Quattro with mun mun

Went to quattro with mun mun n her bf yesterday,she fetch me around 9.30 n when we arrive,they open 3bott,one martell another 2 i hav no idea wt brand is tat XD.We got 15pp include myself but i only know 2ppl,all also lc lc face d,all those siu mui mui n didi haha..Once i saw them,know jor they sure is around 18-20yrs old except mun mun bf fren..Hahaha,i guess right,n all of them is 19yrs old,see i so geng ler.Start to take some pic coz too boring,nth to do..Juz sit at ther,we sit at corner corner there..Sms to simou told her tat sien dou bao,sigh,really sigh...Really siennnn,den mun bf fren start to ask me drink drink drink n drink,at first i drink,tot to entertain him,when i wan to stop tat time..He don let,keep asking me to drink..
Ask mun mun to acc me go to toilet den when we come back,bring her walk walk at ther,den jackey gor gor sms me lol ask me izit at quattro,went to meet him near da bartender alone,drink a while n went back to my place.ask me to drink again wt da hack..
Den no need say jor,start to gone..told mun i will go to toilet,went to toilet alone n sit at ther,scare to go back..After 15min went back,one of da siu didi KO d,,hahaha,when i went out,he stil in a good condition when i come back,he KO d..Lucky i go out d if not i am da one who will goin to KO,keep take his KO pic,will upload soon..Another siu didi come n take pic with me,no comment toward him but i know some of them work at time square n sg wang as wt mun bf tell me,no wonder their style look absolutely like time square n sg wang type muahaha.
Went to toilet again,get stop by arab lou,keep asking for my number zzzz,haha kina funny both of them,keep follow me until i reach my table,dono y can become so brave,mayb bcoz alcohol kua.Back to my table i go n say buh bye to them XD
Around 2.45,mun say wana go d..B4 go they ask me drink one last cup,tat 1 very gao lik,after tat say bye bye to them n went out..Call to some1 but he's sleeping after tat he call back to me but i cant hear wt he say..So nth le,hard to say out zzz..
Reach home n sit at living room again lol,kena marah hahaha,den bath n straight away boom,fall onto da bed,feel so dizzy n sleep till 10am wake up..Geng le hoh?haha anyway cut da crap,upload some of da siu didi pic sin..

Me n mun mun



Mun mun n her bf..Really very 'yan oi'

Me,mun mun n her bf..Realy cant remember his name zzz

Me n Mun Mun,,Havent gone geh tat time

Me n mun mun again

Da drunk didi n me XD

LOL,after i come back from toilet..He KO d

Another didi with drunk didi XD,so bad keep calling them didi

The group of DIDI Wahahahahhaa

LOL,no comment

Stop smoking la wei...Lenlui~


Cute didi lol

He is da only one who is bigger then us~ And da one who keep ask me to drink

Me n mun mun A bit KO d

The pic i love da most XD

Tired

Wt a tired day,when wake up,back feel pain(muscle pain) n din get enuf sleep(coz i miss my bed) XD,Ytd reach home around 5something after acc them hav dinner,went back to home n bath,starving to death tat time coz hungry jor XD

Wait for sis,bro n mommy to come back go out hav dinner coz is bro birthday ytd,so wish u happy belated birthday sin coz pass d..Din get to sing a song for u tim coz u donwan..Isk,got da mood to sing it for u mana tau u donwan.Really feel happy when eating coz we talk back our childhood stuff to miko n jie fu hear,they din know tat we r such a playful kid XD.especially when play with mommy make up stuff n daddy thing hahaha,da underwear XD stil running so clear in my mind now haha,after dinner wwait for wai wai come n fetch us go mid valley..

Really feel swt tat time,we go to leisure fetch jenny tat time,when arrive at leisure,rupa rupanya she at mid valley,haha,we stil tot she at leisure tim n we tot da movie is at 11.45pm,den turn out is 12.15 punya movie..Really hahaha...

