Alicia Diary

Tired day

2009-06-12T08:54:00.002+08:00

Wt a tired day~!!
Feel like donwan to wake up,feel so sleepy n tired!!
Arghhhh,reali wan to continue to sleep le but cant coz need to work
Need to tahan one more day,juz one more day den can already
Coz i will be having off day at sat n sun this week *sugoii*
For now,dono y eye feel very dry and tired,drop some eye mo,the result is stil the same..
Dono wts wrong,mayb facing too much com or too many fb game perhaps XD
Everytime login into fb also dono can do wt..Only can break some game top score or juz view pic..
MAyb off these few day,i hav to studi~!!
Studi how to comunicate with customer in a proffesional way XD
Need to improve myself d!!!
Ganbatte Ganbatte!!
oh ya ya,i wan to watch drag me to hell
Got many name for this movie such as...
Drag me to ur side
Drag me to disneyland
Drag me to heaven
and lastly
Drag me to d road XD

3ppl in my friend list wrote like that and i found it quite funny lol
actually wt they write is true d,y this movie title call drag me to hell le?
need to watch it only know..
Heard my coll say that this movie is not bad,quite scary~~
make me wan to watch it so muchhhh~!!
oh ya oh ya another thing...
Ngau weng say this mth go sing k but i suggest go eat buffet at Tenji
y? because got promotion at tenji,only rm39.90 for supper time~~!!
Eat dou soh le,fat die us this time..
Cant wait for d outting with coussie~!!!

Off Day

2009-06-09T14:03:00.002+08:00

Having off day these few day,thurs start work,feel like sure will kena shoot from one of the trainer (prakrash) coz done something wrong..Feel down n so moody,it's ald been one week since i work in here and i din show any improvement at all *cry*,i know i shud not feel sad,i need to find a way to improve myself!! U can do it alicia!! I believe myself can do it but need some time.
Current mood,feel so moody,sien n missing some1 badly sigh
After 4days only can see him,almost gone crazy d T T
Almost everynight also dream about him,if one day reali gone crazy den dono wt i will do zzz..
Need to calm calm now!!
Donwan talk about this topic already,change topic change topic..
Went to yumcha wit secondary skol fren ytd,one one word can say,tat is happy..Miss them alot,din see them for ages,all also hav bf except my pearlene n mei hua darling..
Congratulation to yen yen coz pregnant d,i'm goin to become a Kai MA soon loooo
NOt me only,choi wan,pearlene and mei hua also will become kai ma d,lol,all grow old lurrr...
First time see our mei hua wearing miniskirt,really feel so funny hahha
Coz this is the first time she's wearing skirt after i think for 7freaking years...Can u imagine it??
I know her for 7years and she din wear skirt all all except skol uniform..
Wonder wt make her start wearing skirt ne?
Talk about will go to have fun this month,our mei hua jie wan to go club wor,high class summore,will arrange arrange ha sin..
Oh ya,wana plan go to bali this yr,mayb nov goin ther with pui j,wai and dear hehe
If can sure wil go ther to relax n have fun,so ganbatte in saving money ne!!
I wana change myself!!!
Become more low confident nowdays,shud say last time also low confident,but not as low as nowdays..Feel myself become like more uglier n fat!!!
Sigh,need to change myself,i wana change it so badly but everytime want to do like tat.I juz fail,from my skin prob to my weight,everything change *cry*
REally admire to those ppl who hav nice skin complexion and a nice figure..
When only i can become like them?
When when when????
Think goin to eat one meal per day to diet le,bout skin,think wana go see doc le..
Cant continue like this d..~ arghhh,help meeee

Working lur

2009-05-30T15:11:00.002+08:00

Ald start my job for 3days d..
everyday also work from 8am till 8pm but da benefit of this job is only work for 4days den off 4days..Can say since i start my job,ther's nth for me to do unless fb,fs,youtube or anything..
My job is juz to remember all da studi case sin,but the day after today,i need to start answering call..
Need to giv courage to myself,cant do any mistake,wish me good luck ya!
It's realli kinda sien,lucky today n tomolo got pui accompany,if not i really dono how to pass da time :(,no choice,need to work earn money..
Told pui j about my plan during my birthday,tat's go to Bali if can,i say d,this yr don feel like wan to celebrate at club or restaurant..
No special feel jor XD
Muz find some special feel,tat can make me remember tat day forever!
Hope can celebrate this day with a special person ^^,aisehhh,now oni May,stil got 6mth to go XD
See whether air asia got promotion anot,anyone wana join me?
Last few day also go out wit sis,she only left 1week to enjoy den start work on monday lurrr
Cant alwiz see her crazy n happening face,can 100% sure when she start her job,she will be tired like hell n alwiz moody d..No need think,is sure will!
Current mood..
Miss some1 so much ne,only can chat with him,cant live chat with him,cant see him,cant hold him,cant hug him,and da most importantly cant sayang him XD
I know so geli laaaa but all of these word is really come from bottom of my heart d..
Wish to see him soon d..
Hope when i blink blink my eyes den he stand in front of me d ^^ but i know oni in dreams will happen XD
Seeing pui syok sendiri rite now,she is watching jap drama,laugh at ther alone,me pulak sot sendiri,update blog..Fb cant log in coz dono wt happen..really wtf leh!! if youtube,dono got wt to watch..haih,think i will be start to daydream ba~
Haha,talk about pui j,juz now when we work..
we r too free,free until leave so many comment in fb,we even talk about some1 tim,our lenjai XD!! wana laugh out really loud but cant coz our office damn so quiet..Pity us,hav to laugh until so soft! lunch that time our colleague,rushdy treat us eat pizza hut..realli arigatou very very much!!
Eat jor now feel damn so sleepy d :( but luckily now got some1 acc me chat.. since this morning chat until now d,reali tq for acc me o..
Alrite,dono wt to write d,so i juz cincai publish n sign off d

What a boring day

2009-05-22T16:04:00.002+08:00

Sis go out again d,dont know wher she go,mayb go find jie fu ba~
Left 3days to start new job le,feel so excited n kinda scare tim,scare will done wrong mistake,,
Yesterday lunch with pui j n sis,pui j explain to me about the prosedour about this job.
Sure will feel tired d after start job coz my working hours is from 8am-8pm but wt to lose? i only work for 4days n off 4days d..
Other than tat,cant alwiz 'cook porridge' at night jor :(
Haihhhh,tat time hav to sleep early d everyday ><>

Ohya this month i sick again o but now feeling better d,lol,like i alwiz say,every month also will sick.This time sick i din rest at home,i go out pasar malam with sis,pui,weng n wai wai,after tat second round go watch midnight movie at mid valley..

This time Nic,frodo,nic kai sai lou n one of their fren join us for da movie d.we watch Push,which is OKOK only,watch until halfway den fall asleep for a while,mayb bcoz of the med effect tat make me so blur..

After movie wish to join nic for dim sum d,but feel too tired n sleepy so hav to decline them..

Around 2am finish our movie n went back to home for my beauty sleep..First time feel tired n sleepy like hell!!

Tomolo wake up,went to lunch with sis n pui near leisure mall,we eat at,hmmm,forget wt name jor.The previous restaurant name is 'fun hei dei' d,now open a new 1 dono call wt.

Their food so so only,eat few spoon den feel so full d,but stil force myself to finish it.

After that went dota with sis,pui n wai..Then wai wai lepak at our house for a while..Acc him dinner den dota again lol

Play until 12.30am n went back to home n oi oi chu

if don sleep early later my dad sure say many thing d

Wake up jor n watch tv a while,online fb a while n update my blog now

NOw waitting for some1 to reach home n chat with me in msn d

hapy happy ^^

1 week

2009-05-18T22:31:00.001+08:00

Already 1week+ i din upload my blog..DIn happen so much thing,mostly aso stay at home or go out cc with wai wai..Since sis start to honeymoon(new job start on 1st june),acc her go tesco buy vege n tuna for her salad,n she wan to make 'oi sam' tuna for her beloved dear tat's my jie fu..
I think she too miss my jie fu le,until she begin to call me jie fu also, LMAO..
She even call my mom as dear tim,see la jie fu,u so hang fok..SHe 'si si hak hak' dou miss u d XD
Lepak at home until fri,go out movie with sis,jie fu,wai wai n nic..
We watch angels n demons which i waited for almost 2mth,love da actor tom hanks (really handsome although he's old d) but stil i prefer da vincci code more den angels n demons..
Before watch,we headed to zanmai pasta to hav our lunch,thumbs up for da food..next time will go again,think back now feel so hungry d.
Keep on talking with sis them,laugh out super loud when talk about my mommy part.Haha,i think few ppl know it..Only my sis,jie fu,wai n nic know it,use my mom as a joke XD
After our movie,went to setapak da gei with wai wai,nic,frodo n reeve..Kinda funny tat day,coz necromancer support me wor,reali tq veli muchie~around 11something went back to home,take a bath n sleep..
Sat wake up,sleep on the bed n chat with mom,keep on laughing n mom told me she will be goin to facial n ask me do i need to buy anything from ther? Haha,of coz will say got something wan to buy le,tat's toner n moisturizer n she really bought it.Love u mom!!
After tat went to bath n nic come find me for lunch,but din feel hungry at all so we go find wai n went to da gei again XD,until around 7pm,my stomach start to make noise,really feel so hungry tat time,so we went to kaki corner n hav dinner den went back home n prepare for poppy night.
Already one month+ i din went to club,hmm,dono y arrive at ther,i stil cant find back my clubbin feel,mayb i really get bored with it d.
Keep on running here n running ther,coz got nike(another fren,n sit at another table) n simou which sit at aircond room,keep run to ther coz our table is super hot!
Tat night dono how to say o,some1 drunk d,super drunk o...First time see he drunk like tat tim but lucky i din drink so much if not sure die..
Reach home at sun night coz overnight at fren house,eat Mcd at night,really fat die lo this time,reach home bath n sleep..
Monday morning wake up for an interview at pui company,hehehe,good news,i will be start work on nex monday,but da bad news is mayb i will work on night shif which mean i will work at 8pm-8am..Lol,dono can tahan anot tim zzz,hopefully i can la!
Lazy to write d,dono wan to write wt..

yum cha at genting

2009-05-10T19:46:00.002+08:00

These few days is really very hot,i realy cant stand of the heat! keep on sweating non stop,after bath also sweat reali Zzzzz...

Last few day also stay at home,if go out also go out da gei,muz become a guai lui if not dad ngam me again,as i say in my previous blog,he become my nagger d..or can say nanny too XD

Saturday..when wake up,sit in the living hall n watch tv,sigh really nth to do so call neko go out for dota XD,this time i use soul keeper,become godlike d wahahaha,first time use him use until so pro d..Finish play around 7pm n accompany sis go to pasar malam n buy food for our dinner..

Stil thinking tat sat night din go out is kinda weird to me,i juz think aiya,sih dan lahhhh,no kaki acc me go out de la.So juz sat at ther n watch sammi cheng movie,watch until halfway..

I heard some kiddo voice shouting at outside Ah Leiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~~,scare dou my dad,ask me who at outside,went to see it..Yun loi hai ah wai wai calling me,they ask me wan to go pasar malam anot.Since i am free n got nth to do,y not?

so i follow them go ta pao food n back to wai wai house,chat a while,suddenly simou msg me ask me free anot,i say y? she ask me whether wan to go genting chui fong anot?

She know that i want to go ther badly,den i ask huh? juz u n me? she say not,with her another friend who call weng.So i agree,neko at first also want to follow but too bad his dad don let him.

So i ask pui to fetch me back prepare everything n start to depart from my house around 12am,,

While on the way,only me n simou who is chattin,weng is kinda diam diam,mayb bcoz not so close ba,so when we reach karak highway..

Hahaha,suddenly weng told us that ther's many ghost thingy happen in this highway d.den he ask us heard b4 anot? i juz say i heard a few version about one family using this highway,halfway that time,their car broke down,papa go out wan to find pp for help n bla bla bla end up his corpse is on top of the roof..

Another one that weng told us that the yellow waxwagon(old old type) will appear in what tunnel d,haha,i ask simou to drive thru the tunnel but she donwan XD

Reach genting at 1.25am something,feel cold n windy,really like it!!! feel fresh when arrive ther,walk around ther n weng cant stand of the coldness so we went to old town kopitiam for yumcha..Can say got one time tat i kinda not so in the mood,coz something happen..

But nvm,luckily got simou new lappy :).answer some quiz in facebook which is kinda true d..

While playing,also got chat with simou n weng,haha this weng is kinda funny,very fai as well.. No wonder simou like hanging out with them :)

He's kina caring lo,funny,and active kua i think,i wont forget da word..Wah y so hot gahhh at here? (actually is cold like hell),yum untill halfway can see some 'chicken' try to approach for her target but fail...She is hot but sayang i think no business for her tonight!

After yumcha we went to genting hotel ther n play,wearing short pants n da weather is getting cold!!! I mean very cold,my whole leg feel numb,so i keep run here n run ther,no need to say simou n weng keep laughing at me..

Saw 4beautifull lamboghini..She look amazinggg!!! try to pose for the car but fail coz too windy at ther..Ohya,i forget to mention that i went into casino also,yeah yeah,wearing short pants summore,the secu wont block me wo coz weng go ther pretend to be block by tat secu,so he juz let us pass..Nothing special in ther,hav no interest in gambling d..

Continue,after our posing,we went back to our car n start our journey back to KL,something happen in the car also,which make me happy abit ba haha XD

Fall asleep n reach simou house at 6am in the morning,that time,i think more high den the time that i come back from club,sleep on the sofa T T,n i juz sleep for two hours nia..

When simou family went out,i went to simou room to on9,she is stil sleeping like a pig lol

on9 till 11.30something,aunty wan to use simou notebook to videocall simou uncle d,so i juz sleep on simou bed n i fall asleep haha,sleep for another 2 hours..

Wake up jor,den wash face those n join simou,weng,n kelvin(juz know) for lunch,we eat at yulek..

I eat cha siew fan which is okok only lo! prefer midah one..

They econd round wan to go mong kok drink d but i donwan,coz tired n lazy lol

Reach home at 3.30pm,bath den feel like wan to sleep but mommy don let coz say my hair is stil wet unless i go n blow dry it..Aikss,also say jor feel lazy so i choose not to blow n wake up.

Went to downstairs watch tv,watch until halfway feel very sleepy,went back to my room n sleep untill 7.30pm XD

This is how i spend my saturday n sunday!

Thinking..

2009-05-08T20:06:00.002+08:00

Think i kinda neglected my bloggie for quite a time d..
hehe,stil cant think of anything to write..Juz suddenly feel like wan to write something in it XD
Been goin out for one whole day ytd,from movie till dota XD
First time in my life play until so happy,coz din feed n i triple kill wo..N neko is very happy coz can play with 2lenjai brother wo as wt he say.,.
Kena ngam by dad coz goin for da whole day,geng den my mommy tim XD
Back to home at 12am,sit n rest a while den bath,can say tat ytd n today is super HOT!! almost melt at home,open aircond also no use coz stil HOT!!
hate hot weather so much!!! arghhh,feel like wan to go to a cold cold place,even eat in air cond restaurant,i also can sweat alot...Probably wt chrisal say is true ne,mayb bcoz i am stress or wt ne..Chat so much thing with her,told her bout my stuff n she told hers to me hehe
well,gal like to gossip ma,it's our nature lol
Today muz become a guai lui n stay at home if not my dad say many many again
Juz went out for dinner n juz guai guai stay at home n on9,donwan use so much money ma..
Having stress bout da job tat i want lately,pui j offer me a job at jln kuchai lama..
I think this job suit me more den citibank,da problem is,ther's no transport to jln kuchai lama..I need to drive but too bad ther's no car for me to drive..
If discus with my mom,she say can fetch me go but back tat time dono how i back Sighhh
Try to persuade her to let me drive kancil ba XD but i think ther will be 30% to success nia..
Coz brother need to use it,n i cant follow pui car as she say out schedule is not da same d..
haih Haih Haih...almost gone crazy leee..Wt to do now?
No one can understand me at all,they dono my reason n say i suka suka jau reject it..
Really no comment about it sigh

Hot!!!

2009-05-01T20:19:00.004+08:00

Y today so hot..
It's ok to hot but i din go anywher lepak today,juz stay at home since i wake up until now wtf!
Today is labour day n i really cant bliv tat i din go anywher..
Ytd told neko tat go watch Bohsia n jangan Tegur,we r malaysian ppl..Of coz muz support malaysia movie la! Actually got a reason y i wan to watch bohsia XD
Sigh,sis them is enjoying their time at melaka now.too bad i cant follow coz no money haihhh
Suppose to update my blog bout my dinner at CapSquare last week but due to laziness so now only i write about it.
Last sat went to hav dinner with jiefu,sis,bro n wai wai at capsquare,wan to say thank you to sis sin coz belanja us! love u,muacks~!!
Depart from house 8pm sharp,jam here jam ther arrive at 8.45,this place look nice,i think not so many ppl know about this place.Sit at ther,take pic,jie fu order pork leg,pork rib(first time eat),den sausage..Thumbs up for all da food! realli lov it!
After dinner went to quattro for a drinks,chat with chrisal a while den off back to home..No club tat night..I really cant bliv tat i din go club for almost 3weeks,sai lei leh??
Mayb i really din hav the feel to club d,need to find some new happening kaki tat will make me become wild back XD

Feel moody to write anything rite now,something juz happen,i feel very stupid towards myself,aso consider myself as a failure.I dono how to grab chances,i juz let it go blindly..Mayb this is my fate...I need a shoulder,i feel like wan to say all da thing out but i know i cant do it,wt i can do is only hide myself inside room now

Sien~

2009-04-25T15:45:00.002+08:00

Suppose to go become silai with wai now,but he say wait mai pui J finish work den only go to jusco shop for ing ZZZz,sui yeh make me hungry like hell rite now.Home no cook pulak..
Wan to buy ing to cook pasta,it's time to learn how to cook le XD
Last yr learn how to bake a cake,den giv it to our pui J coz her birthday ma..
This yr i wan u to bake a cake for me!!
Sigh,after shop den mayb dinner at kim gary..Suppose to watch movie d but pui cant coz she hav to work early in da morning tomolo haihz,stil can do wt?
Wish to watch The Infected but no kaki,sien lo like tat
Don dare to suggest any horror movie d coz all end up sien dou like hell!!
Especially The Unborn,tat 1 really sien
Coming Soon is k,but i think they copy The ring n One Slit Mouthed Woman storyline d,who watch this movie will die d woh..N this movie end too fast d,i think got 1hour n 10min only..Sien!
Almost 2week no go club le i think,hmm,reali feel kinda sien jor..Coz din hav last time tat feel d,mayb hav to wait longer abit den will gain back da last time excitement feel XD
If later after dinner,if really sot jor,mayb will go watch movie with wai only le..
Very hungry now,wana cari makan now..Adios~

My life

2009-04-23T19:51:00.002+08:00

Sigh,suppose to start work on tomolo..
Due to some problem,dono when only i can start my work..
Mayb June only can start work,stil left one month so thinking to find a part time job or find other job,wish me success ya!
Suddenly feel wan to go genting,miss da cold breeze over ther,miss starbucks,miss kai si hor fun n da most important thing is miss da time at ther with frens!
If later meet wai,will try to ask him wan to go genting with me anot,since he no skol until nex tues..Go crazy at ther for one day kekeke!
Tomolo will learn how to cook 'kung po' chicken from aunt,lol,kinda interesting
Aiyakkk,if tomolo go genting den i cant learn jor,nvm,stil got saturday hehe..
Really dono how to write d...
Skip skip skip la,wait till i got my mood back den only update it

goin crazy

2009-04-19T20:16:00.001+08:00

Whole day stay at home,almost gone crazy..
i mean really crazyyy
some1 pls help me sigh...

