Appreciate u all

Me alicia,at here wan to say thank you for d ppl who is believing in me,n also thanx for taking care of me.Tq sis,simou n jenny coz alwiz protect me,I had learn myself a lesson since last week accident.I shall appreciate my fren more n never take them for granted,I shud learn how to see n judge ppl next time.

Reali tq simou for defending me coz only you know i din do anything wrong,i din do anything wrong n y shall i be affraid?she try to break us apart,nt tat easy!

Now i know i already become a very bad person in her circle of fren,i know it,i know her attitude well n i know she wont let me go easily.

She sure say someting bad about me in front of many ppl.i don scare,juz let her talk whateva she like to talk.the most importantly is my fren believe in me,others i wont care!

Lt's put an end to this chapter of my life,wont say n talk about her anymore.I shud start to enjoy my life hehe..

Last fri,after tat incident,reali tq u all for taking care of me n make me happy.Tq wai for belanja me eat Mcd n tq wai n jenny for belanja me ice skating although i donwan to skate.But u two berjaya to paksa me lol,take some pic,saw some1 who look like ryan(wai wai) fren,trying to 'ban yeng' in front of me n wt is interesting is i wear mini skirt go ice skating.Lol,try to show my undies to ppl ma..hahaha,of coz not la,i got wear pants inside geh,wear jenny short..After ice skating,cam whore abit,we go hav dinner at friendster cafe..Den jie fu n sis join us,sudenly jie fu say wan to go MOS cause he never step his foot in MOS before.So all of us go ther

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its kinda embarassing,coz inside this group,oni sis n jie fu wear untill so 'grand' while us..

Jenny wear like wana go to hav a walk by d beach with her short pants

Wai wai wearing like goin to colledge with his sling back

Cy wear okok but she's carrying a bag which contain her notebook

Adrianne wear okok but also carrying a backpack which also contain his notebook

Callie wear casual,also suit for club

Me also wear casual XD

The main problem is..We din make up at all!! lol,can u imagine it.we pay rm50 juz went in for about 2hours lol,place nt bad,surrounding good! lightning good! Dj good! for those ppl who love trance,u can giv it a try.N wt attract me d most is tat musician,she combine her saxophone with trance,nt bad,y we cant think of it? lol..After tat night went back to home n sleep sleep

Tomolo is raya le,i bet all of u go back to hometown,wana wish u all hav A very very happy raya XD..cheh,we r chinese,raya apa but my raya is can stay at home n sleep!!

Everything changed in one night..

One night in poppy n everything is change..Change to wt? my name change to slut,bitch,faker n i'm too over? wt i done?i din done anything wrong tat night,if i really got done anything over,define ur over!! Say to me people got wife,ask me don kacau them,let me tell u! Is nt me who is kacau him,i wont like this kind of uncle!! 38!
u also cant define wt is over!! u also cant say wt i done wrong,u juz say i am over i am over! I really cant hav this kind of people as my fren! I treat u as my good friend n wt u treat me? u Treat me like a rubbish!
Wt??U shud listen to wt ur fren say at first n shud not sayang me so much..Bullshit la u,how long ur fren know me? 2night oni HeLLO!! n did they chat with me,no!! If they think of me like this kind of person den i can only say,they r also da same!
N they cant judge me n say me like tat!! wt?get free drinks? Hello miss,u take money from me n i shud take money from u too..They open 4bott so wt.last time my fren open 6bott,u drink much more den me so stop saying me!
Ur msn title wrote i am a bitch i am a slut nvm!y wan to call my fren n msg my fren n scold her slut!Such a drama queen!U aint better den me,during club,everyone also can see u more hau den me is nt because d way u entertain ppl! Wt?follow u go out club more? i teach u how to entertain? yayayayaya!! teach me,follow u go out alwiz so end up??? Kena scold n kena say i'm a bitch..
Well,u all can see me n think me like tat because for sure i know some of d ppl will ask her bout wt is happening n she sure say many bullshit thing about me! I don fucking scare,i got my fren,they trust me,they know i'm nt this kind of person! U wan to win? i let u win..U alwiz be the innocent girl n i alwiz be the bad girl..This 1,from d first time i club with u,.i know d! Not even i see it,my others CLOSE friend also saw it n warn me about it,but i din care n i stick wit u,n now i damn so regret for knowing this kind of ppl! wana say bad thing to me,wan to tell all things to chrisal,u just tell!i wont fucking care anymore! N wan to ad one more,remember u r a WOMAN n u r MARRIED!

Tq to chrisal for proctecting me tat night! i love u so much,u teach me how to juge ppl rite now n i will learn it!i wont become so stupid anymore!
Tq to jenny for be ther for me anytime when i am sad..
Tq wai for acc me go out yesterday
Tq sis for help me say tat WoMan!
Tq everyone for believing tat i am not a slut,faker,bitch,kau ppl lou kong,i am over coz obviously i am not this kind of person!

God bless...END

Refer to my friends blog.. she know what happen that nite: (psst: remember read the comment as well)

http://chiisaruchan.blogspot.com/2008/09/26-sept-2008-poppy-incident-after.html

Mommy birthday

Mom birthday just pass..Pass for 3days n now oni i hav chance to update my blog..Lol,since friday until now,almost all day also can say is GOOD FOOD!! from western food to japanese food,from japanese food to BBq food n from BBQ to a nice nice Haagen dazs ice cream!! lol,so u say i will fat anot? but luckily still got my fitness card,which mean i can go for this mth n next mth..So hopefully can reduce some weight la!!