Meet her at mid valley,den went to see Marley n Me..This movie is nice,the end is touching but i din cry at all..I am not COLD BLOODED as wt wai n pui describe me,i am juz too tired n sleepy to cry haha,movie end around 2am,n i fall asleep inside car..Reach home at 3am,fast fast go to brush teeth n oioi chu..

Wake up tat time really feel weird n confuse..Until now stil feel da same,kenot describe how i feel,really feel 'fan'.Mayb something not good is coming,sigh,if can make this blog provate i sure will do it..Too many thing tat cant write in here zzz,aih,juz forget about it,donwan to fan so much,go chat chat more good..Adios

6days to go

6 days to go den will be a busy week n month for me,coz need to start taking care mommy,need to overnight with her in hospital,haha,don like hospital ne,don like da smell,da needle,da ppl n da env..Well,who do like hospital? i bet no one will like it..
Hav to bare with it ne,since promise mommy to take care of her,do all da housework n become her personal nurse,did it just for mommy.
Dont know wt to write in this blog d,not s much activity lately,mostly also stay at home d..Will try to update it everyday..

Tuesday..

Feel tired n sleepy since i wake up,dont know y

mayb i think bcoz of da weather,wake up jor,help mom hang cloth,watch tv n on9 a while,lay on the bed den fall asleep..

Mom call me,ask wt to eat for dinner,dono wan to eat wt so juz say wait her back home den only decide..Mommy got operation nex tuesday d,goin to remove her *****,dono wt it call,hospitalize for 3days n MC for one moth..She ask me to become her personal nurse for one month haha,her personal nurse mean wash cloth a,hang cloth a,'fok si' mommy a,n do every house work.

When heard mommy need to get operate,feel scare at first,den think deeply,it is good for her,better den wait n din know anything..

So mommy,i will be ther for u whenever u needed me,i wish u get well soon n don worry o..

Haha although u din see this post but i knw u can feel it deep inside ur heart ^^

Missing somebody rite now hehe,who? donwan tell u let u sam xi xi XD

Nth to do now,later after on9 went upstair bath,watch tv n wait for phone call ^^

Saturday night

Another boring day wtf..I cant bliv tat i stay at home for da whole day!! Is not half day it is whole day!! N even at night i din go for club,dota or movie Zzz really shit,da staying at home thingy really make me feel so f up..Sorry for being rude,i really din hav the mood rite now,at least goin out for yumcha or movie also will feel better a bit,better den stay at home fat mou.

Juz now got some1 told me tat today is white day,tat is a girl suppose to giv chocolate to da guy tat she like or love,if da guy receive da chocolate mean tat this guy also like/love her.Well,juz now i juz eat one bar of chocolate,i present myself a chocolate,izit tat mean i love myself? Nah don think so,feel moody so eat chocolate to make myself feel better.

White day white day white day white day,these word keep running thru my mind,da more i think da more angry i feel,dono y...Juz feel angry..

Haha,currently at msn playing webcam with simou since got nth to do d,feel headache rite now,dono y..I think this some1 is either sleeping or go out d lu ,so malas choi me d..Me n simou playing webcam tat time,we take alot of silly pic,at least mood turn better abit..Here r da pic...

Enjoy~

*TADA,THIS IS DA SILLY FACES OF ME WHEN I CRAZY!!~~

Friday...

Friday!! I'm not suppose to stay at home at Friday but too bad,i really stay at home XD,No car so kenot go out,Sigh,stay at home also is a good thing,i can rest..Kinda tired now,alwiz wake up early this few day for interview,Today also got go for an interview at Hotel maya ther,apply for make up forever.Too bad they hire my darling,din feel disappointed coz my darling is very good in make up,summore they need one person only.If me i also will hire darling coz she is pro ^^

I think tat interviewer got prob,the way she speak kinda ummm dono how to say.Darling also think tat she hav some prob..After interview went to sg wang with darling have lunch,been starving for whole day,eat at Kim Gary den hang gai gai..Can see but cant buy Haihhh,really no money ne so chammm T T,accompany darling go buy eye lashes,after that buy curling thong..