My first XD

2009-04-14T15:05:00.005+08:00

See back my old pic in pui room yesterday n it's really funny to see back,even got my 3yrs back pic..Now only i realize tat i got alot of pic in my pendrive,see all da pic with pui cause she cant clean her room..Keep laughing at Za lol,her bulu kening as wt pui say XD
Afetr see it,went down to on9 a while n wait for wai wai come n fetch us go to lunch..During our lunch session,we laugh like nobody business again..All da aunty look at us sure think tat we sot d..Eat dou quite full den went to jusco accompany wai n pui bought somehting
Wai wan to buy bottle meanwhile ah pui wan to buy a wt jap jelly o..End up she cant find da jelly n i got myself something hehe,goin to make it next week :)
Inside car,we keep take wai candy n eat lol,i say da candy look like a worm,if use it to stick to our face,dono wt ppl will think about us XD
For sure they sure think tat we're siao! Another funny thing is,i like wai when he pretend some1 laugh,and when he pretend pui laugh sound..can say is 101% look alike hahaha
Reach home n on9,sigh,,,alwiz DC,make me almost Ba BoMmmMMmMMmmm..Angry dou but lucky later no problem d,but when da line go smoothly tat time,i hav to go out hav dinner with sis,pui,wai n weng..Laugh again,sigh...I know this time da blog,i write dou so weird..
The true is,juz now i forget to save it so i hav to re write it n i cant remember wt i write..Zzz,realli stupid!
Hmm,now let u all enjoy my first pic XD
Coming soon,stil got more d..

My first friendster picture profile haha

My first keep till long long hair

My first cut till short short+frinch also short

My first time club to 21+ club..At passion

First time cant enter club coz underage XD

First time hold a snake n take a pic

First chicken pox pic!!! Muahahhaa

First time take pic after recover from chicken pox

First time..Curly hair look

First time play tanglong at my house using stick..no lantern,only candle zz

Sien gao gao

2009-04-11T21:32:00.003+08:00

Hello folks XD,
MIA for quite a long time d,da reason is i lazy to update my bloggie..My life,i think is getting better,mayb will start work at this 27th of april,although they havent call me n confirm but heard simou say 95% will hire me.
So when i get my first salary wt shud i do?
OF coz treat family eat sin,den pay debts ahahaha,also muz save money for my bangkok trip n this yr mission,is i hope to get a new phone,more trip for me,muz plan a trip during my birthday coz don wish to celebrate at KL...
This week is sure a MIA week for me, tues n wed i go back home late,kena 'ngum' by dad,Thurs club at MOS n overnight at fren house,Reach home around 11pm on friday night.
MOS tat night kinda happening,all a song not so sien like last time,better alot this time,kena hit by a Dubai lou XD,he ask me izit is from China? Deng~ feel like wan to say 'gan ni nia' to him XD,keep asking y i donwan to drink? wan to treat me drink,i say donwan,he go n ask da waiter come negotiate with me,da waiter bring dono wt drinks for me.Don dare to drink it coz stomach feel not well den scare will KO..So nic help me to finish it,tq veli muchie~
From that night,i reali feel dou very very very very boring with club d..hmm,dono y..
If tonight i go out sure kena scold gao gao jor,juz after facial with weng,wai n sis den go back home.Really painful like hell,picit here n picit ther,i almost give up! Lucky da girl don let me giv up,she say kenot,muz continue if not how to remove all da dirty thing?So i hav to bare with it lo
Plan to go pc fair after facial with wai n sis,but wai say my face look like kena chicken pox,so better don go out n scare ppl le!

Today mood,really dono wt mood i am having now?

happy mood? nahh
Sad mood? abit
angry mood? abit
confuse mood? abit

I really dont know wt mood i am having rite now,n yea mayb feel upset for something..Don ask me coz i also dono how to answer it.I need to find da answer by myself..

Boring day

2009-04-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

Suppose not to stay at home during friday night but no choice..

Feel sien to go out,summore dad n mom will keep saying me so choose to stay at home.

Dono wt happen to my dad,really geng in ngam here n ngam ther,small matters also wan to ngam.Really pui fok him..

Currently looking back for jobs as mommy told me to do so,so hav to start looking if not no money giv jie fu..

Miss the chance to go penang coz mommy don let,Nvm,wait until she recover den drag her go penang with me,spend all her money XD

Dono y,juz now wake up..I feel so headache,moody n tired,juz feel like donwan to think..Eye feel lazy to look into da monitor but i don feel like wan to sleep.

Izit bcoz of period almost come? so hav mood swing?

Dono my health,izit i got problem?

Hav to stop partying n drinkking,need to take care of my health.

Is this me?Thurs n Fri i din went to club although got fren ask me to go...

Sigh,wt am i thinking now? Been chattin with him these few day..

He tell me that i look like her in some way..Izit? we like da same dog,colour n our style look da same? Well,donwan to think about it d juz let it go naturally..Da more i think,mayb one day my brain is really goin to explode..Swt to myself!

Time to sign off now,but discover something..Tat i think is true,tat is

Life Is Too Short,Break The Rules,
Forgive Quickly,Kiss Slowly, Love Truly,Laugh Uncontrollably,
And Never Regret AnythingThat Made You Smile.

The Unborn

2009-03-31T15:16:00.002+08:00

Dear all..
Pls don watch The Unborn,this movie is totally a Sien-ness,really super sien..Don get bluff by its trailer(Tat's y i kena jor lo),watch until halfway,really feel very very sleepy.Wont forget wt wai say,da SM thing hahaha,da girl lol..
Watch this movie,i can only say..Watch this movie is for kap lui (a main actress is very very lenlui),I like her legs..Very long,firm,n thin XD..Conclusion...This movie is zzzz
After movie,went to hav dinner at sunway area..Hahaha,really laugh die me chattin tat time.
Den second round go dota,play until 11somethind den left d..
Above all,i make it simple..Donwan write too long,later tat lala hiem will say...Write until so long for wt? lazy to read la this la n tat la..
Stil remember ytd in car,we talk back bout last time thing..'Liew hai',..XD,only some will know wt its mean XD.n da sap 9 wan XD..Really full of laughter ytd ^^

Earth Hour

2009-03-29T14:10:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is earth hour,so everyone got turn off their light ma?

Lol,for me,i din turn it off coz going out d.Get suprise by some1,haha,not as excited as last time jor..Need to find a new way o LOL,nahh juz kidding only,i am happy to see u ^^

Out from house around 8,tot will go langat hill n see KL view,but frodo say need to go Setapak ther meet his friend coz his friend arrive so we hav to give up go to langat le

After meet his fren,went to frodo house coz he need to put his car at ther..He keep telling us to remember the road to his house but seriously i cant remember ne LOL

Went to setapak ther hav dinner,den meet up wit wai for dota..

Din concentrate while playing,so alwiz kena feed hahaha,second round gei fast gg jor coz i keep feeding lol..Sms to sis ask whether mom drink her bird nest( so wish i can drink lol),n she say mom drink jor d..Only feel fong sam abit.

Finish dota around 2 n went back home oioi chu...

Wake up around 1 coz mom ask me to wake up,she telling me tat aunt n jie jie is coming to visit..Ask me to clean room haha,feel kinda moody coz din get enuf sleep but at last also wake up d.Then now aunt n jie jie chattin with mom n i hav no idea wt r they talking about coz i dono hokkien haih,juz can sit at ther 'soh' laugh,den choose to go downstair n update blog..Later only go back n chat with them..

Very hungry now,but got nth to eat sigh,juz can tahan until dinner..

Time to go up,will update soon..

*I miss u,appreciate wt u do yesterday..

60 days

2009-03-28T15:03:00.002+08:00

Dont know wt to write for my title so i juz write 60days..

Haha,y i write 60days? today is da day when i know jor some1 for 60days lol

Silly me,write it for wt? yes,coz i am silly! haha

Helping mom wash cloth n fold cloth,sis ne jau cook podridge for mom early in the morning,sorry la..I juz cant use to wake up early,summore i sleep at 4am wo ytd lol

My new name is Maria~ so everyone can start to call me maria instead of alicia d lmao,juz got this name ytd lol,i think u all can figure out y name myself as maria ^^

Mom,y is getting better d,remember ytd morning,wake up at 8.30am n went to hospital to fetch her,when arrive..Nurse say need to do thins n do that so need to wait awhile,went to cafe to hav our breakfast,,Shit,really waste money,i mean all those food that sell in hospital

Really exp till +09..2days,i use almost rm50,ya,also dono wher i 'fang' d money..

Remember that last few day i reali din get enuf sleep,reali not enuf..haih,so all da pimple pop out d sighhhhhhhhh,face getting more pale :(

After tat reach home,acc mom go up,she take a nap n for sure i also will sleep la coz sleepy ma,den at night went to hav dinner wit jie fu n sis at 212,suddenly ba boom,all those lightning like really very near to us,can see d light very clearly n NEAR~

So when we left,it's ald start to rain very heavily,stupid me go n ask jie fu like tat..

Me:jie fu,send sms will get struck by lightning mou gah?

Jie fu: Lei dou sot geh,of coz wont la..If really struck,struck also struck to da boy who standing beside me XD coz he is answering phone ma

Me:gam yao hai hahahaha

Actually i really scare thunder,dono y..I love the rain but i don like thunder,everytime got thunder i sure hide myself in d blanket,don dare to sms or call or go out side coz of wt? coz scare get struck by lightning.Ppl say do alot of bad thing only will get struck,lol,i din do alot of bad thing wo but y i will scare? i also dono lol..After reach home n bath,go downstair see pui J fak gan mang zhang..Keep say ****** ** **** **** lol,if u get wt i mean? lol.pui j don be mad,although sis n jie fu watching anime,they also pause it to listen wt u say hahaaha,summore funny part is,sis go n record pui angry voice n play it to us haha lmao..

when rain start to stop,i go on da com n on9..Really nth to do,one fren of mine send a blog for me,really wt da heck when i read it,contain 18sx,it's about a sg guy who urmmm love having xxx,pm me if u wan d url den i send it to u lol

send to nic,xian n wai..Hahaha,diff ppl diff feedback haha especially wai reaction lol

online for a while den off com,went to upstairs see mommy,really cant think of wt to do..So i walk out to da balcony,felt so cold n calm.Ytd night is really a cold n breezy night,so i sit at ther n enjoy da wind.Really feel so calm,later i went in n lay on da bed,suddenly dad saywahhh,come outside,da view juz like at cameron le..While me,think u so outdated d,i saw it long time ago d LOL,den mommy wake up to drink her bird nest..Of coz she will giv me hav a bite le,really delicious neeeee.den chat on da phone a while den fall asleep d.

Today wake up,dono y feel so unwell,whole body feel so tired ne n cold dono y..

mom ask me go see doc,scare i will fall sick again but i say nvm la,eat jor panadol will be fine d.

din get to upload pic coz pic stil in my cam,will upload it when i got the mood to upload it ^^

wana continue to play my pet society d,sign off now~

No mood

2009-03-26T21:07:00.002+08:00

Arghhhh,feel like wan to scream loud loud rite now..

B4 come back from hospital,start to no mood d,mayb din get enuf sleep..

Sigh,no extra bed,imagine i juz sit on tat not so comfortable chair..Iskkkkkk

I think i only sleep for 1hour during night time,lucky when sis wake up,i get to sleep on her mattress,lol,when doc come in n check my mom,malas layan him,continue to sleep

Dono whether he saw my saliva anot

Sigh,

Freaking no mood when i step into my house..

I hate some1...reeally hate it

Lalalala,look like i'm really goin insane d..

Goin to continue insane inside my room Zzzzz

Piss off

2009-03-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

Dont know how to write..Juz feel kinda piss off with some 1...

He dono me yet he go n say something that i don like to hear,i really hate these kind of word.

My mom,sis or my best fren din use these kind of word to say me b4

So congratulation,U r da first 1 n i salute u coz u r very BRAVEEEEE to say out those word n it sure really make me super angry with u

You dont know me n u dont understand me,u think u really hav the right to say me?

I treat u as a friend so i din say so much,juz giv u say wt u wan to say.

Mayb u really think tat i am not a small gas person or wteva,actuali i am n i really not happy for those thing tat u tell me..

Easy to say,i treat u as a friend so i din say so much,if not i sure thiaw u gao gao.

Donwan talk jor,donwan think back,if not sure feel super angry..

Tomolo mommy operation day d,hav to stay with her for 2 or 3nights..Stil thinking wt can i do le? Pui J say,go internet search for ghost story den print it out for me to read..Sei yehhh

My fren pulak ask me go 'kao' doctor..How to kao? wher will got lenjai doc in malaysia geh? if drama got laaaa,summore is gynae le hello XD

Sighhh but most important is accompany mommy ma,donwan let her feel boring

Wish my mommy Get well soon o~

*yesterday dota din know tat will meet u,is tat really fate?

*N for u..Like wai say in dota..U totally wtfffffff

Quattro with mun mun

2009-03-22T13:00:00.005+08:00

Went to quattro with mun mun n her bf yesterday,she fetch me around 9.30 n when we arrive,they open 3bott,one martell another 2 i hav no idea wt brand is tat XD.We got 15pp include myself but i only know 2ppl,all also lc lc face d,all those siu mui mui n didi haha..Once i saw them,know jor they sure is around 18-20yrs old except mun mun bf fren..Hahaha,i guess right,n all of them is 19yrs old,see i so geng ler.Start to take some pic coz too boring,nth to do..Juz sit at ther,we sit at corner corner there..Sms to simou told her tat sien dou bao,sigh,really sigh...Really siennnn,den mun bf fren start to ask me drink drink drink n drink,at first i drink,tot to entertain him,when i wan to stop tat time..He don let,keep asking me to drink..
Ask mun mun to acc me go to toilet den when we come back,bring her walk walk at ther,den jackey gor gor sms me lol ask me izit at quattro,went to meet him near da bartender alone,drink a while n went back to my place.ask me to drink again wt da hack..
Den no need say jor,start to gone..told mun i will go to toilet,went to toilet alone n sit at ther,scare to go back..After 15min went back,one of da siu didi KO d,,hahaha,when i went out,he stil in a good condition when i come back,he KO d..Lucky i go out d if not i am da one who will goin to KO,keep take his KO pic,will upload soon..Another siu didi come n take pic with me,no comment toward him but i know some of them work at time square n sg wang as wt mun bf tell me,no wonder their style look absolutely like time square n sg wang type muahaha.
Went to toilet again,get stop by arab lou,keep asking for my number zzzz,haha kina funny both of them,keep follow me until i reach my table,dono y can become so brave,mayb bcoz alcohol kua.Back to my table i go n say buh bye to them XD
Around 2.45,mun say wana go d..B4 go they ask me drink one last cup,tat 1 very gao lik,after tat say bye bye to them n went out..Call to some1 but he's sleeping after tat he call back to me but i cant hear wt he say..So nth le,hard to say out zzz..
Reach home n sit at living room again lol,kena marah hahaha,den bath n straight away boom,fall onto da bed,feel so dizzy n sleep till 10am wake up..Geng le hoh?haha anyway cut da crap,upload some of da siu didi pic sin..

Me n mun mun

Mun mun n her bf..Really very 'yan oi'

Me,mun mun n her bf..Realy cant remember his name zzz

Me n Mun Mun,,Havent gone geh tat time

Me n mun mun again

Da drunk didi n me XD

LOL,after i come back from toilet..He KO d

Another didi with drunk didi XD,so bad keep calling them didi

The group of DIDI Wahahahahhaa

LOL,no comment

Stop smoking la wei...Lenlui~

Cute didi lol

He is da only one who is bigger then us~ And da one who keep ask me to drink

Me n mun mun A bit KO d

The pic i love da most XD

Tired

2009-03-21T14:26:00.002+08:00

Wt a tired day,when wake up,back feel pain(muscle pain) n din get enuf sleep(coz i miss my bed) XD,Ytd reach home around 5something after acc them hav dinner,went back to home n bath,starving to death tat time coz hungry jor XD

Wait for sis,bro n mommy to come back go out hav dinner coz is bro birthday ytd,so wish u happy belated birthday sin coz pass d..Din get to sing a song for u tim coz u donwan..Isk,got da mood to sing it for u mana tau u donwan.Really feel happy when eating coz we talk back our childhood stuff to miko n jie fu hear,they din know tat we r such a playful kid XD.especially when play with mommy make up stuff n daddy thing hahaha,da underwear XD stil running so clear in my mind now haha,after dinner wwait for wai wai come n fetch us go mid valley..

Really feel swt tat time,we go to leisure fetch jenny tat time,when arrive at leisure,rupa rupanya she at mid valley,haha,we stil tot she at leisure tim n we tot da movie is at 11.45pm,den turn out is 12.15 punya movie..Really hahaha...

Meet her at mid valley,den went to see Marley n Me..This movie is nice,the end is touching but i din cry at all..I am not COLD BLOODED as wt wai n pui describe me,i am juz too tired n sleepy to cry haha,movie end around 2am,n i fall asleep inside car..Reach home at 3am,fast fast go to brush teeth n oioi chu..

Wake up tat time really feel weird n confuse..Until now stil feel da same,kenot describe how i feel,really feel 'fan'.Mayb something not good is coming,sigh,if can make this blog provate i sure will do it..Too many thing tat cant write in here zzz,aih,juz forget about it,donwan to fan so much,go chat chat more good..Adios

6days to go

2009-03-18T18:24:00.003+08:00

6 days to go den will be a busy week n month for me,coz need to start taking care mommy,need to overnight with her in hospital,haha,don like hospital ne,don like da smell,da needle,da ppl n da env..Well,who do like hospital? i bet no one will like it..
Hav to bare with it ne,since promise mommy to take care of her,do all da housework n become her personal nurse,did it just for mommy.
Dont know wt to write in this blog d,not s much activity lately,mostly also stay at home d..Will try to update it everyday..

Tuesday..

2009-03-17T20:40:00.002+08:00

Feel tired n sleepy since i wake up,dont know y

mayb i think bcoz of da weather,wake up jor,help mom hang cloth,watch tv n on9 a while,lay on the bed den fall asleep..

Mom call me,ask wt to eat for dinner,dono wan to eat wt so juz say wait her back home den only decide..Mommy got operation nex tuesday d,goin to remove her *****,dono wt it call,hospitalize for 3days n MC for one moth..She ask me to become her personal nurse for one month haha,her personal nurse mean wash cloth a,hang cloth a,'fok si' mommy a,n do every house work.

When heard mommy need to get operate,feel scare at first,den think deeply,it is good for her,better den wait n din know anything..

So mommy,i will be ther for u whenever u needed me,i wish u get well soon n don worry o..

Haha although u din see this post but i knw u can feel it deep inside ur heart ^^

Missing somebody rite now hehe,who? donwan tell u let u sam xi xi XD

Nth to do now,later after on9 went upstair bath,watch tv n wait for phone call ^^

Saturday night

2009-03-14T22:29:00.004+08:00

Another boring day wtf..I cant bliv tat i stay at home for da whole day!! Is not half day it is whole day!! N even at night i din go for club,dota or movie Zzz really shit,da staying at home thingy really make me feel so f up..Sorry for being rude,i really din hav the mood rite now,at least goin out for yumcha or movie also will feel better a bit,better den stay at home fat mou.

Juz now got some1 told me tat today is white day,tat is a girl suppose to giv chocolate to da guy tat she like or love,if da guy receive da chocolate mean tat this guy also like/love her.Well,juz now i juz eat one bar of chocolate,i present myself a chocolate,izit tat mean i love myself? Nah don think so,feel moody so eat chocolate to make myself feel better.

White day white day white day white day,these word keep running thru my mind,da more i think da more angry i feel,dono y...Juz feel angry..