Talking back about mom birthday,hehehe,it's really a happy day,went to mid valley hav lunch with sis,mom n bro..We eat at Ninja jones,enviroment Thumbs up! Chef Thumbs up!! waiter Thumbs up!! lol,everything was good include FOOD! lol,get to know a really funny man,the chef,hahahaha,he is really funny n i like when he explain The Great Wall Of China food!!hahaha,really cha dou gaogao,later upload some video n let u all laugh ha..After our dinner went to hang gai gai,bro bought jor a converse shoes which my mom sponsor him,lol,i din get any cham cham..aihhhh,after our shopping,went back to home,n blow candle..Sis bought mom a baskin robin ice cream,lol,FAT FAT FAT FAT!!! hahaha,but it is ok la,mom big day ma.So after blow cake,i prepare everthing n went to club at coco.Wow,tat pace reali sux rite now,reali sux,many hamsap lou,i swear i wont go ther again!

Sun,went to sunway hav our dinner,we eat bbq food,hehehe,time to play masak masak coz we gril ourselves hhehe,realli a nice food n tasty too,play n eat is our hobby,,lol,i mean me,my sis n jie fu loh.After dinner walk a while n Dessert time!! went to Haagen Dazs to try their wt wt fondue,lol,oni 3 of us n it is really full after eat it!! hahaha,lazy to write.after our outting juz went back home watch tv n gao gao zhu..k la,upload some of d pic tat we took during my mommy big day~~

Really long time

Wow,so long din update my blog at here,lol,been bz lately,hav to work, and studi..If hav time also din update coz feel lazy..Suddenly feel like wan to update it so now i sitting in front of d com n update,lol wtf am i talking now,been so blur,juz recover from sick..

Yea,sick again bt not so serious,head alwiz pain since matta fair untill now,Dono y,think need to check up this sat,,

Go check with mommy,see whether i got sick anot n hope i am fine like a bull la hahaha

Talking bout working,suddenly miss keat keat them,who is keat keat? well,he is my primary skol fren,din think tat he'll be working with us during matta,lol,another is sei chai jared,very handsome guy(lol,oni handsome when he is cool n not smiling with teeth) lol,so bad saying ppl like tat n of coz also miss most 8 8 8 n 38,mandy loh!! hahahaha,don scold me a!!

It's fun work with u all except one person la,i guess every1 who working with me know who is this WOMAN! hahaha,very tired work at matta,i tot will loss weight but it turn out tat i gain more coz one day eat 3meal swt! Talk non stop for 3days untill voice also change like a men or shud i say aqua?

Since matta fair over d,hmm,everyday also tired day,went to class also feel very tired n sleepy.Den hav to see some1 tat i don like!! white white gav her say juz now,haih,reali 'ng gam sam' lah me,i shall revebge one daY..

well.totally don like her,she is totally a 'chak hai' gal,lol,wont say who is she but i don like her lah!!alwiz wear untill so sexy den she told me y i wear so normal..

Wtf,now goin to skol,not go out hang gai gai,pakto or clubbin.Wear so nice for wt,show who? nobody will see wan,so i juz ignore wt she say,alwiz say tat i gain weight this n bla bla bla but she din look into d mirror n see herself,she aint better den me,she also same with me,her thigh damn so big still wan to wear so short..

Still wan to told ppl tat,lucky i'm nt so fat,becarefull i take ur pic n show it to ppl!! lol,like so bad saying her in my blog but i really don like her,since my class start untill now,she really disgust me!! aiseh,donwan talk bout her d,if nt later 'bao huek gun' haha,msg to a fren of mine told her bout this gal n lol,i saw his msg reali laugh nonstop..

Haha,realli my jimui hahaha,really know how to tham me hoi sam haha

Aih,juz receive a news tat my exam is coming again,sien a sien a sien a!!! this time is 100% corrective make up n bump up..reali shit shit n shit!! so fast exam come d,reali shit lohh!!!

hav to find model again,hav to search net look for 30's,40's,50's n 60's make up..haih,wher to find it le haihhhhh,dim dim dim,stress until all d pimple pop out n i realli realli very ugly rite now haih,dono whether is d cleansing foam i use or izit reali tat i am stressing rite now???realli dono haihhh

Last night,when wana sleep,thinking back of some1,think back tat last time every night he also will call me n chat with me in d middle of d night,tot back d silly thing tat i send to him n he send to me,really funny,reali very funny,remember tat we watch movie at mid valley,take some very funny pic,think back tat we went to cititel hotel...Nahhhh,don think wrong ahh!! went to ther to see 'ko ko kai' jek hahahahaha,cha dou anot? lol,we even pretend like a couple n went to cititel,haha,every1 also tot tat we goin to 'hoi fong' haha,but all this funny n happy thing is ald pass d,i shud look in front n don look bad,let it become part of my memory.Hard to let it go but i know i sure can let it go someday!! i can do it!

Thinking back of last last week tat we went to coco n our celebration of merdeka eve at jenny house,sigh suddenly miss Zanmai sushi n miss clubbin,haha,i shall go this sat with keat keat,jared n wai wai them,hehe,feel excited tim!!n also miss jenny,wont forget d night tat we celebrate merdeka eve together,lol,everyone also drunk,especially mandy,lol,she reali make me laugh untill cry d,haha,she reali very funny tat night n she even dono wt she say or wt she done untill i told her,she start to laugh haha.Remember d night when we play 3,6,9..monalisa,den wt else we play? ohya,true or dare,really very happy tat night.,,So long din happy n enjoy like tat d,*yawn* i wrote so much d la? well,its been weeks i din update,so muz write back last time wt had happen to me haha,i malas to write d,i upload some pic n giv u all enjoy it!! All d pic,got some show tat jenny mabuk d,my ugly pic,n all my fren pic!!