Haha,da aunty who work at ther very friendly ne,while testing da curling thong,both of us play it by curling darling hair,hahaha i curl her whole head ^^ n she look gorgeous! Muacks haha

Den ask aunty to show me eye lashes,wow,like it so much so i bought it..Shyt,like tat money fly away jor~ But i pay rm30 for 10 pairs of eye lashes wo, 'dai dou a' no word best describe.

Then went back home,actuali will go out hav dinner with jenny them,bcoz din hav car so hav to cancel it,got fren ask me to club but reali feel lazy to club summore tired ne

Din get enuf sleep this feel day make my pimple grow more,haihhh,wt to do?

Filling up my free time by watching youtube n see back my last last time pic ^^

And not to forget update my bloggie lo,muz alwiz update d marrrr..

Time to sign out,nth to write anymore,wait got feel sin XD

Interview..Quattro n Hospital

LAzy to update everyday so juz write wt happen last few days..

Hmm start from Tuesday..Hmm,cant remember wt i did tat day,so juz skip skip skip until at night went to dota with nic,frodo,desmond n one of their fren call wai kit at genting kelang ther.Nice that cc,enuf big lol but dont know y our place feel damn so hot,after play come out from cc only remember tat kenson zai live at ther,after cc,went to jln ipoh had dim sum,i din eat bcoz not scare FAT,is bcoz din hav a appetite to eat..After eat went back to cheras,think we take da long road coz we pass by solaris ther,n we even pass by Tenji LOL,reach home around 2.30,brush teeth,chat a while n sleep...

Wednesday morning wake up at 8am coz got interview,prepare all those stuff n take lrt go ther,feeling kinda weird coz not used to wear like tat.haha,not suan as OL uniform la,juz matured abit ne,around 10am arrive at menara standard charted,dono y will arrive so early,so stay inside toilet n camwhore XD,around 10.20 went in n say tat i'm coming for interview.Filling a form and den da interviewer come n interview me.Really very S** this company! Only stupid ass ppl will work for this company.. Say work for 5days n time is from 9-5.30..Turn out is work for 6days 8.30am till 5.30pm,den nvm,after tat muz stay back until 6pm n den OT untill 10 or 11pm...Wt more worse is I cant claim OT bacause i am not permanent WTF! N n n actually i appy for admin clerk n this nice nice lady tell me we're not hire amin clerk,we hiring services crew..Zzzzz,really a big swt to them..So suan lo,decline da job n went to pavilion meet darling,since tat darling havent arrive so i juz sit at mong kok n wait for her,think alot...When she arrive,both of us chat chat chat n chat,really love my darling :),after lunch went to Pull N Bear visit one friend which i din see her for some quite time,last time quite close with her,walk around n try some cloth,sigh,can see but cant buy,really love it sigh..Seem like my fren is kinda busy so me n darling juz went out n walk walk to MNG,Zara n Watson lol den went back home n take my nap nap.Gei zai birthday at first say celebrate at thurs night d but suddenly change to wed night,so hav to take nap if not sure very tired,Den promise liao mommy n sis will acc mom go to hospital da nex day..