Haha,currently at msn playing webcam with simou since got nth to do d,feel headache rite now,dono y..I think this some1 is either sleeping or go out d lu ,so malas choi me d..Me n simou playing webcam tat time,we take alot of silly pic,at least mood turn better abit..Here r da pic...

Enjoy~

*TADA,THIS IS DA SILLY FACES OF ME WHEN I CRAZY!!~~

Friday...

2009-03-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

Friday!! I'm not suppose to stay at home at Friday but too bad,i really stay at home XD,No car so kenot go out,Sigh,stay at home also is a good thing,i can rest..Kinda tired now,alwiz wake up early this few day for interview,Today also got go for an interview at Hotel maya ther,apply for make up forever.Too bad they hire my darling,din feel disappointed coz my darling is very good in make up,summore they need one person only.If me i also will hire darling coz she is pro ^^

I think tat interviewer got prob,the way she speak kinda ummm dono how to say.Darling also think tat she hav some prob..After interview went to sg wang with darling have lunch,been starving for whole day,eat at Kim Gary den hang gai gai..Can see but cant buy Haihhh,really no money ne so chammm T T,accompany darling go buy eye lashes,after that buy curling thong..

Haha,da aunty who work at ther very friendly ne,while testing da curling thong,both of us play it by curling darling hair,hahaha i curl her whole head ^^ n she look gorgeous! Muacks haha

Den ask aunty to show me eye lashes,wow,like it so much so i bought it..Shyt,like tat money fly away jor~ But i pay rm30 for 10 pairs of eye lashes wo, 'dai dou a' no word best describe.

Then went back home,actuali will go out hav dinner with jenny them,bcoz din hav car so hav to cancel it,got fren ask me to club but reali feel lazy to club summore tired ne

Din get enuf sleep this feel day make my pimple grow more,haihhh,wt to do?

Filling up my free time by watching youtube n see back my last last time pic ^^

And not to forget update my bloggie lo,muz alwiz update d marrrr..

Time to sign out,nth to write anymore,wait got feel sin XD

Interview..Quattro n Hospital

2009-03-12T15:06:00.002+08:00

LAzy to update everyday so juz write wt happen last few days..

Hmm start from Tuesday..Hmm,cant remember wt i did tat day,so juz skip skip skip until at night went to dota with nic,frodo,desmond n one of their fren call wai kit at genting kelang ther.Nice that cc,enuf big lol but dont know y our place feel damn so hot,after play come out from cc only remember tat kenson zai live at ther,after cc,went to jln ipoh had dim sum,i din eat bcoz not scare FAT,is bcoz din hav a appetite to eat..After eat went back to cheras,think we take da long road coz we pass by solaris ther,n we even pass by Tenji LOL,reach home around 2.30,brush teeth,chat a while n sleep...

Wednesday morning wake up at 8am coz got interview,prepare all those stuff n take lrt go ther,feeling kinda weird coz not used to wear like tat.haha,not suan as OL uniform la,juz matured abit ne,around 10am arrive at menara standard charted,dono y will arrive so early,so stay inside toilet n camwhore XD,around 10.20 went in n say tat i'm coming for interview.Filling a form and den da interviewer come n interview me.Really very S** this company! Only stupid ass ppl will work for this company.. Say work for 5days n time is from 9-5.30..Turn out is work for 6days 8.30am till 5.30pm,den nvm,after tat muz stay back until 6pm n den OT untill 10 or 11pm...Wt more worse is I cant claim OT bacause i am not permanent WTF! N n n actually i appy for admin clerk n this nice nice lady tell me we're not hire amin clerk,we hiring services crew..Zzzzz,really a big swt to them..So suan lo,decline da job n went to pavilion meet darling,since tat darling havent arrive so i juz sit at mong kok n wait for her,think alot...When she arrive,both of us chat chat chat n chat,really love my darling :),after lunch went to Pull N Bear visit one friend which i din see her for some quite time,last time quite close with her,walk around n try some cloth,sigh,can see but cant buy,really love it sigh..Seem like my fren is kinda busy so me n darling juz went out n walk walk to MNG,Zara n Watson lol den went back home n take my nap nap.Gei zai birthday at first say celebrate at thurs night d but suddenly change to wed night,so hav to take nap if not sure very tired,Den promise liao mommy n sis will acc mom go to hospital da nex day..

Prepare all n wait for simou come n fetch,she arrive around 11pm n we arrive around 11.30,once we get in,feel very cold n n wt i hate the most is running nose zzz,make up also cincai cincai,hair also cincai cincai,,Wt a cincai night for me ytd,anyway did enjoy it :) kinda high faster coz drink with empty stomach,i can do balled when i am drunk LOL XD,reach home around 3,30 den putih putih kena scold coz some1 No mood wer...My father lo zzzzz

Sleep until 6.30am wake up n prepare all,still having abit of hangover,feel blur blur dei but promise is a promise,promise mom to acc her d..

wait for mommy n left home around 7.15am,fetch sis go to work.B4 work,had liao our breakfast at old town kopitiam,mom is really The annoying one LOL,sis Good job,Tag ngam jor XD but she say it for our own good geh..After breakfast fetch sis to work den mom to gleangeagles for gynae check up.Really worry for mommy coz she had some problem,doctor name is Dr KK,wt a cute name..Acc mom went into da room,examine tat time,dono y can feel da pain,see all those equipment make me feel dizzy My god..After tat doc explain to mommy,feel relieve coz tat's da answer tat both of us want :),after tat ask mom some silly ques,haha laugh a while den feel better d..Reach home,lay on the bed sms n wait sleep..Wake up,watch tv a while n on9...Dono y having moodswing rite now,this feeling is sux...pls pls go awayyyy

Interview n s s s again

2009-03-10T13:42:00.002+08:00

Fews day din update blog,got a bit sien to blog and dono wt shud i blog about..My life for last few day so far so good lo except ytd coz i S d..
The word S in my life is seem like a very common word for me,for those who know me well understand wt S mean..Haha,yea i S again but this time not so serious den last time,LOL,last few day i shud not say S this word to some1 cause after i say Zzzz i really sick d.. like wt chinese ppl alwiz say 'leng geh ng lei,chou geh leng' a? i dono izit write like tat,clueless dono how to write haha..Need to start take care of myself,cant alwiz depend on ppl d,need to grown up n become mature.I know alwiz rely on ppl is not a good thing but but i will ganbatte d!
Everybody say i changed d,Both call each other n say don tell me but finally also got ppl tell me d,i finally know y u avoiding me or mayb u think i'm avoiding u? The fact is,i din avoid anyone,juz tat when i call u for outting,is u donwan to go out cause tired.Sigh,i also dont know wt happen to my life right now.My mind blank until i dono how to write about my life anymore or shud i say confuse? Haha,better don write so much ne,juz keep it to myself.Dono how to describe my feel rite now.. Is not confuse,is not happy,is not sad,is not angry,is not in love,is not partying feel..Shit shud find a job n hav to start make myself become more busy..Start to earn money n went for a nice nice nice vacation,den buy hp,notebook n take some new courses!
Wont think anything,juz concerntrate on work! Ohya tomolo got interview d,wish me success k? Need to send resume to another fren n simou d..

Boring day

2009-03-07T19:52:00.005+08:00

Aisehhhh,today is really a boring boring day for me,imagine ytd i sleep around 6 n wake up around 9.30..Muz be crazy!I think because of my leg n neck pain,ytd cramp while playing dota,kakaaka go n pull wai shirt,he look like kena rape by me gam yong XD..Da uncle sit beside me look at me like i got some sort of prob zzz,i also havent say this uncle,at first we arrive cc,i ask wai can smell something ma?like a dead animal smell,but den i tot is HK feet so i din care much untillllll da uncle open his mouth,i am like walauyehhhh can breath jor,super smelly la wei!! I look wo wai n signal him,he keep laughing at me n tat uncle keep look at me zzz,speechless toward him,so juz tahan tahan lo.After cc,went to hav dinner with simou n wai.Fetch simou n me go back home,once reach home,go bath bath n watch tv.After tat lay on d bed sms n read TSGS 16,read till 6something n sleep zzz..
Then wake up,lay on the bed untill 11am go downstairs watch tv again ==,after tat on9..stupid line alwiz dc,make me fed up d..Sien Dou!! Den went to cc with wai again,meet lun n play dota.Lun n his beloved ( J gor) play left for dead,den me n wai play ggc lo.Got a bit of dulan bcoz of d connection...Really swt laaa dono how to say n write.Knowing something that make me feel so happy juz now hehe,anywayz here are d pic tat we take last thurs at MOS

Me,Chrisal,Lidi,Xian n Wei

Me,Lidi,chrisal n wei

Me n wei

erm,dono whose hand

Me,Xian n lidi

me,xian,chrisal n Wei

Lidi u too thin d..go buy appeton weight gain!!

He look like a penagih dadah XD

Alone..fat d

Pearlene n me

I like this mirror coz can make me look thin XD

Group pic

Me simou n pearlene

Me n pearlenee

Wont happen again nex time...I promise

Down..

2009-03-04T19:30:00.002+08:00

Since yesterday night,Feel not so happy with myself until now.Din hav the mood to talk,lock myself in the room since i wake up,only think think n think.I make some1 feel dissapointed,upset,giving up n angry me yesterday n now i apologize to u,u understand how my character is.U know wt i want,i juz don like suddenly u come down,bring ur resume n newspaper come in n start to thick wt job suit me.This making me feel like i am a failure,i feel angry n i also feel sad,I know i shudnt feel like that coz u r trying to help me,but at least can u let me find my own? I donwan to depend on u or mom,feel myself is totally a failure,from brain till job..1 also cant do it nicely n for u i admire u so much,u hav a good education,good job,good comunication skil n even a good bf.Me? i totally at d opposite side,how i wish i can be like u but too bad i cant..I dono how to write d,really dono how to write in here...

My feeling...Weird...

2009-03-02T16:18:00.005+08:00

It's been few day din update my blog,due to internet connection n da weather so i cant get to on9 often..Hmm,mind kinda blank,dono wt i shud write in here.Juz write back thing tat happen last week..After i come down from genting,almost everyday i stay at home,looking for job n when i'm alone in room,start to think again..Lucky simou almst everyday call to me,tat will prevent me from stop thinking.Thursday night,ka mun ask me go club,n i reject her,dono y? din feel like wan to go club at all,mayb boring d.Friday night,went to watch movie wit simou,jenny,pui n shan,heard simou say,second round will go club at poppy but i din feel like wan to go at all,so they also donwan go n watch midnight movie at mid valley,we watch Sex Drive haha,better don watch in cinema,buy dvd better coz cinema cut alot.After movie,fetch shan to zoo negara area(her fren live ther),den reach home around 3am..

Sat hav to wake up at 9am coz need to go back skol for photo shooting,not shoot me la of coz..Fetch my model around 10.30 reach skol n help her make up,Actuali wt i wan a bridal make up but d liner i draw wrong,so i hav to change from bridal to night make up wtf..Also dono wt i think..Hav lunch,fetch rachel back to my house to wait her bf come ppick her up.After she go,went back to my room n fall asleep,mayb i am really tired,wake up felt tat my arm is kinda pain,see carefully,dono y my hand got bruises Geng le hahaha...

Wake up around 7pm,dream ha dream ha den call to him chat a while le..after tat go to bath n prepare all wait for wai to come,we reach coco 'BalanaR' around 9.45pm,went in stand a while n off to kfc,havent eat dinner gah! so hungry..When we come back from kfc nic them ald arrive n i also dono how to say next.,Kinda moody while club until halfway coz jenny gastric n wai car tyre let a ******* shit 'fong fung',don let me know who fong..if nt i curse dou 'his mother also wont recognize him' haha,d end happen something,feel happy..Thank you for d gift,reach home n chat wit him hahaha,da background music is...LOL ppl vomit sound hahaaha,laugh dou!!! I really dono wt to write d,scare i will write something wrong in here so i better keep it to myself :)

I hate this feeling,i really hate it!! SIgh,nth much to write.

My model Rachel

After make up

Me n rachel

Me n lol dono

Me n jessie...Muacks

Me n chel

Me n simou

San me n pui

Me n benny

me n pui pui aka dior

Group pic

Flaming lambo

me n simou

First pic

me n nicholas

Specially for my dear..U know who u r...If u like him juz go for him k,understand him more n don so fast take action.Remember wt i alwiz tell u? my quote lol tat's KNow fast,couple fast n break more faster..Juz be patient my dear.I know you can do it n i can do it also..Muacks,i will alwiz sayang u n be ther for u whenever u need me :)

My genting trip~

2009-02-24T14:48:00.010+08:00

Genting Day 1

Hello everyone~Having a good mood today coz i get enuf sleep n having a great dream :)

Juz come b from genting ytd,It's really a funny,awesome,happening,happy n Laugh till non stop night.haha,we depart from simou house around 2pm,thanx san for fetching us go terminal putra :),take cab go up n check in around 3something,tat time i am dead tired n sleepy coz i din sleep at all d previous night,only sleep about 1hour.After check in plan to sleep but cant sleep,en up pillow talk with my dearest jimui :).Advice me alot,giv me alot of opinion,realy tq o.Den after chat chat chat suddenly me n simou fall asleep.Bad jenny she cant sleep n she take our picture n wt so suprise is when i wake up,wt she told me is really making me laugh untill Zzzz.N when i wake up,only realize tat my eye is damn so itch n swollen.Got abit pain also,tears keep coming down n feel so blur when seeing thing.

She ask us don sleep anymore coz wai n pui juz arrive so ask us go down to KFC hav our dinner.Haha,simou n jenny reali cant recognize wai coz of his new jap hair style LMAO (not lala la,accept it jor okay!)Den went to market buy drinks n eye mo coz i cant stand it,eye reali feel so itchy,zzz jenny say infected jor wo

After dinner,went back to our room watch tv,watch white chicks,everyone watch till donwan to drink,kakaka,Wt a beautifull chocolate Man Wuhahahahaha~ (this sentence reali make us laugh)

Den we start to drink,n dance~~ akakaka,pui keep calling jenny n simou as sifu coz pui wan to learn dancing with them,haha told them some funny thing bout last time i went to barce saw some girl dance,hahaha,beyonce dance,wai wai dance,our little pole dance n the CHAIR!! like how cris crocker dance wuaahahahaha

lol,reali funny,nth best describe how happy we feel :) but i din get drunk at all,mayb not dare.Ohya simou open her green label,my comment is not bad but i cant stand of its smell,but when drink it,it's fine n on forget jenny Godiva too,taste good also ^^.after drink,all of us go down to Old town n hav supper,chit chat with them,n makan makan,how to not fat le?supper time finish n we went back to our room TV again,this time is snake on the plane,pui reali 'Cha' us gao gao by suddenly jump on d bed zzz ,here r da pic tat we take on day 1

After check in not so long ago,chat chat n fall asleep XD

The super nice nice view tat night,really take my breath away,hand abit shaky so d pic become blur also

Erm they wan to Low like Jenny wor n other reason is....High~

Raping pui~ see she so enjoy it lol

The Godiva n Green Label..my gawd,my face zz

Genting Day 2

Wake up around 9am,brush teeth n went down to hav our breakfast,Shyt,eye is more swollen den yesterday..Sigh,like kena belasah my eye zzz,cut the crap,went to hav breakfast at theme park hotel,can say not so delicious,only HOT dog tasty,den went b to room,all of them waitting to bath while me continue to sleep haha,wake up after we all bath,we cam whore again,hahaha,reali funny all d pic we take.Den we leave our room n check out,walk to startbucks,this is a must do when we go to genting,sure sit at starbucks enjoy our coffee n 'blow water' lol but we din do it at all,accompany jenny to walk coz she feel hardly to breath if not leave her behind mer? talk about thailand n A topic with her,show her d sms tat A send to me lol,reali funny,After a while they plan to walk up tp d hill,This wai,i donwan say him jor,make me wont forget wt u do to me lolx!!!!MAke me scream haha,lucky no ppl or car if not i sure die..

Buy ticket for skyway n went down,suddenly feel headache,mayb coz din get enuf sleep,reach bus station we plan to take cab back to wai wai house..He charge us rm60,drive us back to cheras,ok reasonable so we juz take lo,chit chat in car again,talk about ghost thingy n our plan for this sat.Arrive at wai place,n straight away went to mid valley hang gai gai n dinner atZanmai,only take 2 pic coz i forget to take others.>Silly ne..Reach home around 9pm,cari makan but din hav sighhh,wt to do,juz sit at ther sms n watch tv with mommy.Feel tired but nt sleepy at all,so juz cont watch tv until 11something den lay on d bed,lay until 12.30smething fall asleep..Here are our day 2 pic at genting :)

First pic,my pale face n pui halk make up-ing face

OK,she stil havent finish

Alone~

See carefuly behind me,wt they r doin lol

Me n lovely cousin..Ah pui J

Cousin for live

Bestie n cousin..Muacks,love u all~

Another pic

Wuahaha,i love this pic,not me,is them XD

See pui..She is so cuteee

Wai turn to cam whore...

Far far away also can see wai hair colour XD

Goin out lu

Buh Bye Theme park hotel

I love this drink XD wt green tea jor

Pui J,simou n me

Doin silly faces

haha i wont forget this 1,who we pretend?

kissing pui..

Another 1..muackss

Going down

At zanmai..Stupid face

N a normal face

Dear jenny n me

Off to genting~

2009-02-22T08:17:00.002+08:00

Now at chrisal home n she sleeping like a pig XD at upstairs while me sitting at living room n on9,no choice,cant sleep,Den went arrive at genting,i can sleep dou how long also can :) den at night wake up n enjoy d night breeze n of coz not to forget Our beloved dearly simou Green Label Muahahahaha but like i say,i wont drink until drunk drunk this time,scare d muahaha,finally know wt da feel,I mean Drunk feel..Dono y some ppl will get happy wit it while i feel suffer like hell.
Yesterday b4 went back to chrisal home we went to club at poppy d,met one disgusting uncle,omg,think back i feel like wan to slap him gao gao! he come to our table n start introduce hisself.I wont forget wt he told me Zzzz,the conversation went like this..

Uncle:Hi miss,can we be friends?My name is Laurence(if nt mistaken la)

Me:Har?ok le,den he cheers with me lo

Uncle:So u club at here often? Don worry i am not a bad guy,i juz wan to be friends with u

Me:haha,i seldom come here 1,no worries..Know more fren is good(if early know he's such a scary guy,i choi hui dou soh!) den that time i intro simou fren call Jimmy to him

Uncle:I just wan to know u,y? u scare so u introduce ur fren to me?

Me:Nola,knw more friend is better!

Uncle: (he ignore jimmy n cont chat wit me),so alicia,now u studi or working,,

Me:I just graduate not so long ago

Uncle:oh.wt u majoring in?

Me:I studi make up course d..

Uncle: Oooh,so u can help me make up lo nex time..

