i cant help but cry,there is nth else i can do.
I cant control my feeling,I feel angry n i feel sad.
Da purpose i go to club is nt to cry,da purpose i go ther is to enjoy but i also cant enjoy..summore at outside when niki told me all those stuff,tat even make me feel more sad.I already enough sad,y still wan to tell me all this kind of thing? If u wan to tell me,can u wait after some few day oni tell me? Y u raise ur voice on me? i am not ur sand bag k..I also feel sorry for wt happen on u d.

Really really sorry to jenny,i'm sorry,i also donwan 'fak pei hei' to u in sms d,i really really sorry..Dono y these few week,alwiz feel like easy to get angry,i dono y,alwiz mood swing nowdays.I really need to control my temper from now on! Ganbatte alicia

At here wana say..

Sorry to Niki

Sorry to mandy

Sorry to wai wai

Sorry to Ryan

Sorry to Alan

Sorry to Me

Sorry to Jenny

Sorry to san san

Sorry to Ade

Sorry to Li wen

Really sorry...

Stress!!

Stress stress stress!! Exam coming,my blending skill also not yet improve n wt worse is nex wed n thurs is my make up exam..Sigh,juz after hair exam,now is make up exam,goin to die soon!
so today wake up more early n go to skol,reach ther around 11am i start pratice with irene wong,well,she is good n i think she sure will pass,while me,i think i will fail coz i still dono wt i wan to draw,when i use all d colour,it will fall from irene eye naturally n it will make her look kinda dirty..Totally no confident rite now,am i goin to fail? i reali scare,more scare then hair exam.Another problem is,i still don hav model..All also bz with their stuff,one take care baby,one studi,one working!! Wtf,y exam day hav to fall on weekdays????
All of us also havent prepare den say exam d,i really dono y? da more i say da more i feel like wan to scold ppl ..
Really bad mood rite now!!!

So?no need you to tell me all these kind of shit..

I hate u so much rite now,really hate u..How could u say such a thing to me,if other ppl i can forget it but tat person is not other ppl,this person is kinda important to me.I ald enuf sad for wt i done and now u saying all these kind of shit to me,u reali think i'm tat easy to get bully by u?well,let me tell u..I am not! I'm not tat easy to get bully n i will prove it to u.Alwiz ask me to change,i am very very very boring d! i wan to become myself,this also kenot? Y muz change? I don like to change,i don like to become other ppl tat's not even me! Ur frens r even better den u,at least they know wt is care! Wt u know? i also dono..really dono..

Now i dono izit u r really da one for me? I dono n i cant tell,oni time will prove all...

My new hair style n my life~

Cut my hair last monday..Hmm,feel kinda Zzzzz,it's same like last time,omg!! y everytime they cant giv me wt i want?? kinda fedup with it,now make me hav to clip it when i go to skol,go out movie or go out yum cha :(,haih,dono hav to keep it for how long this time,1mth 2mth or 3mth???Hope it will get long faster coz with this style,i cant go out club coz no face meet ppl..hehe,really look so kiddy with this hair.Don't talk about hair le, 'yuek talk yuek seung sam' lolx..

I got a new baby,tat's my canon Ixy 910 Is,love it so much,made in japan n bought it from japan haha,when i open it,Shit lo!! all japanese word,den i sit at ther,find how to change language n lucky i did find it,haha,without hesitate i go n take my first pic,tat is not me or thing,i take my mom sleeping face lolx!! i will bring my baby out with me alwiz coz can take pic ma,see nice stuff can take,see funny thing can take,see wt also can take hehe

Exam coming,really shit shit n shit!! another exam is coming tat's make up exam, Hair exam is 'past tense' d n i pass,congrate to me ^^!! although i pass but i am not satisfied with my design,overall also not satisfy,my model hair,n my model dress(tat i made Zzzz),da most importantly is i hav to Tq to sis,wai,pui n my bro coz they laugh 9 me!! laugh my design lol,i admit it look kinda emmm,ugly..yea la,i know it is ugly lahhh,i try my best to make it lok nice jor :(,now i hav t0 use my 101% energy to concerntrate on my make up exam but still my blending skill is not so ok,reali not OK!! and din hav model,waitting for niki ans coz i ask her to becom my model,sigh,hopefully she will agree..

After 21st of sugust,(21st is my exam day) if i pass,will follow lao dau go cameron highland play!! yeah!! havent been to ther b4,but my fren ask me don go wo coz now is '7 yuek',better don go out so much wo but probably will go coz havent been to ther b4,n after cameron trip is another genting trip which fall on 6of sep,for this 1,dono wana go anot?probably will or probably wont..Sigh,muz start looking for part time job n diet! hahaha,this is wt i alwiz say to my fren,alwiz diet diet untill they also 'fan bak ngan' when see me.They also get boring when i say like tat lol..

Ohya ohya,last night went to midvalley with pui n wai,after my class,wai come n fetch me,lucky he come coz i having akhem aunty visit lo,den stomach feel very pain,so after he fetch me,we went to amcorp mall find pui,haha,fall in love with d clear quartz n smoky quartz,haihhh,hand feel itchy tim,feel like wan to bought it leh!! But also cant coz no money so i ask pui to save it first d,after tat we went to eat korea food,i juz order korea fried rice n wai order chicken teriyaki,wait for pui to finish work den we went to midvalley n watch 21,while waitting,from far we saw one bunch of weird ppl,look carefully,it's Starwars Character hahaha,kinda funny their face,i like enemy side,i don like good ppl side lol,take some pic n we went down to buy beard papa,it's a bread,inside got cream n it got vanilla,chocolate n greentea..My fav is chocolate! hehe,tq wai for introducing us such a nice food ^^,we tapao n curi curi bring it into cinema haha,watch our movie arouf 10 n finish about 11.45 something,den went back home n sleep!!

My new hairstyle..hmm,look so ugly!!

Miss amcorp so much..Food la i mean

Akanishi with pui...SWT!!!!!

Me with Bad ppl lol,i don watch starwars d so i dono who d heck is them haha

good ppl lo

Lol,not bad la my skill hehe

Lol,Rexanne,me n viki

Yummy beard papa,see those cream!! fat sei ngo loh

Another blog

Actually i hav another blog in xanga but i heard my fren say tat Blogger is better den xanga,i stil will keep my old blog,but 2 blog will write different story of my life,mayb one will become my happy blog,another is when i got problem or when i am sad,i will write it in one of d blog.Still dono how to play blogger but will try my best to explore it!!