Prepare all n wait for simou come n fetch,she arrive around 11pm n we arrive around 11.30,once we get in,feel very cold n n wt i hate the most is running nose zzz,make up also cincai cincai,hair also cincai cincai,,Wt a cincai night for me ytd,anyway did enjoy it :) kinda high faster coz drink with empty stomach,i can do balled when i am drunk LOL XD,reach home around 3,30 den putih putih kena scold coz some1 No mood wer...My father lo zzzzz

Sleep until 6.30am wake up n prepare all,still having abit of hangover,feel blur blur dei but promise is a promise,promise mom to acc her d..

wait for mommy n left home around 7.15am,fetch sis go to work.B4 work,had liao our breakfast at old town kopitiam,mom is really The annoying one LOL,sis Good job,Tag ngam jor XD but she say it for our own good geh..After breakfast fetch sis to work den mom to gleangeagles for gynae check up.Really worry for mommy coz she had some problem,doctor name is Dr KK,wt a cute name..Acc mom went into da room,examine tat time,dono y can feel da pain,see all those equipment make me feel dizzy My god..After tat doc explain to mommy,feel relieve coz tat's da answer tat both of us want :),after tat ask mom some silly ques,haha laugh a while den feel better d..Reach home,lay on the bed sms n wait sleep..Wake up,watch tv a while n on9...Dono y having moodswing rite now,this feeling is sux...pls pls go awayyyy

Interview n s s s again

Fews day din update blog,got a bit sien to blog and dono wt shud i blog about..My life for last few day so far so good lo except ytd coz i S d..
The word S in my life is seem like a very common word for me,for those who know me well understand wt S mean..Haha,yea i S again but this time not so serious den last time,LOL,last few day i shud not say S this word to some1 cause after i say Zzzz i really sick d.. like wt chinese ppl alwiz say 'leng geh ng lei,chou geh leng' a? i dono izit write like tat,clueless dono how to write haha..Need to start take care of myself,cant alwiz depend on ppl d,need to grown up n become mature.I know alwiz rely on ppl is not a good thing but but i will ganbatte d!
Everybody say i changed d,Both call each other n say don tell me but finally also got ppl tell me d,i finally know y u avoiding me or mayb u think i'm avoiding u? The fact is,i din avoid anyone,juz tat when i call u for outting,is u donwan to go out cause tired.Sigh,i also dont know wt happen to my life right now.My mind blank until i dono how to write about my life anymore or shud i say confuse? Haha,better don write so much ne,juz keep it to myself.Dono how to describe my feel rite now.. Is not confuse,is not happy,is not sad,is not angry,is not in love,is not partying feel..Shit shud find a job n hav to start make myself become more busy..Start to earn money n went for a nice nice nice vacation,den buy hp,notebook n take some new courses!
Wont think anything,juz concerntrate on work! Ohya tomolo got interview d,wish me success k? Need to send resume to another fren n simou d..

Boring day

Aisehhhh,today is really a boring boring day for me,imagine ytd i sleep around 6 n wake up around 9.30..Muz be crazy!I think because of my leg n neck pain,ytd cramp while playing dota,kakaaka go n pull wai shirt,he look like kena rape by me gam yong XD..Da uncle sit beside me look at me like i got some sort of prob zzz,i also havent say this uncle,at first we arrive cc,i ask wai can smell something ma?like a dead animal smell,but den i tot is HK feet so i din care much untillllll da uncle open his mouth,i am like walauyehhhh can breath jor,super smelly la wei!! I look wo wai n signal him,he keep laughing at me n tat uncle keep look at me zzz,speechless toward him,so juz tahan tahan lo.After cc,went to hav dinner with simou n wai.Fetch simou n me go back home,once reach home,go bath bath n watch tv.After tat lay on d bed sms n read TSGS 16,read till 6something n sleep zzz..
Then wake up,lay on the bed untill 11am go downstairs watch tv again ==,after tat on9..stupid line alwiz dc,make me fed up d..Sien Dou!! Den went to cc with wai again,meet lun n play dota.Lun n his beloved ( J gor) play left for dead,den me n wai play ggc lo.Got a bit of dulan bcoz of d connection...Really swt laaa dono how to say n write.Knowing something that make me feel so happy juz now hehe,anywayz here are d pic tat we take last thurs at MOS


Me,Chrisal,Lidi,Xian n Wei

Me,Lidi,chrisal n wei

Me n wei

erm,dono whose hand

Me,Xian n lidi

me,xian,chrisal n Wei

Lidi u too thin d..go buy appeton weight gain!!