Me: sorry ah,i no learn men's make up(i got d but no need say d truth to this uncle)

Uncle: Ur make up skill very good so i think ur 'make up' shud very gooddddddd if u know wt i mean

Me: (what the heck!!Bloody hell punya uncle a!!) den i juz ignore him n walk away

Wow,this uncle can say such a thing,summore when he say it,my gawd...his face 'yam' douuuuu,den i go tell simou n jenny,they say he is crazy!!
Heard jenny say tat Jimmy angry till wan to punch him wo.Then this uncle keep coming to our table,lol cant do anything,ohya,Mat also got join our table d.
Mat is my fren ex,also know him for some time.
He told me if d uncle come here,he ask me to hide behind his back,lol,tak dapat hide la,tat uncle can see.
So juz let it be le,talk to him is juz like 'fu hin' him.
After that went to dancefloor n know some siu didi,hahahaha,simou u know i know jor..
Don say to anyone hahahaha,i am so pro LOL!!
kenot admire wan d hahaha,next time is ur turn XD
Actually not siu didi la,they younger den me 1yr but their face look so kiddy,they ask for my age i said 30,they ask for my name i said aunty,they ask for number i giv 999 lolx,
really gik sei them la me,after d party over,went to steven corner yumcha n tqtq biao ge for coming ya!! know that u r tired but stil force u to come d.N u,lazy to say u jor A~
Yumcha session over jor d,reach simou home n play skype with benny,a guy tat simou know juz now at poppy,a guy who sit behind us,ahahaha,quite cute da way he talk kakaka,really having a funny conversation with him.Around 6.30am,simou cant stand it n went to bed.
Me pulak,on9 lo coz don feel like wan to sleep.Play facebook n waitting them to wake up den go up to genting.Wana continue play my Word challenge le~

Feeling sick

2009-02-21T14:17:00.004+08:00

First picture sin,wai dou my face

My gawd,mayb this few day din get enuf sleep,alwiz sleep late at night n wake up early in the morning,make me feel sick rite now,cough non stop n having sore throat.After the clubbing nite i think that day is wher i fall sick,coz i wake up at 11am,wake up at this time is not a prob but when i wake up i still blur blur zzZzzz,still got abit of flying feel hahax,until today n now,i stil feeling quite blur..thanx to d Mr Chivas~~
Yesterday suppose to go club,got poppy la,quattro la,coco or the new club Blanc.Waitting for simou confirmation,suddenly simou say wan to go genting pulak,haha tat i cant join coz i am dead tired n sleepy d,around 9.30 simou sms me said tat jenny dear donwan go d,haha it's ok for me coz i also feel like wan to ffk d,sorry ya~
Lay on the bed suddenly N sms me ask me whether got come to Blanc anot,i reply no d,too tired n abit of fever so i juz told him will go tomolo night.After tat lay on bed nth to do,juz see mommy watch tv,after tat i send a sms to him.wt weird is we send a sms at da same time,really zha dou lo.Haha,after tat i stil lay on the bed trying very hard to sleep but fail also so go n watch dvd,watch until halfway feel sleepy n lay bac to my bed trying to sleep den he sms me haha,how many good nite i say ytd? 3times hahaha
Finally,i 'lam hoi' jor d,feeling kinda refresh now,dono y once i wake up i felt like being a new person..But i wish can sleep longer juz now,if not sis come up n ka ka cau cau i sure sleeping like a pig.kacau me bcoz she wan to borrow a bag hahaha,after sis is my dad pulak.bi ling ba lang,dono wan to find wt,Eeee,reali wan to use my bolster n Baling to him! Kacau me sleep,sigh,now wake up jor den update my blog ne since got nth to do.Tonight off to clubbing wit dearest them,overnight at their place den off to genting da nex day ^^..Juz transfer d pic from my cam,enjoy~

Lun,me n kah bou.Lun Lun diet lo wei
Ken ken n me,stupid lou keep saying i got 'tah keh lun'

Jing shen me n chrisal

Me n simou

Acting cute wth

Me with the Cadbury lol...I made my word n u too lol

Simou n me

*really sorry to youu,i break your promise,i make u wait for me at MOS entrance,i promise u i will meet u but end up i din hav the courage to go n meet you..Make u come alone n wait alone at outside,really sorry alan,nex time wont do such a thing to u anymore

Wt a night

2009-02-20T20:05:00.002+08:00

Went to MOS last night,wth..Really first time drunk until like that,drunk until vomit at entrance,parking lot n outside my house,nt bad MOS last night since is lidi spin wo,better den last time but yesterday din get to dance much coz run here n run ther,d other reason is i too drunk to dance.haha everyone tot i 'jeh jau siew sao',am i? I am clueless,i juz know that after i drink d chivas tat simou giv me,i totally KO n out of control.Some emotional thing happen tim,n it's kinda malu ne.Tq N for lending me ur shoulder at dancefloor,i really cant stand alone if not i will fall,fall also quite good,let me faint and i hope when i faint i can forget all d things XD but i know it's impossible.Forever i also wont forget some word saying by this some1 at d bridge ther,haha although i am drunk but i stil remember some geh,throw my bracelet out to d dancefloor,nearly throw my bag(shud i throw myself too?) n fall down near d bridge,now my leg got bruises zzz,sigh,ytd night,since ytd night i realize something.I know wt to do now..
After d party,sms wit this some1 and i totally forget wt i write n i even erase my history,i cant read back wt i send to him,really zha dou.Until now i stil cant remember wt i sms him,sorry for 'U' coz i know u don wish to go last night,u shud tell me earlier n i wont appear in MOS last night.Easy to say,i wan to forget everything now,juz look toward the future :)

Juz discover a word from a lyrics tat is sing by the calling,find it quite meaningfull n i learn tat next time i wont say anything that my heart think,i will keep it to myself.Now i know sometime i din say out wud be more better..BUt from d lyrics,shud i say wt i feel inside my heart? i really confuse...

'we cant go on,thinking it's wrong to speak our minds,i've gotta let out what's inside'

Wt it mean? can someone tell me?
Nowdays i really cant understand myself
I dont know what i want
I dont know what i think
I dont know what i feel
Izit i am lost?
Can someone help me?

symbol..

2009-02-19T20:09:00.004+08:00

read darling blog,know when she wana wrote something out but she doesnt ppl to unerstand wt she write so she change to symbol writting d..Today i will do da same,i feel i wan to write it out badly but i dont want ppl to know about it except close one.Feel very angry,super super angry..Angry till no word best describe how i feel,i know i shudn't be angry but i juz cant control it.Everytime also like tat,sien d...ZzzZZzzzzz

LOL,my god..mozilla can see all these symbol..so i remove it,fai si ppl saw it lol,anyway tq kenji haha

well,write it all out i feel so happy,feel more relax...Donwan think so much d,tonight juz go n enjoy my night with dear chrisal n lun lun them..Miss them so much,need a shoulder...

My valentine day

2009-02-17T13:39:00.006+08:00

How i spend my valentine? with bf? Nop,i spend my valentine with all my girlfrens..Our outting call 'single night out' XD..Went to club with chrisal,jenny,pui n winnie mak,so long din club with pui n winnie,din know tat they 2 can be quite happening hehe :)
Prepre around 9pm,den chrisal them come n fetch around 9.30..we reach ther aroun 10.20,stand at our table,mayb it is valentine so there din hav so much couple.All also uncle zzz,so we start to party n drink,den ah ven them join our table coz heard chrisal say her fren ffk us d so we left one table n join wit ah ven them.Keep pushing pui to ven,hahax sorry ya!!
After tat got one guy buy flower for me XD,felt suprise but i wish is another one who giv me flower.Start to get drunk abit coz our table got ah ven(chisin 1 when he drink),keep pouring to me,sigh cant do anything oni can drink but when cant stand it only ask for help XD
Went to dancefloor,something funny happen lol,i bet chrisal n pui will remember it haha,how we runaway..how 'oh my love' da second round we went ther,how ah ven face look,hahaha,and d most importantly is pui keep saying some1 is handsome n cute worrr,don worry pui J..I will help u promote promote d :),keep party until 3am den left from d club.actuali will go meet frodo at jln ipoh to hav dimsum but all of us also tired like hell ne,so din go d.Reach home,chat on phone for a while den sleep sleep.here r the pic tat we took on that day

Look like married couple? XD best pic!!!!

alone

?????

Group pic..love u girls muacks

Me n jenny

me n pui

receive flower tat time XD

me n da security XD

Me n pui

lol,wana take d flower n whack some1

me n pui again

Me n pui

me,rock,nike,pui,winnie n jenny

ven,jenny,me n chrisal

*Love playing sms with u in da club :) u made my day~

happy valentine~

2009-02-13T18:10:00.003+08:00

Went to 3diff club yesterday,at first is maison,due to da reason they say too little ppl,so they change to poppy,mana tau poppy also little ppl so d end they change to barce.Arrive at ther around 1am,drink drank drunk hahaha,but i no drunk la,juz high only ^^..Conclusion,i am very happy last night :) -end for my thurs night-

Tomolo is valentine day,wana wish all of da couple becarefull abit coz i will wear Anti VALENTINE t-shirt,den i go out n pull all da couple who is holding hand..LOL,so bad huh?
Actually i wont,juz say say only.If really like that,i sure will get beaten up.Well this yr i hav to 'ji gei sik ji gei' again coz single lo.Haha,who's willig to accompany me celebrate valentine day?I wan u u u u n u!! i wan u!! sigh but i know it wont happen so i juz stick to my dream~
Hopefully nex yr wont ji gei sik ji gei la,tomolo for our valentine will go out with si mou n jenny dear or mayb pui n winnie might joining as well :)
Let see whether tomolo got ppl giv me rose anot ;p
dono wan to post wt d..Mind blank coz din get enuf sleep.NOw wana go to sleep..ciaoz

Chap Goh Meh

2009-02-10T13:43:00.002+08:00

Lol,this is the first time in 21yr tat i went to taman tasik pemasuri to 'theng kam'(throw orange mandarin),b4 went to ther,went to wai wai house to help aunt make up,din forget about yan yan too,she's s cute after da make up,of course la,who help her make up? is me mah ahha
After tat aunt intro her god son to me,haha,feel so paisehnyaaaa,she say he very rich a this a tat a but i'm not interest le,den say he drive mini cooper n he buy his spec for rm1000+
Arghhhh,i am nt interest lahhh,summore force us to exchange num,wt a cute aunt haha,they went out around 7,leave me n wai at home,plan to play gg geh but suddenly rain so heavilt,tv also cant watch,can imagine how sien? summore da mcd tat we order,1hour also tak sampai sampai iskkk,around 8.30,rain stop ne,so start to play ggc lo.play for 3round den prepare to go out le coz aunt them come back le.
So i drive to taman tasik pemasuri to watch da event,mun mun n her bf is waitting at ther d,we go n meet pui n niki,walk to ther n wt's funny is we took da wrong way n we hav to walk a big round to arrive,den we din 'theng kam' at all coz theng kam is another side,our side is release wishing boat.Juz pay rm3 write down ur wishes n release it to da lake,this festival once a yr only wer,of coz muz release la.Shit,i go n write eng,den wai wai go n say,God know how to read eng meh? zha dou lohh,i think god sure know how to read d la,he is so pandai lol
After tat jenny n simou arrive,they also release a wishing boat..Then sit a while n went back home zzzz,pic wait pui send to me den upload it let u all see see ^^
Currently in love with Lady GaGa song tat call Summer Boy,feel so happy when listen.Dono y tat wai din feel happy at all isk..k le,gotta go now..fetch jenny go mid valley hang gai gai hahaha

Quattro night

2009-02-08T17:09:00.003+08:00

Wow,yesterday is da most happening club in my life! everywher also fren,nex to us is sis fren,behind is justin n beside is jie fu fren lol..N plus mai ryan aka lao dau also at ther,haha,really fun but yesterday night got abit of flu,din know until i get into jie fu cars. Plus when we arrive quattro,it is super cold in ther..After a while dono who go n open da big fan,wah,we r totally freezing in ther.Around 11pm,simou fren arrive n we got one bott of vodka n black label.Tat time of coz we start to partayyy although got abit sick. After a while went to lao dau table near d staircase ther,know his fren,hehe vry happening n funny..Join them a while n afterwards we went back to our table n is lao dau turn to come n join us a while,lol,let me tell u,both of them is quite happening haha..Dono how to explain when they drink d flaming flaming thingy,felt scare when see it lol. Jie fu n sis left earlier bcoz i think jie fu is drunk or they r tired,hahaha,happening jie fu huh but sayang they hav to leave early we party party,den me n jenny went to toilet n bump into lao dau fren,he say lao dau at winter bar n ask us to join for a while,we did,did enjoy cam whoring n i did enjoy a treat from lao dau tat 's Flaming asshole...Hahahaha,it come with 2drink,one is alkohol n one is milk,i hav to habis minum da alkohol den oni drink milk.HAha,taste pretty good but until da last sip,i felt like wan to vomit hahaha,den i drink milk,everything is all right.. At first din high,after drink tat flaming thingy,started to high,lol did something tat i dono i will do,hahha..Well need to control nex time,donwan drink so much especially related to flaming flaming thing d.Party until 3am n leave..Sick start to become more chammm,running nose like river gam yong,make me cant sleep summore daddy watch dvd open until loud loud,make me even cant sleep more!! zzz,waiting for simou n jenny dear to come take pic,den off to dinner n at night 'zhun wan' session.Hope my luck will getting better n better for this yr ^^ Pic coming up later,line got prob cant upload d zzz

Jay Chow lolx n me

group..see jie fu face

me sis jie fu

group pic

simou,sis,me n justin

me n justin

alone

Playing arund as usual

Si mou n me

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group pic,lao dau fren ^^

HE take my handbag n stand on da chair

hahax

Hmmm,eye swollen dou so obviously

LAo dau n me

LOL,wt an enjoyable night

Jenny,me n Max

N My anit gone face lolx

Barcelona Night

2009-02-06T14:03:00.005+08:00

*walking alone* sigh

Went to barcelona yesterday with nicholas n 'chicken little'
Dono their fren but when intro den know jor lo ^^
It's been ages since i go to barcelona d,when arrive saw some lala n uncle..
I think i saw uncle more den lala,know some too,n this uncle is quite funny
He ask whether i am chinese or wt,later on he ask am i hakka or hokkien or cantonese ppl zzz
Around 11+ mun mun arrive with her bf n go down to see them
miss her so much,so long din meet her n saw her hang fok face make me admire also lol
After tat is simou,lol,simou at first in come d coz d nex day she got work,den she told me she got clubbing feel jor wo so she come n join me
Saw some interesting MOVIE yesterday wahahaha,'ng choh ng choh' but i sure wont learn it haha..
Realli feel sorry to simou coz i make her stay till 3.30am,at first she say wana leave at 1.30
Mayb bcoz she is worry,don worry my dear i am fine o,i am reali fine
Sigh,make her cry again ytd bcoz i said something,well both of us need to gambateh k?
We cant lose for them to see d ^^,u r alwiz my lovely simou~
Din get drunk,n din dance alot coz dono how to dance wahahaha
Saw shamer at ther,my primary till secondary skolmate,also suan as fren la..
Realli happening,n i keep telling him 'berdosa tau orang malay minum arak' hahahaa
n he is juz keep on laugh n laugh..
Well did hav some fun yesterday :)
Like the part we lost to nowher den get force by nic to eat mcd wit him,lol
super sleepy tat time,den around 5.20am oni reach home..
anyway nice meeting u guys ya,nex time come out partayyy again ^^
Yawn,tired to write,let's d pic do da talking again

Me n,i forget his name

Hehe,y my nose so red?

It's juz coke laaaa

Me ,simou n mun mun

HAng fok couple

Me n simou

Groupie pic

Specially to simou dear,

*from yesterday night,me n simou got da same feeling but wt can we do? we can only let it go n continue our lives n i hope we can forget this some1 ASAP! I know we need some time but dear time heals everything n i bliv tat u will meet ur mr some1 soon coz u really hav a super nice personality :)

pic pic time

2009-02-04T17:49:00.006+08:00

Juz upload some pic from my camera
Hahax,saw back all those secondary pic,so miss the momment
everyone change so much especially our little 38 carmen lol
went to bai lin at apple,pearlene,carmen,n of coz my own house
Aunty giv rm10 angpow tim
lol,nt suppose to say,but nvm laaaa
After bai lin went to hav lunch at sushi king,saw some lion dance..After tat all went back to my house n prepare for sec round at quattro
Haha,wt a sux night,wont go ther again zzz
Here n some pic tat we took on tat day

Can spot which one is me? IF can,got present take lol

Yoyoyo~~Alicia a.k.a lazy pig, clothes stealer and also panda. lol.But now this gal le...Is the wong hau and i'm the poor poor little tai kam lol. Im now dead in her hands and my occupation in life is to make her happy and dont ever be in a bad mood. Thats why now im in Australia taking Degree in PleasingRoyalty.

Forgetting u step by step...

hmmm

2009-02-02T16:42:00.003+08:00

Feel like missing someone suddenly..
Sigh,saw back all the comment tat he gave me,think deeply..
Feel tat i really miss him..
But ther's no point for me to miss him coz he choose his way n i choose mine
Now saw him feel so happy with his gf,i cant do anything..
I juz can let him go..
Why he can make me fall so deeply with him?
He is not handsome,mayb he's funny,saw back his comment n tat make me laugh
I even save it n plan to paste it later on.
Sigh,well i hav to accept my fate,mayb he's not the one for me
Tat's why grandma(lol,chan family know d),make him fall with other girl so tat i can find the one for me someday somewher
Silly me think so much think until granma ther zzz
After write it in here,feel alot better..
Yesterday cant sleep is because of him,other is bcoz of insomia again
I think i shud start taking sleeping pill to make me hav a good sleep in the night ^^

Whenever i saw back this pic,it make me laugh hehe,thanx for being ther for me :)

• Tsk Tsk maggie mee gal, u call that a testi??? Make me so happy for nothing only T.T Lets just skip the intros and concerntrate more on our maggie mee gal here ;P Well...The 1st thing is i have 1 word, Alicia, u r certified TOTAL CUTENESS!!!!! even though i nv see u in person(hope so i could when i get back) but from what i seen so far u really deserve the title. Then this gal le... Like to own noobs in dota. So whoever is new in dota pls DO NOT find her play.Or not u will end up having nightmare. lol. She's a nice person to talk to, friendly and also very bubbly. One of my best msn kaki ever!!! When tis gal here got pimple she will be very stress. lol so cute.I still remember that morning when i woke up and saw a message.And then this gal will be one of the Malaysia Book of Record holder cause she say she will cycle to my house to fetch me.So ppl pls check on Book of Record ya for her pic ;P Overall,a good gal to know and 100% no regrets!!! Happy that i get to know u Alicia.!Cheers!!

Well time to put an end to this non working relationship..
Will continue to dream hahax

Sorry Shan

2009-02-01T17:42:00.004+08:00

Feel sorry to some1 yesterday.
Now i know it's really hard to become an organizer,more hard when some1 din help u at all n let u plan all thing urself..
Feel super sux yesterday night,with my secondary skol mate behaviour,some fren n some suckie Uncle fren(well he's not my fren afterall,he is my fren's fren)
1st time heard a very lame excuse,empty stomach drink liquor will vomit?
Let me ask u,liquor will make u vomit or beer? For me i think is beer.
I think this uncle is very very kiansiap,rish hor? dont think so.
He is a uncle,sudah kahwin pulak tu,wan kau my fren.Tat mean wan my fren become misstres la,chi sin 1
Sigh,beside all da thing i wrote above,feel really sorry to yen shan
I am the one who invited her,make her feel bored n she feel so guilty coz one of her fren is first time go club.she feel tat her fren din quite enjoy n all those sudden plan change place to maison.
And i'm really feel so sorry bout da pic,i really din tot tat it will make u so piss off,n sorry for a sudden 'hilangkan diri' during da time u went to dancefloor.
Until now,i sleep,i wake up,when jenny come back n even now,i stil feel very guilty.
I feel tat somehow next time when we come out together,we cant hav fun like last time coz i feel a gap ald last night.
Feel sorry to everyone,i din plan it well n make u all feel super boring n sleepy.
Sigh,really sorry sorry n sorry
No matter how many thousand time i apologize,i think tat u all sure feel tat i'm not a good planner or a good kaki le.
I think nex time would be hardly to ask all of u come out..Sigh

I am old..

2009-01-30T21:10:00.003+08:00

Think that i am getting old nowdays..
During cny i am suppose to be excited but dono y i juz din hav last time feel d..
Not that excited like last time but stil feel abit happy coz during cho 1,i went out with my cousin.I mean with 'chan' surname la.
Miss when we're small we used to play together,but time pass by so quick n now all of us also grown up n not so close like last time.
Will appreciate every time go ut with u all,haha how silly r us when we play bowling,will keep it in my heart forever :)

Ok ok,let me tell my activities during cho 1
b4 cho 1 after rreunion dinner,pray pray n went to wai wai house for a drink(martell 30yrs) lol,jenny,cy n wai wai habis their face red coz they alwiz pick up da wrong card.While me pui n san san,our face Hua lala very white hehe.
Wake up at 11.30am,bath everything n went down to bai lin,after bai lin went to mid valley with all d cousin for movie,our movie start at 7pm n we ald reach ther around 2pm zzz,hav our lunch at Delicious if nt mistaken,after lunch went to play bowling,haha 4girl vs 4guys.Round 1 guy win n round 2 is girl win.hehehe,feel very happy ^^.After tat went to watch movie n after our movie we had dinner at pizza hut.
went back to home bath n zzzz

Cho 2
Went to play dota with wai n lun since ther's no plan n kinda lazy to go out,after dota went back home n prepare to go out with sis,jie fu n pui.At first think tat wil having dinner at ole ole bali,den we end up at Tenji,din tought tat will hav seat coz they say fully book till 7th feb wor.Skip skip,thumb up for their food,din try jogoya b4 so i dono how to compare with it but heard pui say their environment is almost same with jogoya,N of coz Tenji taste better den jogoya wo.
We eat eat eat n eat,walauyehhh,i donwan eat so much le,scare fat but need to eat also.Ald pay wt,after our dinner went for a drink at quattro.jie fu order Safe sex oin the beach,sis 1 i forget n i order Quattro Margarite..Ewww,taste so bad!!!
After a while,a waiter come to me with a full cup of quattro margarita n she told me tat d guy wan to treat me quattro margarita.OMG!! sis sayn hav to beri muka woh,so ask me to finish it!
Tat uncle very scary,he keep looking at our table until we leave..really really scary
haih,wear so simple also kena kacau..Ah cheh,say until like i'm very pretty gam yong XD

Cho 3,4,5
Malas mau write so many,let keep it simple
sho 3 went to time square with simou,grab myself 4pair of earring n a belt,after tat fetch simou go bac pack her thing,went to jenny place pick her up n went t quattro.
Lol juz da 3 of us,an unexpected thing happen in quattro tat stil make me wonder until now.Really feel so weird about it.after club went back home,watch sis depart from house to KLIA coz they will go to labuan for wedding dinner..left me alone :(
cho 4 n 5,whole day stay at home why? actually cho 5 plan to go jogoya with fren geh,den one by one ffk..Really zzz toward them..

My cny pass juz like tat..sien dou sei!

-END-

Happy go out with darling

2009-01-09T20:08:00.004+08:00

Went to time square with darling eve yesterday,acc her for a hair cut at our teacher saloon.
Really so long din meet up n chat with darling d,really miss her so much,hav to catch up wit her d XD
At first we hav lunch at sushi king,we hav to wait almost 10min for our Ocha! Deng! Den sushi pulak,i think i hungry to die d,hav to wait for almost 20min wtf,chi sin wan gahhh,no wonder ther's not so much ppl at ther!
After dinner,we went to find teacher saloon,which is located at 6th floor,if nt mistaken da saloon name is Frizzy,can consider go ther for a hair cut d,Guarentee u will PoKai wahahahaha
Darling cut her hair while i playing psp,so sleepy tat time coz da night b4 i sleep at 4am+ coz INSOMIA attack Duh~ really hate it,almost everyday i cant sleep early,force myself to sleep early also kenot.
Darling finish her hair cut n say tat this style is okok oni.
After tat we went to low yat see Lenjai! lol nola of coz,we went ther to buy something,i got myself a 4gb pendrive.
Haha,feel happy coz my old pendrive dono wher i put it d,now find back also cant T T.darling get herself a Mp3,reali cute n nice ^^
Walk around at ther,wish to see LG .darling wan to see Lg ice cream but it is nt nice while i wan to see which one jor a? i also forget d,the latest one gehh but too bad they din hav so hav to giv up.
Went back to time square den saw a cute guy,lol...I wont forget wt we did(of coz we din go n know tat guy la kayy)hahhaa,reali feel so excited n happy go out with darling..
Feel like wan to go out with darling again n 8 ha about her life,wana go bath now,date liao wai,jenny n pui go talipon..

Fat 9 die me lolx

Sigh

2009-01-07T19:50:00.004+08:00

Oh ya i cut my hair again,hahah reali look very childish but nvm,i will wait it to grow more longer,save money den do rebonding mayb :)

Omg,new year,new thing happen n this time i don't know how to handle tim.
Got 2 things happen to me,first is my fren,akhem how to say,he express his feeling toward me ytd n i dono he is bluffing or saying d true.Btw wont accept him coz i don like him,i treat him as my big bro and jenny them also wont bliv tat i will fall for him 1 XD

Da second thing is,justin call me,he told me tat M wana yumcha with me,he say tat she din angry me anymore n ask me for a drink.I reject him,told him tat i got date tomolo night coz ka mun birthday ma n i told him,if i really come out,wt i am goin to chat with her?if really fren back with her,i think wont be any outting with her,if really hav,i think is only yum cha session.Wont hav any clubbing session d.Been asking my fren opinion,n they say i can be fren with her back but juz a very normal fren,sighh,wt shud i do ne?

Lol,let's cut the crap,donwan to fan about all this thing d.
Yesterday ka mun,my secondary skol mate turn to 21,wish her happy belated birthday,she told me this yr i am da one who celebrate the most many time with her,
Aahaha,last yr n all those previous yr i din celebrate with her n seldomw ent out with her but now dono y i will sot jor d,5th of jan went to countdown with her at gilly cafe,intro some of my fren to her den she intro 1 of her fren to me.
I saw him,feel like wan to cut his hair,damn so 'fak wan'.After wish ka mun,fetch her go back n oioi chu den the nex day hav lunch with pearlene n ka mun again at sushi king,den walk around at leisure n went back home prepare for our nite outting which is dinner.
Ka mun intro her fren to me,her fren name is Daniel,he fetch us d,at first day will hav dinner at TGI friday,den last min change to Quattro,so hav our dinner at Summer restaurant,not bad their food,reasonable proce,ahaha,tq for treating us :),after tat went to autumm for our drink session,open vsop swt,den around 12 we left,tat daniel drink so much n he ask me to help him drive since ka mun din bring her license wtf!! His car is Manual summore,scare dou!!! but lucky stil can drive back home,thumbs up for me coz i ald 2yrs din drive manual d haha,well tired now will upload pic den cizo d,,

My new year resolution

2009-01-02T21:41:00.002+08:00

Happy new year to all of u :)
although now is 2nd of jan d hehehe,now only hav time to update coz like i say at my previous blog tat my streamyx connection is damn so slow..
My new year celebration is kinda zzz,
went to club at MOS but hav to queue damn so long,super hot n exp,so we decide to head over coco instead of MOS.
When we go out it is already almost 12am,so we stand at ther n countdown.After countdown only we went to coco,kinda fed up at first coz we hav to wait so long,n zzz to my secondary skol fren,dono wher da heck they go last min.
Make us like ermmm,kinda malu coz d liquior girl look at us so longgg
So after we purchase our bott n went in ther,not bad coz renovate d,more spacious but d ppl hmm,many uncle at da new space,bump into weng and another fren at ther,so both of me n jenny run here n run ther coz it's kinda boring sit at our table.
My secondary fren all went to dancefloor,haha their motive? i think u can guess it d.
Dance until half way,got 3girls like challenging us,like wt san n jenny feel la coz i din feel anything.Tat time,hahaha,jenny show her kung fu to them,well jenny is Dancing quees,salute her.Wish can dance like her.Wan to sign up for dancing class d XD ahh,also wont forget lovely san san,she also very great.Jenny is her sis,so wont feel suprise if she is good at dancing.
Ok,this is my new year celebration!!
Akhem,a new year means a new beginning for me,muz start to plan about my future,kenot alwiz so playful n spend money d.This new year,my new year resolution is

-Find a proper job,i mean not a freelance job as mommy say i need to start take care of myself
-Pay back all d debts tat i owe from family and fren
-Save more money go vacation..This yr would wish to go Bangkok n Taiwan
-Buy Notebook
-Learn manicure n pedicure
-Take english course
-Take mandarin course
-If success,will try to interview for MAS airlines XD
-Slim down my lower body,my thigh is super big
-make more new fren
-Hope can find the one,akhemm,bf la not husband kay
-Wan to learn how to dance,modern dance perhaps
-hav to sleep more early,sighhh
-buy sony ericson C720

I think tat's all,if can think of new one will write it in here..Tat's all,happy new year everyone~-

Tagged By eve darling

2009-01-02T21:20:00.003+08:00

Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave
them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.
Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Dear ________(the last person who left a comment on your blog/journal)

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think
I realized it___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___.
I'm sure you're ___6___enough to understand ___7___.
I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep___9___ as a memory.
You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

Fill in the blanks with choices of answers as below:

1. What's the color of your shirt?

Blue- Our romance is over
Red- Our affair is over
White- I'll join the monastery
Black- I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?

Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I've felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Hate your guts
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

Now, let's have a look at my Letter MEME shall we? :)

Dear eve darling,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but OUR ROMANCE IS OVER. I think
I realized it WHEN YOUR DOG RAN AMOK WITH GEORGE BUSH AND HIS WIFE and I saw you DRIVE OUT MY MUSTARD SOUFFLE.
I'm sure you're MIDLE-CLASS enough to understand THAT SANTA DOESNT EXIST.
I'm returning YOUR RING to you, but I'll keep YOUR GRADES FROM COLLEGE as a memory.
You should also know that I AM BETTER OFF WITHOUT TO RUIN THE SECOND WORLD WAR

IN PAIN
-alicia-

My trip to Singapore

2008-12-30T16:30:00.005+08:00

It’s been a while since I update anything in here bcoz of my stupid streamyx connection, really knn!! I see,I think for almost one month plus I din write anything,many thing happen such as goin to skybar during jenny birthday countdown with chrisal,jenny,biao ge n justin,after tat n jenny birthday we went to genting stay for 2day,due to it’s too fun at ther we extend one more night at ther,after genting trip,is my 5day fever! Gosh,first time sick until so long,5day n d fever wont go off! But it is past d,wont write anything about all d topic tat I mentin above lol
Stupid streamyx!! I really hate streamyx,until now stil cant online,u know wt? I hav to write all this stuff in Microsoft word Duh~~~ Think back of it really make me wan to call to da stupid streamyx n @%$#!&# them!! Really angry,I cant check my facebook,cant check my friendster,cant uplad any new pic,n cant chat with my fren! Really fed up
Okok,donwan waste too much time writing to much in here,later u all get boring coz wt I’m goin to write in here is kinda long,can publish novel tim haha XD
Went to Singapore during Christmas,it’s really happening with the crowd especially at orchard road,can see many thing,n can experience many thing! My comment toward Singapore is akhemmm,ther reali got a lot of G*Y lou lohhhh,10 guys,almost all of them I also see them wearing skinny leg jeans n akhem when they walk, it’s really ‘na pek’ XD
Environment not bad,it’s really clean at ther! Feel like wan to become a Singaporean tim,coz it’s really convenience when u wan to take MRT n bus,they got stop at every station n every station also got a mall..Gosh!! wher can compare with Malaysia le,Malaysia is totally zzzzz,ok,reach Singapore at Tuesday night pack our things n ready to take a good rest coz tomolo we’re goin to walk walk n walk

Day 1
Wake up around 8am something coz too cold d tat night coz got air cond plus outside is raining,keep rolling on the bed until everyone is awake,go to bath n prepare n we leave house around 11.30+,our first destination is Bugis,have our lunch at ther,we eat at MOS burger,nahh,don misunderstand with it hoh,is not d MOS club,this MOS burger is awesome,
Cashier also very friendly,is a aunty,she is very nice,sis forget to take her 60cents n this nice aunty went to our table n giv sis d money,Really good!!
MOS burger is really delicious n too bad KL don hav,if not I sure everyday go n eat until I become fat,walk a while at bugis junction n we take MRT to city hall,den to harbour city to take bus to Sentosa island,camwhore abit inside bus XD,we reach Sentosa around 1something,n the first thing we do is go buy ticket to watch the Pink Dolphin,OMG!!
They r so cuteeeee,n lucky for those ‘Ah John’ (mat salleh lo) coz can kiss them!! Sigh,if I got bring my swim wear I sure will volunteer myself to go d! After watch it,we take a walk,n we went to underwater world. although KL aquaria is much bigger but this one provide more information n some fish we cant see in KL,so thumbs up for underwater world.After tat we go n hav lunch again coz sis say she is hungry d haha,their food is not bad,cheap also if din convert to Malaysia ringgit haha,after our lunch we hav a walk at the beach cz we got nth to do n no wher to go,actually wana wait for the beach party to start but we’re too boring n it’s really early tat time,so jie fu suggest tat we went back to city,to orchard road countdown.
N we did we take bac bus to harbour city n we hav a walk at vivo city,it’s a mall,wow,really got so many cloth at ther!! But muz save money sin,kenot waste first if not how to survive d other 3days? Went to yumcha at starbucks n aftertat we take mrt to orchard road,wow,really got so many ppl at ther!
While waiting we went to a italy restaurant n we hav pizza n a couple of drinks, tq tq to jie fu for treating us! After countdown,we went bac by mrt coz jenny is waiting us at ther,so meet jenny n we walk bac to home,hmm,first day only feet already start to pain coz walk too much, den take a rest n night night

Day 2
Skip all d wake up thing coz malas d..
Day 2 we went to esplanade,hav lunch n walk around shopping ha,den we went to see Merlion,take a pic so tat can show everyone tat actually we got went to Singapore XD.den we take mrt went to orchard road,think tat can shopping geh mana tau orchard road full with ppl,got some Christmas deco at ther,reali getting emo abit coz all the ppl,not Singaporean la,is all those bangla,china ppl, n Indian ppl..
Keep stepping on my feet! Like my feet is welcome them come n step on me wtf,..
We cant walk coz reali too crowded so we went to food junction n hav our dinner at ther,after tat we walk around at orchard road,take some pic n even take pic with policeman wahahahaha,feel very scare lol n everyone is laughing at us XD,Day 2 we din buy much all walk much coz day 2 we din plan to go anywhere d..

Day 3
Wake up wake up,prepare prepare n we went to Bugis junction.,this time can shop coz last day spend time at city ma,we went to
Guess shop n sis gt her wallet ther n jie fu too,sigh,I love them but I stil thinking whether wan to buy it anot,so I din buy it at first,den we went out to BUgis street,n omg omg omg!!
Ther is like a shopping paradise to me,got many cloth n shoes!!
N it’s damn so cheap especially shoes,some shoes u cant find in KL d,well at ther,I buy myself tops,dress(tq jenny for giving it to me), shoes, earrings.Due to time is not enuf so cant walk at bugis street,since I left some money,so I make a decision,tat’s buy tat Guess bag!! Reali buy it,cant bliv myself,jenny also bought it,sigh,jenny is like a shopping queen! Lol,she reali buy a lot.. Pity for wai coz he din get anything tat day.So we went back home put our stuff n we go out take MRT to ang mo kio,we hav dinner at ther,it’s a HK restaurant.
Really hav a nice service thumbs up for them again!!
After tat we wait for bus,from ther we take bus to Safari night,feel kinda scare at first coz it’s raining but lucky when we arrive it’s stop d,we arrive around 9.10pm,we buy ticket n wait for d bus to drive us around this safari,the queue is damn so longgggg,really long,omg,wait until chi sin but worth to wait it la coz some area we cant walk d,so we wait for d bus n around 10 only is our turn to sit,they reali provide so much information,keep teasing at jenny with the beaver thing haha,get to see a cheetah,upclose timmm,
Malaysia zoo wher got gehhh,den get to walk at mangrove walk,which full with bat,haha,ther is nth scary about bat la weyy,jenny n sis get very scare lol,den we went to see flying squirrel,upclose also,saying they din spread their wing n fly,they keep on eat eat n eat!
Can see a lot of animal at ther n wt is interesting is d babi rusa lol,face reali look like a babi but body look like a rusa,thumbs up for night safari also.So around 11.30pm we left,we take taxi back to home n it cost us 25 dollar,whch mean we take almost rm55+ to go back home,reach tanah merah,jie fu suggest go yumcha so we went to hawker centre n yumcha den go back home n oioi chu,this is d last night we spend at singapore

Day 4
Wai wai n jenny wake up early to go shopping,I wana join d but bcoz of period pain,I cant join them so juz he n her went to shopping coz wai wai is d only one who din get to shop,meanwhile sis n jie fu went to visit jie fu relative..N I stay at home with jie fu aunty,lol,watch tv with her,their tv chanel juz like astro,got many movie n drama to watch,after around 2.30pm,wai wai n jenny come back,wai wai is reali happy coz he buy the thing he wanted d,sis them back at 3pm,wait for them to prepare n we leave aunty house d,really feel sad,coz Singapore is a very nice place.Den we stop buy at pasir putih mall if not mistaken to buy some souvenior,wahh,ther hoh,some chocolate kl din sell n ther got!! Like Cadbury, forget d flavour d,reali nice nice nice n nice!!
So we left ther around 4.30 n start our journey to go bac to KL,around 9.30 we reach melaka to hav our dinner,plan to hav Portugal meal at first but ther got some event n all shop close d sighhh,den we hav to eat at a non-tasty restaurant tim :(, en sfter tat we start our journey bac to kl again,this time everyone fall asleep n soon we wake up,we ald reach KL

Sigh,see back KL environment,reali got a lot of rubbish near d road,kinda miss Singapore though,if really got an opportunity to work at sg I sure will accept it haha but my mom let only say le haha,I will come again SINGAPORE! Wait me!!!!
Oh yeah,new year is juz around the corner,wher u guys heading? N I wana wish u all hav a pleasant n a happy happy new year,,soon goin to write my new year resolution,hav to think think sin

eyelash extension

2008-11-18T16:18:00.006+08:00

I did an extension to my eye lash,hahahha,.dono wt happen to me,mayb sot plag jor kua.hehe,summore is FOC wor,kwan do it for free coz it is my birthday ma although pass jor la.Look not bad,after done it,feel tat my eye so heavy n tired!! Promise Kwan J to help her promote promote her business la.Don worry i will geh,intro many many customer to u ^^

Play wit chai chai yesterday,n he is very very playful,hardly to take pic with him coz he alwiz run here n run ther,isk,while waitting for wai wai to come n wait mai ah Pui j to go to Ikea,after wai wai come n fetch us,we went to ikea,try their meat ball coz wai wai say taste very good,so i did try it n it taste reali good.Pui J order herself a wt wt chicken n its taste not so good,meatball taste better.After tat we went to see furniture,take pic n ever......RECORD VIDEO wtf hahahahaha,really funny,we r like sakai at ther,many ppl look at us play this n play tat lol,really very funny.Around 6 we left n reach wai home around 7,hav dinner n plan to watch madagascar but wai say he is not free so din go n watch d,stay at his room play dota n after tat feel kinda not well,whole body feel very cold it's a sigh tat i'm goin to get SICK,wtf..After tat reach home,sit at living room watch 13ghost with pui n bro.Watch until halfway cant tahan d coz reali feel not well,so go back to my room n eat panadol.Sleep untill enuf enuf,lucky din hav fever d juz tat got sorethroat.Later go to bath n mayb will go watch madagascar with pui n wai..