He look like a penagih dadah XD

Alone..fat d

Pearlene n me

I like this mirror coz can make me look thin XD

Group pic

Me simou n pearlene

Me n pearlenee

Wont happen again nex time...I promise

Down..

Since yesterday night,Feel not so happy with myself until now.Din hav the mood to talk,lock myself in the room since i wake up,only think think n think.I make some1 feel dissapointed,upset,giving up n angry me yesterday n now i apologize to u,u understand how my character is.U know wt i want,i juz don like suddenly u come down,bring ur resume n newspaper come in n start to thick wt job suit me.This making me feel like i am a failure,i feel angry n i also feel sad,I know i shudnt feel like that coz u r trying to help me,but at least can u let me find my own? I donwan to depend on u or mom,feel myself is totally a failure,from brain till job..1 also cant do it nicely n for u i admire u so much,u hav a good education,good job,good comunication skil n even a good bf.Me? i totally at d opposite side,how i wish i can be like u but too bad i cant..I dono how to write d,really dono how to write in here...

My feeling...Weird...

It's been few day din update my blog,due to internet connection n da weather so i cant get to on9 often..Hmm,mind kinda blank,dono wt i shud write in here.Juz write back thing tat happen last week..After i come down from genting,almost everyday i stay at home,looking for job n when i'm alone in room,start to think again..Lucky simou almst everyday call to me,tat will prevent me from stop thinking.Thursday night,ka mun ask me go club,n i reject her,dono y? din feel like wan to go club at all,mayb boring d.Friday night,went to watch movie wit simou,jenny,pui n shan,heard simou say,second round will go club at poppy but i din feel like wan to go at all,so they also donwan go n watch midnight movie at mid valley,we watch Sex Drive haha,better don watch in cinema,buy dvd better coz cinema cut alot.After movie,fetch shan to zoo negara area(her fren live ther),den reach home around 3am..

Sat hav to wake up at 9am coz need to go back skol for photo shooting,not shoot me la of coz..Fetch my model around 10.30 reach skol n help her make up,Actuali wt i wan a bridal make up but d liner i draw wrong,so i hav to change from bridal to night make up wtf..Also dono wt i think..Hav lunch,fetch rachel back to my house to wait her bf come ppick her up.After she go,went back to my room n fall asleep,mayb i am really tired,wake up felt tat my arm is kinda pain,see carefully,dono y my hand got bruises Geng le hahaha...

Wake up around 7pm,dream ha dream ha den call to him chat a while le..after tat go to bath n prepare all wait for wai to come,we reach coco 'BalanaR' around 9.45pm,went in stand a while n off to kfc,havent eat dinner gah! so hungry..When we come back from kfc nic them ald arrive n i also dono how to say next.,Kinda moody while club until halfway coz jenny gastric n wai car tyre let a ******* shit 'fong fung',don let me know who fong..if nt i curse dou 'his mother also wont recognize him' haha,d end happen something,feel happy..Thank you for d gift,reach home n chat wit him hahaha,da background music is...LOL ppl vomit sound hahaaha,laugh dou!!! I really dono wt to write d,scare i will write something wrong in here so i better keep it to myself :)

I hate this feeling,i really hate it!! SIgh,nth much to write.



My model Rachel

After make up

Me n rachel

Me n lol dono

Me n jessie...Muacks

Me n chel

Me n simou

San me n pui

Me n benny

me n pui pui aka dior

Group pic

Flaming lambo

me n simou

First pic

me n nicholas

Specially for my dear..U know who u r...If u like him juz go for him k,understand him more n don so fast take action.Remember wt i alwiz tell u? my quote lol tat's KNow fast,couple fast n break more faster..Juz be patient my dear.I know you can do it n i can do it also..Muacks,i will alwiz sayang u n be ther for u whenever u need me :)