This fri ,sat n sun will work again,in order to save money,owe ppl alot of money XD,nola,actually wan to save money go sg n buy some stuff lo.hehe,here r some video tat we record at ikea lmao

Feel free to contact me if u hav interest to do eyelash extension XD

While waitting for wai wai,play with chai chai a while

Pui J camwhore behind ther

nice decoration

LOL...laugh die me lohhhh

Christmas coming lohhh

Suck a poser omg

Hahahahaha,i love this video so much!!!

For this one..Pui ask n answer d ques herself!! wtf

Happy birthday to me?

2008-11-16T14:30:00.002+08:00

So my birthday is pass n happy 20th birthday to me,birthday also hav to work n i was super tired on tat day,imagine i'm wearing heels n front of ther is pointd.I wearing this shoes n stand for 10hours,i cant sit n also din drink enuf water,wt i do is make up make up n explain thing to customer.can u imagine? i bet no1 can really unerstand how i feel,they dono how tired am.I hav a very happy birthday celebrate at TGI friday on 13th nov night,i am very happy coz u all sing me a birthday song n i did enjoy very much tat night.On 14th nov,work for morning shif den at night go to Quattro celebrate birthday,feel kinda piss off,coz some ffk,some last min ffk,some late,some zzzz,i don wish to talk about these some ppl anymore.Mayb due of lack of sleep i am very angry n mood swinging too,i juz sit at ther n did nth.Happy to receive cake from sis n andrew,muacksss,n i love d flower too ^^,Love d present tat mun mun giv me,tq tq ^^
Tat night,i am really very angry,dono y this is d first time i felt a litt bit unhappy for my birthday celebration,something had happen n i wont write it in here.Some1 had make me felt very unhappy n she tot i mad at her bcoz of **************,actuali it is not,i mad at her is noit bcoz of tat is bcoz of other reason.

Birthday celebration?
wt is tat?
I really dono,feel like donwan to celebrate my birthday d nex year,mant thing happen n i don like it.Next time juz keep quiet is better d.
Feel like i am changing...Is me changing or other ppl? i juz dono..Mayb i am d one who is changing d...Sigh
i am changing
i am changing
i am changing
I am really chnaging WTF

Tq for ABCEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ wish,i am very happy to receive all d msg from u

Tq for another ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ u make my day by ffk me,last min ffk,summore tell me many shyt thing!I hate this kind of ppl wtf!

Tq for sis n andrew for buying me d cake..Muacks

Birthday is around d corner~

2008-11-12T19:13:00.002+08:00

Birthday coming le but dont know y i din hav d birthday feel.
Feel like wan to cancel my dinner n club with all frens,haha,wai ask don cancel wo coz he so long din eat at TGI friday d,About club i also dono,seem like not so many ppl goin n heard kyeth say dat place very hot wo.Sigh,really dono,summore hav to work tat day,Sat work for full day tim sigh!!! Really hate MAC,they need us to wear satin dress,cant wear d same dress everyday,muz diff kind of dress!!really swt!! I borrow some from jenny but it's not satin material,ask doris whether can wear something tat look like satin,she don giv!! muz satin!!haih
Really cant find any dresses,yesterday went to training,after tat i wear heels n walk at mid valley for a while den take KTM to KL sentral pass something to jared n went back to Mid valley coz i park my car at ther..After tat went to Sg wang with jenny hopefully can buy dou some cheap satin dress,mana tau...All also exp!!! Really out of my budget,still wearing tat heels walk around,i really cant stand it,until now my toe is still pain :(
Sigh,tomolo work ne,hopefully doris wont scold me ne :(
N hope i will got my birthday feel soon~
Here r some pic of sis birthday tat day n outting at sg wang with jenny

happy birthday sis Muacksss

2008-11-05T20:36:00.003+08:00

Today is my beloved sis birthday,who is my sis?

Evelyne lo!! My tai si fat,wu ying,cute,38,emo,cute,lenlui sis,wish u happy happy birthday at first,Think tat now u sure having ur candle light dinnr with jie fu.Awww,so admire u,dono when is my turn to hav a candlelight dinner with my beloved one.I trust it will come one day hehe

Juz now went out with wai dota a while n buy cake for sis,actuali wan to bake one for her,but we din hav enuf equipment,so we juz plan to bought 1 for her,i bought it d n i choose Marble Cheese to her,she dono tat i will bought for her,wana see her suprise face when she come back! this yr no present o sis,sorry ya,not yet work a,muz wait until work jor,save enuf money den only can buy for u ^^

At here,me alicia chan yuen lei wana wish evelyne chan yuen yee hav a lovely lovely birthday!!MAy all ur wish come true ya!!

This msg is for Mr ******

U make me fall for you abit,but in the end u let me see d true colour of u

I am truely dissapointed in u

Wt do u mean by dear?

Nice toward me,after some few hour u treat me like a stranger

Really dono wt happen to u

I know i am ugly n fat,

And

i dun wish to know this kind of ppl anymore

When will i be able to find my mr right?

I am a failure :(

WTF..sick again..

2008-11-03T16:33:00.011+08:00

Sick again but not so serious this time,Only flu n sore throat.Stil
can laugh,talk n have fun but this time i know y i sick coz since thurs until
Sun i barely have enuf sleep,Thurs sleep at 4am,Fri is 3+ am,n Sat also 3+
am,After tat wake up at 9am or 10am,prepare to go to work.Let me explain y i sleep so late haha.Thursday night is wai wai birthday,went t scarlet to celebrate
birthday with him.Talk back tat day,got abit dulan.Reason is,some ppl coming
late,some ppl lost to nowwher,some ppl ffk,and some ppl cant make
decision.Really sorry to jenny coz she become my sand bag again,y become sand
bag? coz i fak pei hei toward her lo,ngam her lo,say her lo n bla bla bla.After
ken them arrive scarlet,i suggest to wai to change place,coz scarlet really
zzzz,too little ppl!! so we suggest change to coco better den Barc,from 12am we
from 1U rush to coco n open 2bott of martell.don quite enjoy n din drink so much
coz stomach feeling not well,juz camwhore at ther,saw some Negro dancing,really
laugh die me,Coco wt kind of ppl also got.ETC: tomboy,lesbian,Negro,Uncle,Small
kids,Gay,indian,malay..Hav to blacklist coco d.Party till around 3am,den send
jenny back den wai send me back,bath this n tat,around 4am sleep n wake up at
10am

Friday morning,feel like donwan to wake up coz really tired but also
need to go to work,so prepare everything n went out from home around
10.45am,lucky din late hahaha,start to feel sleepy around 11am,really very
sleepy but hav to tahan also coz work ma.Went to eat lunch with light at Mong
kok but wt i eat all also vomit back,dono y,juz feel tat my stomach really feel
not so well,den around 5pm,wai find me n say baskin Robin got discount,me n him go ther n order while waitting for jenny.when jenny arrive,three of us chat a
while,n we say,Hallowen night wo,feel kinda weird if din hav plan tonight,so we
plan to go yum cha or club but muz go back home early if not wai mon goin to
kill him,so i go back prepare everything,stil can tahan,energy stil got
50%.After tat we went to coco,coz we stil got 1bttle ma,go in,wow,really very
happenig,many ghostt,hahah,all d waiter dress up n make up like a ghost,if i
know,i also make up myself become like one of them.So enjoy till 1.45am,time to
go back,again fetch jenny go back den fetch me.Also sleep aroun
3am
Sat..wow,this time i wake up damn so tired,this time really feel
like donwan go back home but like i say,need to work! reach work place at
11,really KO this time,my eye cant open,feel very tired.Den wai sms me say
dinner together coz his mom no cook tonight,after wai call me is jenny,say hav
dinner together,so they suggest go pizza hut,while i juz follow.After work went
back to home prepare everything n wai come n fetch me,After tat jenny told me
tat niki will tag along.Den she follow us eat at pizza le,sui lui bao a,she thin
jor! while having dinner,jenny say wan to watch movie later? they donwan so
early go back wo,tat time is 11pm.so we go to mid valley n see got wt movie to
watch.Isk,i wear like a aunty,i wear t shirt,short pants n slippars,shit..No
make up summore,face pale like hell due to lack of sleep last few days.Dono wt
big day is tat day,so many ppl at mid valley,so we quue n see got wt movie,n i
told jenny probably we cant watch coz now is ald 11.30,all d movie also around
11.45 n 12am,not enuf time to buy ticket d.so we chage plan,jenny suggest go
drink beer at bar or wt.i told her i wear like tat go this kind of place mer,den
she suggest sing k i say cant coz i hav to wake up early tomolo,if can i wish
can go back home early,den she suggest go langat hill.Oklo,i say can lo if at
langat,wai din follow us,he went back to home.den when we arrive near yen li
house,she say wah,this road like goin back to her home.Den i suggest,y we don
drink at jenny house? if drink at langat,will b kinda dangerous,so late d,later
kena rompak how,so three of us went to yen li house n drink.I wana go back home
d at first but hear yen li said tat niki is sad,something had happen,so i stay n
relax at yen li house le.We chat many thing,time pass so soon n it is 2.30am!!!
shitttttt,told her i need to go back home coz i very tired,so yen li fetch me go
back home n arrive at 3am,another 3am swt!! Haih,reali not enuf sleep,reali
shit! hate it!
Sun morning,become numd but tired also,Alexis saw me,she say
wAlaoyehhh wt happen to my eye? swollen d n i cant open my eye big big,haih,i
say to her bot enuf sleep.Den wait time pass n go back to home,ald feel sick
sick dei d coz sneezing non stop.Den wulala today wake up really sick d
hahaha,tat's d way i get sick hahahaHere r some pic tat i take during wai wai birthday,Happy belated
birthday Neko,wai wai,kaorusan

Group pic

Kah bou n lun!! perfect couple wahahahaha!!!!

My turn lol

My cousin laaa,happy birthday muacks!

Lun n wai

Kah bou n wai

Me n san san

Play Around

Me n Danny n Jenny

Me n San san

Me,Kaoru n San san

Lun n me

Dono wt happen to me lol

The Negro,Saw her also SWT!! d way she dance

Ken,Kaoru,Me,Jenny,Lun n Kah Bou

Cam whoring inside At the curve toilet

Mun Mun n me,din see her for ages!!

Training day at MAC

2008-10-29T17:46:00.004+08:00

Went to training at MAC office yesterday,hav to wake up at 8am coz 9.30am hav to arrive,mo ha mo ha,it is ald 9am,rush dou me a..Lucky i can make it,sit beside Ian,Ian is my senior,a very nice,lovely n funny girl.After Doris(my interviewer) come in,n she intro us to a lady,tat lady i forget her name d,she is our trainershe will train us about product n d latest collection make up of MAC,sit at ther,started to feel very sleepy,really very sleepy isk,my senior tak tahan dou go drink coffee,knew some gals from ther,they will be working with us,some r pretty,some r nice,some very lan c..Wt type of girl also hav,lucky i got my senior if not i dono wt to do.Sure will boring n lonely sighhh,i hate LONELY!!
Back to my training date,around 12.30 is our break,went to eat at kim gary with ian,bump dou some girls at ther n share table with them ^^,they quite funny n nice also but they speak mandarin,really hard to catch up with them coz they talk so fast,like a machine gun,summore kim gary very noisy.See them laugh i also follow to laugh hahaha,after our break,went back to office n training.My trainer demo d new make up from MAC,a girl volunteer herself.She juz sit beside me,kinda Lc d,Lol so i din chat much with her.
The make up,hmmm,for my personal suggestion,i think she look like a vampire,Her foundation,concealer is very FAIR! summore blusher not enuf,n her lipstick colour too red.She say follow 40's make up,tat's marilyn monroe tat yr,i din think her make up look like marilyn monroe,it's juz like a day make up.When she apply liner,i saw her eye immediately look droopy n one of d gal say she look like a vampire.Well,this is their new collection,not dare to say much.after tat we need to remove make up n use their product create this make up on our own face.Not bad their product,thumbs up for cleansing oil,lipstick n gloss also not bad,all product also not bad d.My book full with note n price list,hav to remember it so when i help customer to make up,hav to explain wt product i use..Sien la,n n n,this 1 i really feel so ma,they need us to wear dresses like 40's,with big bangle(ruby summore),big necklace,earing,Heels(1inch),n need us to set our hair too WTF!! My salary also cant cover all this thing la,soonly got one way,borrow dress or top or bottom or wteva from fren or family.
THINK back also sien,hav 2week to find all this kind of cloth..shit shit shit!!!
Around 6pm,finish my training day,went back home n wait yen lee come discus with her abouT wai birthday,haih,really cant think of which club to go but finally we made our decision today n i wan to go to Quattro on my birthday! yesterday went ther to check about d price,very quiet at ther but waiter said thurs,fri n sat night many ppl.Dono wan to believe it anot sigh
Sigh,chat with jenny n chrisal,jenny said i stil cant forget one person,she say i'm very happy when talk about him.Yea,i feel kinda happy coz when i say about him,i think back those old day with him but history is a history.I can only kept it as my memory,cant rewind it back d haha,so i wont be with him geh,only can remain fren.
Here r some pic,during training day..Can see my make up,really ugly lol

And da make up..TAda.,,Red lipstick zzz

Trainer doin demo

Da place,office

My handwritting,ugly like hell!

Wala,juz arrive home n wan to sleep le

Talipon with winnie n Kee

2008-10-27T14:17:00.000+08:00

Dear lost her phone again,swt!!how u lost it!! y so careless d,next time bring along a small bag with u la n don luen luen put ur hp la.Tat is brand new d a,only 2mth+ yrs old,heard of it also very sam thong lehhh,when free,come to my house n collect phone la,will borrow it to u untill u bought a new one.
Yesterday when work,winnie come n find me hav lunch at leisure,reali tq muacks muacks for acc me haha,after tat she went back n i continue my work,aroun 7pm start to hungry d but i choose to tahan coz later will eat at talipon with winnie n kee hehehe,soon sharp 9pm,i straight away Fly to fetch winnie at her house,reali hungry till wan to pengsan.Say diet konon but stil go eat talipon,nvm la,once in a blue moon ma,we cant wait for kee d coz very hungry so we eat first,after tat kee arrive n he park at POLIS place lol,but nvm la,deepavali eve ma,police wont saman him geh.
Crazy with both of them yesterday,kee keep calling ah winnie a,reali laugh die me listen to his voice,after tat i feel very full d n winnie keep eating n she tell me,wah,now u eat ice cream so fast la,n i ans her,i finish my main course d n now start to eat dessert,u..still a starter course!! hahahahaha,they keep laughing,after tat,she take seaweed again,n i say,now ony u eat main course d lol,we finish d watermelon n she scold us say din keep for her.i told her,don worry u stil hav one plate of dessert tat havent eat( i pointing to d plate of 'Mango' jeruk') lol,summore in d end of our day,she still wan to tapao 'kat chai suen mui'(drinks lei geh),she wan to share drink with her mommy wo
hahahaha,den we went back home n i play digimon(rpg game),lol,play untill i wan to naik berang la ni!! really hard,summore clueless,dono how to play kakaka
Around 2am went to oi oi chu n plan to wake up late late today!! Start to dream of something again,I dream of W,weird but true,i cant really remember this dream d but for sure i saw him in my dream,After tat i woke up,i wish to continue this dream,dono y,i feel like wan to continue d,wan to know wt happen next,den i wake up go toilet n cont sleep back,reali dream of him again.haha,weird huh,can dream back tim.I forget all thing about him d,reali forget,forget his height,d way he hug,d way he talk,n d way he sms.After i wake up,i foward a msg for him,like a take care msg for him,he din reply yet,guess he is sleeping rite now.I wana call him go to my birthdy party! die also wan to call him lol,kiddin nia :P
And about one fella,like wt jenny tell me,i wan to becarefull with him,sweettalk no use,did u take action? no! I really dono izit u can really become my fren? or u become my fren coz u wan to take benefit from me? i think is other reason y u wan to get near me,i think i know d reason d n i wont care d,like i say in all my previous blog,i wont care how all those ppl think of i am a hau po,d most importantly is my family n fren wont think of me like this kind of person.Repeat again:coz i am not n they know me well! hehe,so talk wteva u wan la XXXXXX to XXXX,u cant bully me d,i wont scare u anymore BLERK!

Working

2008-10-25T22:13:00.002+08:00

Really sien ahh,hav to work these few days...
I mean really really sien,sien dou no word best describe me,trying to find customer to explain tat new MNP thingy but all those customer runaway!! Wtf,den how am i goin to find customer? giv them flyers they also donwan to take,i giv 10ppl,10ppl also donwan!! isk isk iskkk,den i continue to stand,not dare to sit at first day,mana tau Latest Communication supervisor(place wher i work),she ask me to sit lol,she say,at here is really hard to find customer coz all d pp who passby is Small kid haha,coz our shop near arcade centre.
While standing wait time pass,saw all those siu didi,make me think back when i am their age,lol,really funny,their cloth,lala douuu,den when passby lenjai siu didi,all those girl like acting more wild to grab their attention..LMAO!!After tat chat with vinny(supervisor),Alexis(promoter) she more quiet and other guy i think his name is kok hoe,tat 1 i din chat with him at all coz he very quiet haha n blur..
Haih sien la,from tomolo onwards i hav to wear tat stupid hat,really feel kinda regret y wan to accept this job,i hate uniform!! uniform cantik konon,Cantik ur head! T-shirt big like hell!! Tat hat,more speechlessssssss!! haih,i say i live at cheras,giv me work at tesco midah la,i ask u cheras stil got which mall n u oni say leisure,during briefing tat time,only i saw ur list got tesco midah! This 1 i really mad gao gao,tesco so near my house,close my eye i also can arrive anytime,now u wan me drive all d way from midah to leisure,n waste my parking fee $$$,u know tesco no need pay for parking gah!!!! Really think back aso wan to diu u gao gao!!!
Who is this person,if u manage to read this blog den i think u know who u r! i'm not so bad goin to write his name in here geh
Donwan talk about him le,later i muntah darah!
Now i wan to save money buy C902,really really very nice le,like it so much..with function cyber shot,5mp leh,very tall like me n slim(not me,i am not slim,only tall),i wan to buy it! mayb buy from my fren,coz he say he giv me dealer price,dono how much is dealer price n dono when can i buy it hmmmm,wan to find more part time n work d!! earn money earn money now!!!

Suckie Suckie Line!!

2008-10-22T15:59:00.002+08:00

Started to hate streamyx very much now.alwiz dc dc n dc..Wt d problem this time? line basah? Today weather is very sunny,n how can it alwiz dc ler? Think back also make me wan to call n scold them,it is nt d first time,last week untill now also d same,alwiz dc..DNS problem,key port problem WTF.If i got money i sure will change my line,donwan use this stupid streamyx again!!

Talk back bout yesterday,went back to skol for replacement class,while walkin to skol,meet a grandma,she stop me n ask izit i'm chinese,so i ans her n say yes,tertiba pulak,she say,miss can u giv me rm10 go take taxi go back to cheras Old Folks home,i lost my way with my fren n i cant find them,so me at tat time,lol,reali giv her rm10 n help her call taxi tim!!! Am i stupid? Know tat probably she is cheating on me but i believe in her n giv her money.Hope tat she wont bluff me la! After arrive at skol,saw adrling,hehe,chat with her while afternoon class practising on their 30's make up,ask how is darling..Hehe,really miss chattin with her but she need to leave coz wan to send her fren go back home,all the best to ur exam this coming fri ya darling!! U sure can pass this time! Don worry n don scare!

Tomolo goin to meet jared at kl sentral,he say got briefing for our work this fri,haih,will b working this fri,sat n sun,nex week also,nex nex week also n nex nex nex week also haihhh,will work for 9 days every fri sat n sun,work for wt digi thing,,After work,den start my MAC job at KLCC,sigh,cant celebrate my birthday d :( coz hav to work tat day haihhh,chamm,iw ana celebrate my birthday a!! I wan cake! i wan present a!! Will scare work with MAC,scare will fail.This time is not becoming a promoter wo,is become a make up artist n help ppl make up,scare will make tat person ugly :(.Summore i hear chloe say,hav to stand for 14hours!! ahit reali goin to die this time n she say they pay rm140,hmm,rm140 for 14hours,izit real? But by right,is not work max for 10hours jek meh? really got 14hours? sigh,if hard also muz work,wan earn money go SG celebrate christmas!i wan to go!! I sure wan to go!! Donwan waste my passport..

Then then,also wan to plan a trip with lao dao them,go t Muar den melaka,actuali Muar is my hometown lei geh but sometimes go back also ok geh coz can eat otak otak n seafood!plan to make a bbq or steamboat at ther but too bad,now cant find ppl go,confirm on is juz me,jenny n lao dau..Wan find more pp go go go!! Den Kaoru birthday coming le,His birthday is one day before hallowen d,so can celebrate his birthday n also hallowen.Kaoru cant celebrate this yr coz his grandpa juz pass away not so long,so this yr no cake for him neee but got club for u la only cant wish u jek maH..Wan to quit club d,donwan club so much,feel so sien d but everyday stay at home also feel sien! Shit,wt i wan? i reali dono wt i wan,go out sien,stay at home also sien.Really,almost everyday i stay at home n watch tv with mommy haha,n sometimes giv her 'ngam' me coz i alwiz ask her silly thing.After tat practice my fake hair,tie some bun,some flower coz i really got nth to do.Geng hor,can boring untill like tat.Hehe,also start my Diet programme again,this time is for real lol,coz i din eat supper for almost 1week d hahaha geng ler,cheh,1week oni jek ma,also nt one month.Hopefully can reduce some weight when my birthday arrive hehe
Lik started to dc again,reali sien d..guess i faster save this blog,off my com n off to exercise hehe

Arghhh,com rosak zzz

2008-10-15T22:56:00.003+08:00

Hav many thing to write in here..Many many thing,from my exam till club,from club till interview,from interview till my commm rosak..Really Zzzz,but d lucky thing is i pass my final exam but also sad for darling coz she fail her exam.Feel not so happy coz i din expect her to fail,i was expecting some1 else to fail! It's alright darling,this time u cant do it,next time u sure can do it! N after ur exam,we r goin to MOS,on thurs night summore..This time i wan to see u shake ur ass hahaha
So after our exam,me n darling went to Kim gary n hav our dinner,got take some pic of coz,but due to all my pic in my com,i cant upload it,muz wait it finish repair oni can upload it.After dinner,darling went to my house n prepare den went to Kyeth birthday party at Mardigrass,we suppose to reach at 10pm but but but we turn at d wrong corner n tat make us lost! we lost for almost 45min n when we arrive mardigrass,it ald 11pm,din enjoy so much coz darling is really very moody,she is stil upset for her exam..Sigh,see her like tat i also got no mood d.So after tat jenny suggest we find sis at santuary,but we cant go coz got no car n no cab.Finally darling say,nvm la i fetch u go the curve ther le den i go back to mardigrass,really feel happy coz darling fetch us to ther,den she told kyeth tat she's goin back to home.Din go back to mardigrass d,after she drop us off at santuary,i ask her nt to think so much,if reali feel sad,write it into ur blog.At least will feel better.
After our club at santuary,d nex day we went to scarlet with biao ge them,y go ther?coz biao ge birthday maa!! quite enjoy at ther but too pack d! Song is nice,for those who like R@B u shud go try scarlet..Got pretty drunk tat night after i drink 'graveyard'.lol,it really taste very bad!! so drunk jor,begin to take so much pic,take lun them..N this is d first time i saw lun dancing hahaha,pretty cool lol..N kah bou also success kau dou a akhem matured girl,while jing shen,he is also pretty awesome coz he dance with 2girls haha,realli geng!! Tat night,one word NICE!!
Sun morning wake up,online awhile n den watch D Gray Man,hehehe,addicted to this anime..Watch about 4episode den turn off sis notebook coz start to rain,so i juz sit at living room n wait for d rain to stop.Sigh,after rain stop i go n open com n i cant open it!! WtF!! so i very panic,dono wt to do,in my mind thinking,shud i tell mom about it?if i tell,i sure kena diu gao gao.So finally i also tell them,i tell my mom like tat

Me: Mommy n sis,i got something to tell u later

MOM n SIS: tell wt? doin tell me u rosakkan sis notebook

Me:Nola,later when u go downstairs i will tell u

Sis:y need to tell at downstairs?

Me:coz got jie fu ma (hahaha,i tell like tat,so my mom wont scold me fiercely ma hahah)

Mom,sis n jie fu sit at ther n i told them tat pc broke down d n wt i expected mom really got scold but tq to jie fu,he explain to my mom n she cool down n ask wt d price to fix this com? n jie fu explain explain n explain den mom nth d.LOL,pretty lucky tat time haha...

Com rosak,cant do anything,juz sit at home doin nth n prepare for my interview at MAC d next day,find pui J to become my model,n i draw light smoky to her,i am very geng in smokey geh bt pui saw it she say so weird haihhh,dono how to yan seung my work.after interview,she say will sms to me whether i success anot,den we head to zanmai for our lunch n fetch pui to settle up her insurance thingy at shamelin ther.Reach home n take a nap,when woke up tat time is ald start to rain with sun..saw d first rainbow n after 15min,i saw d sec rainbow appear nex to d first rainbow.Wow,how lucky am i,den i receive sms from MAC saying Congratulation,u hav been selected to work for this event bla bla n training date at when.Now hav to find more part time n work,wish to save money go sg n paying all my debt to XXX XXX XXX XXX hahaha,many name lol,from mon till now wt i do is alwiz eat n sleep,lol,life is pretty meaningless to me without com haihhhhh,wish my com will come back soon!!

QnA

2008-10-10T11:44:00.002+08:00

Tagged by eve

Tag A1.
1.Who tagged you?-Eve darling
2.What's the relationship between you and he/she?-She's my darling hehe
3. What do you think about he/she?-She is cute cute cute n cute!!
4. What kinda soul mate she/he needs (mentally and physically)?-.....no comment
5. What kinda person you think he/she will ended up with (mentally and physically-no comment
6. What kinda person she likes?-LOL,tall,rich,handsome XD

Tag Myself
[01] Real name: Chan Yuen Lei
[02] Nickname: Alicia
[03] Married: single la isk
04] Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
[05] Gender: FeMale
[06] Age: 20
[07] High school: SMKC
[08] College: college?No coll,academy got la
[09] Height: 170cms
[10] Weight: lol 200 pound beauty
11] Do you like yourself: A big NONO
[12] Piercings: Yea
13] Right or left: Right n left also got
[14] Are you a freak: no..
.[15] Hair: Dark brown
16] Skin: Nt fair nt black
17] Allergic: Yea
18] What are you doing now: Answer all these coz darling tag me
19] What will you do 1 hour later:bath den fetch maxine
20] What will you do 10 years later: I am fortune teller mer
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: yea
[22] Siblings(included you): sis,bro
[23] Eldest:Sis aka eve
[24] Youngest: Me lo
25] Love/hate your family: love
[26] You found your another half: Nop,not yet haha
27] If yes, who is he/she: Also say not yet lok
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: ...suddenly ask this kind of ques pulak
29] Time(s) you in relationship:swt
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Nop
31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): I wish i had haha
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Isk,also say n other half lok
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done:Apa benda ini!
34] Ever argue with your other half:No half lok how to argue
35] You with your other half since: no comment
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Straight la of coz
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Omg,don feel like answering it jor
[38] You and your other half in which stage:no comment
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: hahaha
[40] Ever think of marry he/she:swt!!
[41] Your first best friend:um um,i forget d,since tadika
[42] Your first enemy:*** *** li lol
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): many
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): now got one start with M
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Many ler
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: handsome?few of them oni
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Two face ppl! haupo!~!
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most:He think hisself as a very handsome guy
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: nope
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: nOpe
[51] If your friend backstabbing you:den i go n slap 9 her..kiddin oni la haha
[52] If your friend betray you: Giver her eat shit[
53] If your friend woo your lover:They sure wont hav a happy ending
[54] If your friend fall in love with you:wow...dono wt to do
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Y ask mai this kind of idiotic ques?
[56] Are you a good student: nope...
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: not really...
.[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: no 1 act..
[59] Always late to school/college: sometimes..
[60] Your class: which class u mean?
[61] You love your seniors: Yea i love them hehe
[62] Seniors who you love the most: Jessie
[63] Your classmates good/bad: bOth
[64] Excellent result classmate: I think is irene!
[65] Laziest classmate: me myself hehe
[66] Smart people: many loh...
[67] Stupid people: omg.
[68] Good looking people:no comment
[69] Ugly people:many haha,ask me den i ans u
[70] Funny people: erm no!
[71] Cute people: Many,darling is cute lol
[72] Bad people: got
[73] Honest people: No one
[74] Acting people :Tak tau la...
[75] You are what kind of people: How i know
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: botH
[78] Shorter or taller: taLler
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaNeouS
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms:Stomach!!!
[81] Listener or Talker: liStenEr n talker!
[82] Romantic or rich: botH i think....
[83] Good husband or good father: hUh??i'LL chooSe botH of them!THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 25++
[85] Numbers of kid(s): lol,juz let it be=)
[86] Career: tak tau...
[87] Salary: as hiGh as poSsible
[88] Retirement age: B4 40
[89] Properties value: .....no answeR!!
[90] Wishes: many..

Exam coming again zzz

2008-10-06T20:14:00.002+08:00

Sigh...exam coming again,but dono y i din hav tat kind of nervous feel anymore.Mayb it is because last time hair n bridal make up,i ald scare enuf.Now say nt scare bt by tat day arrive,i sure scare until no word best describe me.This will be my final exam for pro beauty,after tat i am graduate,sigh,i cant meet darling them anymore :(,cant chat with them n play with them,only can sms n chat in msn.
Just message Maxine ask her to become my model,n lucky,she say no need to work this thurs n fri so she can become my model.Happy Happy!! I no need scare din hav model,coz she also quite lenlui,easy to make up,no need me to correct here n correct ther.Oh ya,this time my exam is nt bridal day or creative evening.This time is 100% full corrective make up n bump up.Have to Correct model whole face,reali alamak alamak n alamak!! If nose big,hav to make it small,if lips big hav to correct it make it small..Really think back also omg omg omg n omg!!
Wt excited is afterour exam day is,we're goin to kyeth birthday bash,at Mardigrass,will be very enjoy if pass my exam,if i'm fail,sure nt goin to enjoy it,sure sit at ther muka like 'bao jin tien'.So wish me good good luck ya! After kyeth birthday,goin to go Biao ge birthday party at Scarlet pulak,hmm,this one need to think about it coz scarlet is for 21+,summore dono happening anot.Hope will enjoy it,after holiday,hav to go look for a job.

Been chatting with him last few day,Kinda happy coz he offer to fetch me to some place,really appreciate it bt i still scare,scare u will think of me like tat kind of person,i dono u know this accident anot? Base on ur character,i think you know d juz tat u remain quiet n donwan to ask me about it.I scare to meet u,i really scare u will see me like tat kind of person,i reali scare..
Haih,donwan to think back all those sad thing,now shud concerntrate on my studi n n n really happy tat this wed go shopping with darling!! Goin to buy new cloth yeah yeah!!

Appreciate u all

2008-09-30T19:24:00.005+08:00

Me alicia,at here wan to say thank you for d ppl who is believing in me,n also thanx for taking care of me.Tq sis,simou n jenny coz alwiz protect me,I had learn myself a lesson since last week accident.I shall appreciate my fren more n never take them for granted,I shud learn how to see n judge ppl next time.

Reali tq simou for defending me coz only you know i din do anything wrong,i din do anything wrong n y shall i be affraid?she try to break us apart,nt tat easy!

Now i know i already become a very bad person in her circle of fren,i know it,i know her attitude well n i know she wont let me go easily.

She sure say someting bad about me in front of many ppl.i don scare,juz let her talk whateva she like to talk.the most importantly is my fren believe in me,others i wont care!

Lt's put an end to this chapter of my life,wont say n talk about her anymore.I shud start to enjoy my life hehe..

Last fri,after tat incident,reali tq u all for taking care of me n make me happy.Tq wai for belanja me eat Mcd n tq wai n jenny for belanja me ice skating although i donwan to skate.But u two berjaya to paksa me lol,take some pic,saw some1 who look like ryan(wai wai) fren,trying to 'ban yeng' in front of me n wt is interesting is i wear mini skirt go ice skating.Lol,try to show my undies to ppl ma..hahaha,of coz not la,i got wear pants inside geh,wear jenny short..After ice skating,cam whore abit,we go hav dinner at friendster cafe..Den jie fu n sis join us,sudenly jie fu say wan to go MOS cause he never step his foot in MOS before.So all of us go ther

and

its kinda embarassing,coz inside this group,oni sis n jie fu wear untill so 'grand' while us..

Jenny wear like wana go to hav a walk by d beach with her short pants

Wai wai wearing like goin to colledge with his sling back

Cy wear okok but she's carrying a bag which contain her notebook

Adrianne wear okok but also carrying a backpack which also contain his notebook

Callie wear casual,also suit for club

Me also wear casual XD

The main problem is..We din make up at all!! lol,can u imagine it.we pay rm50 juz went in for about 2hours lol,place nt bad,surrounding good! lightning good! Dj good! for those ppl who love trance,u can giv it a try.N wt attract me d most is tat musician,she combine her saxophone with trance,nt bad,y we cant think of it? lol..After tat night went back to home n sleep sleep

Tomolo is raya le,i bet all of u go back to hometown,wana wish u all hav A very very happy raya XD..cheh,we r chinese,raya apa but my raya is can stay at home n sleep!!

Everything changed in one night..

2008-09-28T14:44:00.001+08:00

One night in poppy n everything is change..Change to wt? my name change to slut,bitch,faker n i'm too over? wt i done?i din done anything wrong tat night,if i really got done anything over,define ur over!! Say to me people got wife,ask me don kacau them,let me tell u! Is nt me who is kacau him,i wont like this kind of uncle!! 38!
u also cant define wt is over!! u also cant say wt i done wrong,u juz say i am over i am over! I really cant hav this kind of people as my fren! I treat u as my good friend n wt u treat me? u Treat me like a rubbish!
Wt??U shud listen to wt ur fren say at first n shud not sayang me so much..Bullshit la u,how long ur fren know me? 2night oni HeLLO!! n did they chat with me,no!! If they think of me like this kind of person den i can only say,they r also da same!
N they cant judge me n say me like tat!! wt?get free drinks? Hello miss,u take money from me n i shud take money from u too..They open 4bott so wt.last time my fren open 6bott,u drink much more den me so stop saying me!
Ur msn title wrote i am a bitch i am a slut nvm!y wan to call my fren n msg my fren n scold her slut!Such a drama queen!U aint better den me,during club,everyone also can see u more hau den me is nt because d way u entertain ppl! Wt?follow u go out club more? i teach u how to entertain? yayayayaya!! teach me,follow u go out alwiz so end up??? Kena scold n kena say i'm a bitch..
Well,u all can see me n think me like tat because for sure i know some of d ppl will ask her bout wt is happening n she sure say many bullshit thing about me! I don fucking scare,i got my fren,they trust me,they know i'm nt this kind of person! U wan to win? i let u win..U alwiz be the innocent girl n i alwiz be the bad girl..This 1,from d first time i club with u,.i know d! Not even i see it,my others CLOSE friend also saw it n warn me about it,but i din care n i stick wit u,n now i damn so regret for knowing this kind of ppl! wana say bad thing to me,wan to tell all things to chrisal,u just tell!i wont fucking care anymore! N wan to ad one more,remember u r a WOMAN n u r MARRIED!

Tq to chrisal for proctecting me tat night! i love u so much,u teach me how to juge ppl rite now n i will learn it!i wont become so stupid anymore!
Tq to jenny for be ther for me anytime when i am sad..
Tq wai for acc me go out yesterday
Tq sis for help me say tat WoMan!
Tq everyone for believing tat i am not a slut,faker,bitch,kau ppl lou kong,i am over coz obviously i am not this kind of person!

God bless...END

Refer to my friends blog.. she know what happen that nite: (psst: remember read the comment as well)

http://chiisaruchan.blogspot.com/2008/09/26-sept-2008-poppy-incident-after.html

Mommy birthday

2008-09-16T18:49:00.000+08:00

Mom birthday just pass..Pass for 3days n now oni i hav chance to update my blog..Lol,since friday until now,almost all day also can say is GOOD FOOD!! from western food to japanese food,from japanese food to BBq food n from BBQ to a nice nice Haagen dazs ice cream!! lol,so u say i will fat anot? but luckily still got my fitness card,which mean i can go for this mth n next mth..So hopefully can reduce some weight la!!

Talking back about mom birthday,hehehe,it's really a happy day,went to mid valley hav lunch with sis,mom n bro..We eat at Ninja jones,enviroment Thumbs up! Chef Thumbs up!! waiter Thumbs up!! lol,everything was good include FOOD! lol,get to know a really funny man,the chef,hahahaha,he is really funny n i like when he explain The Great Wall Of China food!!hahaha,really cha dou gaogao,later upload some video n let u all laugh ha..After our dinner went to hang gai gai,bro bought jor a converse shoes which my mom sponsor him,lol,i din get any cham cham..aihhhh,after our shopping,went back to home,n blow candle..Sis bought mom a baskin robin ice cream,lol,FAT FAT FAT FAT!!! hahaha,but it is ok la,mom big day ma.So after blow cake,i prepare everthing n went to club at coco.Wow,tat pace reali sux rite now,reali sux,many hamsap lou,i swear i wont go ther again!

Sun,went to sunway hav our dinner,we eat bbq food,hehehe,time to play masak masak coz we gril ourselves hhehe,realli a nice food n tasty too,play n eat is our hobby,,lol,i mean me,my sis n jie fu loh.After dinner walk a while n Dessert time!! went to Haagen Dazs to try their wt wt fondue,lol,oni 3 of us n it is really full after eat it!! hahaha,lazy to write.after our outting juz went back home watch tv n gao gao zhu..k la,upload some of d pic tat we took during my mommy big day~~

Really long time

2008-09-11T19:28:00.000+08:00

Wow,so long din update my blog at here,lol,been bz lately,hav to work, and studi..If hav time also din update coz feel lazy..Suddenly feel like wan to update it so now i sitting in front of d com n update,lol wtf am i talking now,been so blur,juz recover from sick..

Yea,sick again bt not so serious,head alwiz pain since matta fair untill now,Dono y,think need to check up this sat,,

Go check with mommy,see whether i got sick anot n hope i am fine like a bull la hahaha

Talking bout working,suddenly miss keat keat them,who is keat keat? well,he is my primary skol fren,din think tat he'll be working with us during matta,lol,another is sei chai jared,very handsome guy(lol,oni handsome when he is cool n not smiling with teeth) lol,so bad saying ppl like tat n of coz also miss most 8 8 8 n 38,mandy loh!! hahahaha,don scold me a!!

It's fun work with u all except one person la,i guess every1 who working with me know who is this WOMAN! hahaha,very tired work at matta,i tot will loss weight but it turn out tat i gain more coz one day eat 3meal swt! Talk non stop for 3days untill voice also change like a men or shud i say aqua?

Since matta fair over d,hmm,everyday also tired day,went to class also feel very tired n sleepy.Den hav to see some1 tat i don like!! white white gav her say juz now,haih,reali 'ng gam sam' lah me,i shall revebge one daY..

well.totally don like her,she is totally a 'chak hai' gal,lol,wont say who is she but i don like her lah!!alwiz wear untill so sexy den she told me y i wear so normal..

Wtf,now goin to skol,not go out hang gai gai,pakto or clubbin.Wear so nice for wt,show who? nobody will see wan,so i juz ignore wt she say,alwiz say tat i gain weight this n bla bla bla but she din look into d mirror n see herself,she aint better den me,she also same with me,her thigh damn so big still wan to wear so short..

Still wan to told ppl tat,lucky i'm nt so fat,becarefull i take ur pic n show it to ppl!! lol,like so bad saying her in my blog but i really don like her,since my class start untill now,she really disgust me!! aiseh,donwan talk bout her d,if nt later 'bao huek gun' haha,msg to a fren of mine told her bout this gal n lol,i saw his msg reali laugh nonstop..

Haha,realli my jimui hahaha,really know how to tham me hoi sam haha

Aih,juz receive a news tat my exam is coming again,sien a sien a sien a!!! this time is 100% corrective make up n bump up..reali shit shit n shit!! so fast exam come d,reali shit lohh!!!

hav to find model again,hav to search net look for 30's,40's,50's n 60's make up..haih,wher to find it le haihhhhh,dim dim dim,stress until all d pimple pop out n i realli realli very ugly rite now haih,dono whether is d cleansing foam i use or izit reali tat i am stressing rite now???realli dono haihhh

Last night,when wana sleep,thinking back of some1,think back tat last time every night he also will call me n chat with me in d middle of d night,tot back d silly thing tat i send to him n he send to me,really funny,reali very funny,remember tat we watch movie at mid valley,take some very funny pic,think back tat we went to cititel hotel...Nahhhh,don think wrong ahh!! went to ther to see 'ko ko kai' jek hahahahaha,cha dou anot? lol,we even pretend like a couple n went to cititel,haha,every1 also tot tat we goin to 'hoi fong' haha,but all this funny n happy thing is ald pass d,i shud look in front n don look bad,let it become part of my memory.Hard to let it go but i know i sure can let it go someday!! i can do it!

Thinking back of last last week tat we went to coco n our celebration of merdeka eve at jenny house,sigh suddenly miss Zanmai sushi n miss clubbin,haha,i shall go this sat with keat keat,jared n wai wai them,hehe,feel excited tim!!n also miss jenny,wont forget d night tat we celebrate merdeka eve together,lol,everyone also drunk,especially mandy,lol,she reali make me laugh untill cry d,haha,she reali very funny tat night n she even dono wt she say or wt she done untill i told her,she start to laugh haha.Remember d night when we play 3,6,9..monalisa,den wt else we play? ohya,true or dare,really very happy tat night.,,So long din happy n enjoy like tat d,*yawn* i wrote so much d la? well,its been weeks i din update,so muz write back last time wt had happen to me haha,i malas to write d,i upload some pic n giv u all enjoy it!! All d pic,got some show tat jenny mabuk d,my ugly pic,n all my fren pic!!

it Is really hard to make decision sometimes.

2008-08-26T14:07:00.000+08:00

Ytd chat with one of my fren,turn out tat she hav alot of prob hiding inside her heart n she told me everything yesterday.I really cant giv u opinion on wt u told me,da only advice i can giv is let him go.U're a tough girl n i know u can do it :),don think n cry too much d,not good for u o,later i heart pain XD and for this guy,nth much to say,i'm speechless..A very big Zzzzzzzz to u,she told me is not his fault but i cant accept.I realy cant chat with this guy nex time coz i scare will say wrong thing or scold him.Juz will say a big NO NO if nex time outting got this guy come along.
Let's nt talk about this matter le,it is Past tense d,Now see also see Future tense d XD
Been chatting with him yesterday n i think we're juz a very normal fren rite now,hmm,is suan a good thing or bad thing? aiks,lazy to think about this matter,now think also think how to earn money,enjoy my life,find some part time job n pass my final exam,,
I kind bliv wt lilian Too write last mth n this mth,for dragon,last mth n this mth is nt a good mth for me,everything will goes wrong to me from financial untill relationship.Haha,n she's right,nex mth will go back pui ther n read for d mth sep n oct,hope this 2mth will goin smoothly ne.
Aiks,feel so lazy to update d,cant think of any word rite now..

I din mean tat at all!

2008-08-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday club at Ruums,N it is boring,emotional night again..I think mayb i am tired n din get enuf sleep last few day so end up nt enjoying at all!
My jimui,jenny lost her phone at ther n really feel so sorry to her.She say it's ok,it's time to buy new hp but i don think u r ok at all.I know u sure feel very sad deep down in ur heart n really sorry for d thing tat happen yesterday.Sorry for my 'siu jie' behaviour...Only u can stand my 'siu jie' behaviour..
Juz argue with a fren of mine,it's about yesterday problem.Yea i think she block me or appear offline i dono her,but as a fren,she also know wt i am goin to say to her..I donwan to lose her as a fren and a jimui.
I really care for her n i know u care for me also but i not so really like da way u act yesterday,really sorry,mayb i think too much d,u juz be urself n i really cant become d bubly n playful girl yesterday.
One more,i din say u r a bitch or think u r a bitch,y u wan to think so much? If really i think u r like this kind of person,i early early wont ask u go out n club with me! U juz missunderstand my meaning in msn juz now.
Think u really sad now, hard to make decision n sure ur mind is very confuse.I think in this matter i really cant help u,only u can solve it urself,but as a fren i oni can say i hope u will solve it in d right way n not da WRONG way!
Other thing,fren,gal fren or jimui,if u reading this blog,i juz wan to say..I wont goin to couple,not mean wana single forever la,i wan to enjoy my single life for d momment n stop introduce guy for me,i don need it,later ppl saw me like very desperate for a bf.In fact i'm not! i din rush for pakto,i juz let it come natutally.
Sigh,realli damn no mood to write this blog d..Started to hate one GUY very much,i even block 9 him n del his contact from my msn..He is such a fucker!

PS:if u wan to know who is this fucker,juz msg me n ask me,only for close fren..

I pass my exam

2008-08-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

Yuhoo~~ I pass my exam yesterday..Feel very very happy.At first of coz need to thank you to mandy coz she become my model ma,sorry to make u tired ya ><,second thank you to teacher,lol,saying like not goin to studi at ther anymore.Well,still got studi d but class reopen at sep 26th,so from now on i am free but but but still need to go back skol practice coz teacher say full corrective make up n bump up make up is nt easy to learn.

So alicia,hav to ganbatte ganbatte!

Talking back bout ytd exam,lol,really really nervous n scare,Tension-nya~~~~

When principal come n look at me,hand straight away shake,shake takpe wor,i go n tell mandy say.>Sei lohh,my hand shaking ahhh,lol,i think principal heard wt i say d,malunya~

After bridal exam is creative evening turn,not so satisfied with it coz cant blend d orange colour sigh,but lucky i can finish it on time!!

After tat,is theory time,hahahaha,can say got many wrong coz i din read it,if correct also got some oni.Around 5.30 we finish n stay back wait for result n i pass!! Yeahhhh,so happy,i get 93 for my bridal n 85.5 for creactive evening,hmm,lucky get 80 n above if nt i sure fail...

Wish to treat mandy eat d after our exam but she donwan,haha,so i owe her a meal d,Mandy if nex time when i work jor will belanja u Jogoya den club hehe,ask jenny them to go along,happy together ^^

Reach home around 7,on9,chat n went to club with kyeth,eve,wai wai,ryan n loon..

It is really boring!!i mean super boring!! Hp no credit,cant sms n chat with ppl so juz sit at ther do nth,juz acc kyeth party a while,she's good at dancing,very seducing,if i'm a guy,i sure fall for her,while darling sit at ther coz she donwan to dance,so i acc her a while..Let wai wai n his fren 'ji yau fak fai',after tat let one jap guy kacau my darling..Isk,see him also feel like wan to slap 9 him,really annoying,he wan to dance with darling n of coz my darling wont dance with him la coz she dono how to dance XD

Then really cant stand it,really feel so boring,so ask wai wai to leave d,haih,dono y maison will become like tat,their song not so happening jor ne,den got alot of siu mui mui n siu didi,lol,saying like i'm very old d,really nt happening le,mayb jeny n cy din go so feel like kinda boring ne ><

Hehe,let me put some of my classmate pic inside here,i miss irene wong n kyeth coz they r leaving us d,,Sighhh

Me,darling n kyeth

Me n evelyne,eye swollen coz not enuf sleep

My classmate,From left:viki,Rexanne,angeline,evelyne,irene wong,Irene lee,Emily,Rainie,Me,Lao si n Kyeth

Lao si n me ^^

Fooling around!!

Me n darling

Pig draw by kyeth

Me with irene wong..sigh,gona to miss her

LOL,like so pro gam yong haha

Kyeth,me n evelyne

Me n kyeth

LOL,play webcam tat time

Cheang wen mansion

2008-08-20T20:02:00.000+08:00

Lol,yesterday promise mun mun to go to her cousin house d,while waitting for her to come,lol,take some new pic n i like my new cam very much!! y? coz they make me look thin,slim,face bak suet suet n wak luek luek!!oh,i love u!!

Then

went to mun mun cousin aka cheang wen house,hehe,her house is huge!! one big big house,i think got 5ppl live oni n guess wt,her house hav lift 1..Haha,when mun mun sms me to go,been thinkin wan to go anot coz wed is my trial exam d but i also go d.Lol,da way she sms very funny,she say cheang wen ask me n jenny go,don worry,ther got many lenjai n rich guy.Lol,but wt i see is nt lenjai lo,is all also siu didi hahahaha..When i look at those siu mui mui n siu didi,oh well,i old joh..Owww hahahaha,i wear untill so matured while them Zzzz,if u go sg wang,u will know how they wear XD.

While waitting 4 wai n lun to come,i chat with jenny n mun mun den mun mun told me tat one of those guy claim tat he 's uncle lim grandchild,lol,i din bliv her..haha but he's wearing Burberry t-shirt,can know tat he is rich la haha but nt interested :P

After a while.saw Bear bear(their poodle) omg!! he is so so so so cute!!! like a soft toy,omg!! i like it,i straight away hug him up n ask lun to help me take pic..Sigh,lun also nt pandai 1.all pic also blur d.but nvm la,can play with him enuf d ^^.after sit awhie,more siu didi coming,den i saw lun n wai very bored so i tell them tat after cy arrive den we can leave d

When cy arrive,gav her a hug coz long time din see her d,miss her den say bye bye to cheang wen n mun mun,den we left to cannaught..go to cannaught do wt?dota lehh

Sigh,arrive ther around 11.30+ n we play for 3hours,can u bliv it,play untill 2.30am+ mata pun sepet johhh,when arrive home cant sleep pulak coz got trial da nex day,so wake up n wash my brush..Lan ha lan ha at my bed den fall asleep d..

So today is trial,kinda impress with myself coz can finish da bridal make up n creactive make up,feel satisfied but still need to change,feeling kinda nervous coz tmolo is exam day jor d,feel very very nervous n of coz scare! If i pass,will treat mandy eat at kaki,ehehe,after tat go club n celebrate but TT no kaki ler :(

Hope tat i can reali pass tomolo...

Ganbatte alicia ganbatte!!!!

Me n da poodle..he is so cute!!!!

jenny n me

me n mun mun at living room

wai wai n lun..Owhh,see their face,so sien

Got a lenjai behind me.nola,siu didi

Lol,love all this pic coz make me look so thin Xixi

Exam coming..

2008-08-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

Finally mood getting better coz yesterday yumcha with jenny n wai,talk back something tat happen to carven last year christmas eve at PD,it really make me laugh,think back also feel funny,many people look at us,we're like sakai.
Say discus bout our outting during merdeka eve but we end up saying others thing.Like previous vacation with jenny them,i love them very much..
Who is them? tat is sis,jie fu,wai wai,pui,yen lee,cy,and of coz myself ^^ and i also wont forgetting my clubbing kaki tat is niki,san san,jenny,cy,wai wai n mandy..Without them,i will die lol..Hope tat i can laugh like tat everyday,wont think back something sad..Juz laugh laugh n laugh Hahahaha like tat,really miss goin to jenny house n chit chat with her ^^
Sigh,wt to now wt to do now?exam coming d..
Wt worse is exam coming this thurs,Trial at wed n exam day at thurs,shit,this time i really dono wt do do..
My creative evening make up haven't finish design,i scare tat i'll fail,more scare den hair exam coz at least hair exam i got think of wt design i'm goin to tie but for make up,it's really hard..
Hard untill no word best describe it.
Sigh,every1 wish me good luck during my exam day,i wish i can pass!!

Every relationship start with a hi n end with a bye and it's time for me to say goodbye

2008-08-17T12:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to club,actuali this is da most unhappy clubbing ever,worse den last time coz ytd i cry inside club..haha,such a cry baby,i also dono y will cry..
Mayb d stress n alkohol influence tat's y,kinda drunk ytd,nt kinda is super coz i no need drive mah,ryan driving d,wai also no need to drive,feel very sorry to niki,mandy,jenny,san,ade,li wen,wai wai,ryan n alan(if nt mistaken) for making u all feel damn so boring,I also wish all of u can enjoy but in d end all of u also scare when see me like this,i also don wish this kind of thing happen d,i really control it d but in d end i cant help but cry,there is nth else i can do.
I cant control my feeling,I feel angry n i feel sad.
Da purpose i go to club is nt to cry,da purpose i go ther is to enjoy but i also cant enjoy..summore at outside when niki told me all those stuff,tat even make me feel more sad.I already enough sad,y still wan to tell me all this kind of thing? If u wan to tell me,can u wait after some few day oni tell me? Y u raise ur voice on me? i am not ur sand bag k..I also feel sorry for wt happen on u d.

Really really sorry to jenny,i'm sorry,i also donwan 'fak pei hei' to u in sms d,i really really sorry..Dono y these few week,alwiz feel like easy to get angry,i dono y,alwiz mood swing nowdays.I really need to control my temper from now on! Ganbatte alicia

At here wana say..

Sorry to Niki

Sorry to mandy

Sorry to wai wai

Sorry to Ryan

Sorry to Alan

Sorry to Me

Sorry to Jenny

Sorry to san san

Sorry to Ade

Sorry to Li wen

Really sorry...

Stress!!

2008-08-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

Stress stress stress!! Exam coming,my blending skill also not yet improve n wt worse is nex wed n thurs is my make up exam..Sigh,juz after hair exam,now is make up exam,goin to die soon!
so today wake up more early n go to skol,reach ther around 11am i start pratice with irene wong,well,she is good n i think she sure will pass,while me,i think i will fail coz i still dono wt i wan to draw,when i use all d colour,it will fall from irene eye naturally n it will make her look kinda dirty..Totally no confident rite now,am i goin to fail? i reali scare,more scare then hair exam.Another problem is,i still don hav model..All also bz with their stuff,one take care baby,one studi,one working!! Wtf,y exam day hav to fall on weekdays????
All of us also havent prepare den say exam d,i really dono y? da more i say da more i feel like wan to scold ppl ..
Really bad mood rite now!!!

So?no need you to tell me all these kind of shit..

2008-08-14T19:26:00.000+08:00

I hate u so much rite now,really hate u..How could u say such a thing to me,if other ppl i can forget it but tat person is not other ppl,this person is kinda important to me.I ald enuf sad for wt i done and now u saying all these kind of shit to me,u reali think i'm tat easy to get bully by u?well,let me tell u..I am not! I'm not tat easy to get bully n i will prove it to u.Alwiz ask me to change,i am very very very boring d! i wan to become myself,this also kenot? Y muz change? I don like to change,i don like to become other ppl tat's not even me! Ur frens r even better den u,at least they know wt is care! Wt u know? i also dono..really dono..

Now i dono izit u r really da one for me? I dono n i cant tell,oni time will prove all...

My new hair style n my life~

2008-08-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

Cut my hair last monday..Hmm,feel kinda Zzzzz,it's same like last time,omg!! y everytime they cant giv me wt i want?? kinda fedup with it,now make me hav to clip it when i go to skol,go out movie or go out yum cha :(,haih,dono hav to keep it for how long this time,1mth 2mth or 3mth???Hope it will get long faster coz with this style,i cant go out club coz no face meet ppl..hehe,really look so kiddy with this hair.Don't talk about hair le, 'yuek talk yuek seung sam' lolx..

I got a new baby,tat's my canon Ixy 910 Is,love it so much,made in japan n bought it from japan haha,when i open it,Shit lo!! all japanese word,den i sit at ther,find how to change language n lucky i did find it,haha,without hesitate i go n take my first pic,tat is not me or thing,i take my mom sleeping face lolx!! i will bring my baby out with me alwiz coz can take pic ma,see nice stuff can take,see funny thing can take,see wt also can take hehe

Exam coming,really shit shit n shit!! another exam is coming tat's make up exam, Hair exam is 'past tense' d n i pass,congrate to me ^^!! although i pass but i am not satisfied with my design,overall also not satisfy,my model hair,n my model dress(tat i made Zzzz),da most importantly is i hav to Tq to sis,wai,pui n my bro coz they laugh 9 me!! laugh my design lol,i admit it look kinda emmm,ugly..yea la,i know it is ugly lahhh,i try my best to make it lok nice jor :(,now i hav t0 use my 101% energy to concerntrate on my make up exam but still my blending skill is not so ok,reali not OK!! and din hav model,waitting for niki ans coz i ask her to becom my model,sigh,hopefully she will agree..

After 21st of sugust,(21st is my exam day) if i pass,will follow lao dau go cameron highland play!! yeah!! havent been to ther b4,but my fren ask me don go wo coz now is '7 yuek',better don go out so much wo but probably will go coz havent been to ther b4,n after cameron trip is another genting trip which fall on 6of sep,for this 1,dono wana go anot?probably will or probably wont..Sigh,muz start looking for part time job n diet! hahaha,this is wt i alwiz say to my fren,alwiz diet diet untill they also 'fan bak ngan' when see me.They also get boring when i say like tat lol..

Ohya ohya,last night went to midvalley with pui n wai,after my class,wai come n fetch me,lucky he come coz i having akhem aunty visit lo,den stomach feel very pain,so after he fetch me,we went to amcorp mall find pui,haha,fall in love with d clear quartz n smoky quartz,haihhh,hand feel itchy tim,feel like wan to bought it leh!! But also cant coz no money so i ask pui to save it first d,after tat we went to eat korea food,i juz order korea fried rice n wai order chicken teriyaki,wait for pui to finish work den we went to midvalley n watch 21,while waitting,from far we saw one bunch of weird ppl,look carefully,it's Starwars Character hahaha,kinda funny their face,i like enemy side,i don like good ppl side lol,take some pic n we went down to buy beard papa,it's a bread,inside got cream n it got vanilla,chocolate n greentea..My fav is chocolate! hehe,tq wai for introducing us such a nice food ^^,we tapao n curi curi bring it into cinema haha,watch our movie arouf 10 n finish about 11.45 something,den went back home n sleep!!

My new hairstyle..hmm,look so ugly!!

Miss amcorp so much..Food la i mean

Akanishi with pui...SWT!!!!!

Me with Bad ppl lol,i don watch starwars d so i dono who d heck is them haha

good ppl lo

Lol,not bad la my skill hehe
Lol,Rexanne,me n viki

Yummy beard papa,see those cream!! fat sei ngo loh

Another blog

2008-08-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

Actually i hav another blog in xanga but i heard my fren say tat Blogger is better den xanga,i stil will keep my old blog,but 2 blog will write different story of my life,mayb one will become my happy blog,another is when i got problem or when i am sad,i will write it in one of d blog.Still dono how to play blogger but will try my best to explore it!!